As days are passing so quickly and as much as i am not trying to think about it, i am hopelessly compelled to think about it..I know most of you will ask me to enjoy the show while it lasts but then where else can i go with this sorrow? Who else will understand this pain if not my Reporters family?
The day of 12th October when i wake up and i will suddenly realize that there will not be a fresh now episode of Reporters, when i come onto the forum there will be no views on the episode, there will be no Kabir and no Ananya and there will be no beautiful setting and storyline of Reporters with its amazing cast...
I live in a time zone which is 6.5 hours ahead of India and 9pm in India is 3.30am in Fiji the next day and i wake up at 3.30 every weekday to watch Reporters. I have never done this watching live thing with any show no matter how much i liked it... But for Reporters i dont know why but i never even needed an alarm to wake me up... despite being such a sleepyhead i just woke up naturally at 3.30 am to watch Reporters...
I usually pray that days pass by slowly when exams are near but after Reporters came in my life i always wished the day would pass quicker so that i could watch Reporters fresh new episode...that was my anticipation... i actually anticipated for the next day to come...there was excitement and there was thrill...
Usually when people around me in uni spoiled my mood i would stay upset and think about it but aftre Reporters came in my life, i gave that priority to Reporters and no one could spoil my mood because i was always smiling thinking about Reporters... i would sit in the class and suddenly i would jump in excitement..my friends would ask me what happened...and i would tell them that the sypnosis for tomorrow's episode is out and now im million times more excited to watch the next episode...
I know that the Reporters cast and crew dont even know that i exist but i never felt that way..it was always as if they are part of me...in my heart...like family...
Reporters has become such a significant part of my life as if its a family member and not a show...an attachment so deep that i cant define...
I just cant imagine how awful the day of 12th October is going to be when i realize there will be no more of Reporters...no more...no more..
I'm so sorry for writing this post but i just didnt know where else to go with this pang of hurt and upsetness in my heart...im really sick and i cant even sit but i just had to type this despite finding it really difficult to type anything with so much body-ache...