TUM DUA AB MERI AAKHRI BAN GAYE...
She adoringly looked up at this face without breaking the hug when his words kept ringing in his ears. As long as they had each other, they didn't need a baby to prove their love. Those words meant the world to her, she meant the world to him. All they wanted was each other. Tears rolled out of her eyes, the thought of being loved to such an extent filled her heart with happiness, only if she could give the same happiness to everyone, to him. She was still thinking upon his words when he pulled out of the hug ad wiped her tears away. He kept stroking her back soothing her pain, though he knew deep down it was much more than what she was showing. She had cried herself out by now, making it painful for him to watch her crumble. He had done all it took to calm her down, but her fallen face still made his heart wince in pain.
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Romi's room decoration was beautiful. I know its you who did it, but I was impressed nevertheless. Given your lack of knowledge in this issue, you outdid yourself. He remarked naughtily making her smile but not without the blush that rushed up to her cheeks.
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How about you give our room a chance.? Let's see how you do.? He added more making her laugh and look up at him. His face was gleaming with naughtiness. As his words sunk in, it reminded her of how much effort he had taken to decorate their room for them to be together and how she had bailed out on him. Looking apologetically at him, she put her hand against his cheek and mouthed a loving sorry to him.
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For last night, you had decorated the room, put candles and were waiting for me for so long but I just.. As the thoughts of the time she spent hiding from him reeled back, she felt the misery sinking in and tears pricked the corner of her eyes. She had just left him to be on his own, but knowing he would read her eyes, she had distanced herself from him.
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Ishita, don't..He said seeing the tears in her eyes and wiping them away with the corner of his thumb. Cupping her face in both his hands, he pressed his lips to her forehead. He pulled her into a hug and crushed her to himself. He couldn't even bring himself to think of what she had been going through the entire time she knew about it, only if he had seen through.
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Will you forgive me.? Please..He heard her mutter into his shoulder. A smile adorned his lips at her cuteness, she was still worried if he won't forgive her. A naughty thought crossed his mind as he lightly pushed her away and gave her a sexy smile.
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I will, only if you give me what I want. He said winking at her. She gave him a knowing small and laughed. His hand moved to his lips, his index finger outlining his lower lip as a casual gesture but she knew the better of it. He smiled victoriously when he saw her watching him with a huge smile.
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You don't have to pretend to do that, I know what you want. She said pulling his hand away from his lips and laughing amusingly at him. His eyes widened in surprise when her words reached him.
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You do.? Then what are we waiting for.? Should i go get the flowers for the decoration.? Flowers.? I thought you wanted..
She gave him a confused look. He passed her an annoyed look at her words.
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What do you think i want to do by decorating the room, open a bouquet corner.? Obviously its for only one reason..He threw another miffed look in her direction and glared more when she burst out laughing. She didn't miss the annoyed looks he threw in her direction all the while she laughed. Controlling herself and wound her arms around him and hid her face in his shoulder trying to stop laughing.
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Raman, we really don't need the flowers. Besides, it will just take time. You will only need to close the door for the obvious reason.. He looked at her, shocked. Stepping out of the hug, he stood up watching her with a incredulous expression.
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Yeah so, don't tell me you want to do this with the door open. Raman, can you stop trying to be innocent when you are not.? She said getting up and trying to walk away when he held her hand pulling her back.
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Arre madrasan, whos acting innocent.? What I meant was, you want to romance now.? He asked naughtily pulling her closer.
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Didn't you want to.? I just thought I was unfair to you when i kept you waiting... She said looking down while saying the last part. He sighed and shook his head at her innocence. Putting a finger under her chin, he made her look up staring into her eyes.
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I always want to romance you. You should know that by now. He said leaning in and pressing his lips lightly on hers. She felt her heart clench at his words, he was longing for her but she had ran away from him. She immediately put her arms around his neck, keeping him close. She felt at peace, the satisfaction that he knew, the feel of being with him in his arms, the calmness when he comforted her but she could see the pain in his eyes which he tried to hide to make her feel better.
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I am sorry again..She said looking apologetically at him..
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Ishita..-
No Raman, I have to tell you this. She said and continued when she saw him looking at her..
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Raman, i want to make it up to you for hiding the news from you , for leaving you alone the other night but I just didn't know how to shatter all your hopes in just one instant. I knew you would read my eyes, it would take you no time to know something is wrong so I just couldn't. The only reason I stayed away was because I didn't want to disappoint you. I don't even know what I was going through then and I was scared I would not be able to respond, I need you but I was just.. She kept talking looking down while he just stood there listening. A part of him felt happy she was pouring her heart out to him, letting him know she too craved for the love as much as he did but what hurt him was the pain she would have gone through, only if he knew..
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But I know I should have let it out. Raman I want you to let out your pain, I know you are hurting, more than anyone thinks you are but you wont show it to make me feel better. I want to comfort you too.. just the way you make me feel better.
She said looking up and cupping his face in her hands. He looked into her eyes, all he could see was love. Smiling at her, he quietly pulled her into a hug. His heart heavy with all the feelings he went through from the time the news came along, how he had teased her about being pregnant on the night of the wedding, how she had not looked into his eyes. His arms around her tightened, she tightened hers in response both giving away into the need of being with each other.
Tears streamed down the corner of her eyes as she felt his pain, she could feel it every time he moved inside her and his tears touched her skin. His kisses were not rough but were not the gentle ones either, he was letting out his turmoil, maybe the feel of giving her hopes was bothering him. Knowing him, she knew he would never say the same to anyone, would hurt to no extent within himself but wouldn't let anyone know. She kept her hands around him, holding him close pressing her lips into his skin when his tears touched her skin. Knowing him, she could guess he was probably thinking of the few times they made love being suggested by their doctor, maybe blaming himself. He could feel her arms tighten around him as he moved, he just couldn't stop the tears from cornering his eyes as he thought of the excitement they were reeling in, how they had discussed about nothing but the baby every time they talked, how it all crashed in one instant.
Her hands went to the back of his head, threading into his hair when she could still feel his tears. She ran her hands down his back, comforting him.
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Raman..She called out to him softly. He steadied himself on his elbows and looked down on her. His eyes widened seeing the tears at the corner of her eyes..
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Ishita, why are you crying.? Did I hurt you.? I'm sorry I..He said trying to wipe his tears and pulling away from her when she wrapped her arms around him tighter refusing to let go and pulled his lips down on hers. He could feel the gentleness in her kiss, comforting him. Her hand all the while ran through his hair lovingly. He let her kiss him even when she broke the kiss and pulled him to back to her.
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Let me love you Raman.-
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I want to. I want to make you feel better because I can't see you like this. He looked at her lovingly, more stunned by her words but happy at heart. He pressed his lips on hers softly.
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Ishita I am okay..He felt her hand covering his mouth again not letting him say any further.
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Don't. I know you are not okay. I can see it, feel it Raman. If you think i don't see you tears, even though you try to hide them, then you are wrong.
As she completed her words, his eyes closed because he knew he wouldn't be able to hide it from her.
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I love you Raman..
Cupping his face she once again pulled him closer, her soft lips touching his, her hands running along his back. A moment of happiness surged through him, he never felt so loved as much as he felt in the one moment. His hands went around her when she rolled him over and kissed him lovingly. Closing his eyes, he let the feel of her lips sink in as they moved from his shoulder to his neck and back to his lips. His heart felt at peace as he let her have her way with him, for he knew he was rough with her driven by his emotions but she was nothing but gentle all the while she loved him.
Her calm heartbeat was all he could hear it as he lay on her, quietly listening to it while her hands reverently stroked his hair. He smiled remembering his passionate moments with her.
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You know you always take me by surprise. I didn't know there was this side to my wife. She said nothing but cupped his cheek. He knew she would be smiling, he didn't have to look to know. Turning his face into her palm, he pressed his lips into it.
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I love you, more than I say it. She replied faintly. He looked up at her, with a grin on his face.
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And I love you, more than i can ever say it. He replied moving upto her and scooping her into a hug.
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Raman, let me go. I need a shower. He looked at her with a miffed look at her words.
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But..She tried to speak but was sealed by his lips as he pressed his lips on her tightly.
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You did your part, I still have to do mine.
They both laughed at his words which soon died into a kiss and ultimately lost to ecstasy.
Edited by Anu_IshraDivan - 9 years ago
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