
There are days that are not so good..coldest even ..when you are all lonely and detached from the rest of the world..crawling under the shadows of doubt ..all you want to do is hold someone who tells you that you are not alone..he is there to take care of you and protect you..and you are worth it .. worth of every damn effort it takes..
"Wasn't I good enough" -a voice shrieked between the tears..
"Tell me Nandini wasn't I good enough "...
Nandini : No Manik..who told you that..never ever say that you are not good enough.. you are the best man I have ever known..a kind soul with a golden heart..
Manik: Then why did she rejected me ..?
With that Manik clutched the necklace in his fist and burst out crying..
Irrecoverably in love with him ..her eyes welled in tears ...she could see anything in the world..but couldn't see him in pain..
"Manik" - she mumbled her name ..
Manik: Tell me Nandu how she can go with someone else..in front of me..how can she..didn't she see how much I loved her..
Though it would pain her gazillion times thinking that her Manik was in love with someone else but it would pain her even more seeing him like that..she couldn't watch him in affliction though she could bear the pain of her heart getting crumbled down to pieces...
Nandini: Manik..please don't say that..I..
And she engulfed him in her tiny arms shaking along while sobbing with him..her petite frame supporting his big masculine form ..
They stayed there ..cocooned in each other's arms for a while..
As sun has to set to make a way for a new morning bringing new hopes and dreams..similarly pain can not stay for too long..every negative thing has some positive hidden inside it..we just need to find out..
Nandini made her way to their secret hideout as she knew that it was the only place where she could find Manik ..
She walked past through a couple of old shattered houses in a shady lair ..This building was closed down a long time back..even though the fire had been ceased ..sure She couldn't forget that day..that's where it all began..
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Amidst the chaos of Panick struck people little Nandini who was stuck under the table in fire..heard someone.."come on don't be scared Take my hand "-she raised her head a little up and saw Manik ..
He was battling the fire that was escalating every passing second .."We don't have much time"-he spoke again as he ducked a metal frame which crumbled to the ground amidst the ashes ..
Nandini crawled from underneath and looked at Manik..she remembered their first meeting ..
Those were the cheerful days of summer ...it started when Nandini shifted along with her single mom to the suburbs..
Being a quiet introvert ..there were hardly any friends of her ..one afternoon she was all sad sitting alone on the seesaw..
Suddenly her feet were no more ground rather swaying freely in the air and there she noticed a cute chubby kid who was now in front of her on the other side of the seesaw..
Him: Hi I am Manik..I noticed ..that you are new here..
And he raised his hand ..which she happily held onto..that was their first handshake..it all started from there..
Nandini: Hi I am Nandini..but my mom and the people who are close to me can call me Nandu..
Manik: Can I call you Nandu..
Nandini: Amm..you..
Manik: Yes..aren't we close enough..I thought we are friends now..
In reply she bobbed her head in affirmation..They both smiled..
They started meeting each other everyday..Nandini introduced him to her mom and she happily and whole heartedly accepted him as her son..
Glazing boring afternoons were now filled with their laughter ..along with the silly pranks which rose to a new height everyday ..their fondness of each other grew more stronger..
But nothing stays for forever...change is the only constant thing..
Like normal days ..that day sun rose from the east..except it wasn't going to settle down without taking anything in return..
Nandini's mom left for her office earlier that day leaving Manik and Nandini behind in the playground ...she gave a final look at them and her lips twitched into a big smile watching the little duo so engrossed in each other..Nandini was on the swing which was swaying in the air with Manik pushing it higher and higher..in each turn..
Nandini : Manik..slow down..I will fall..
Manik : Nandu..as long as I am here..nothing will happen to you..
Nandini : Promise ..
Manik looked at Nandini who looking so adorably cute with two ponytails ..he pulled her cheeks and in his babyish tone he reassured her...
Manik : Of course baba..I promishh..
And they both kept playing and soon returned to the Nandini's home.. For they were too tired they drifted into sleep quickly cuddling each other with Nandini's head in manik's chest and his hand on her stomach embracing her..pulling her more closer...
Suddenly Manik woke up from all the screeching ...he drew the curtains to get a better glimpse of what was going on..and what he saw grounded him at his spot...he saw people yelling and screaming like maniacs, running here and there.. bumping into other few trying to escape from the fire that was now drawing closer to them with each passing second...
He turned and saw Nandini peacefully sleeping..though in sleep she moved a little..her hands were searching for him..
" I have to wake her up before anything happens "- he thought..
Manik : Nandu get up ..come on..
He patted on her cheek taking her face in his palms in order to wake her up...
Nandini : Manik..let me sleep..please thoda sa..
Manik was all awed seeing her cute antics which managed to make him smile in such distress..he pushed all his thoughts for there was no time left..they have to get out from there as quickly as possible for fire was increasing at an alarming pace..
He picked up Nandini in his arms..and in no time they walked past burning flames..Manik wrapped her in a blanket covering her fully..and he managed to sneak her out of the building..
He made her sit on the sideways for she was fully awake now watching the building in front of her..where they had lived collapsing down with fire building higher..and covering the skies grey black due to all the smoke..
Manik rubbed her back..
Manik : Are you okay Nandini...
Nandini : Yeah..
Soon she saw her mom pacing towards them ..
Her mom : thank god you are safe ..I was so worried..
She touched Manik and Nandini to see they are all fine..she checked them from head to toe to ensure nothing harmed them..
She moved to talk to other people to find about what was happening ..
Manik was resting with his head bent on his knees ..he opened his eyes and sat upright with a jerk when he heard .." Where is Nandini "- her mom screamed and he looked around but couldn't find her..
"she was here a moment ago ..where she could go"- he panicked ..
"A girl went inside "- he heard some men talking at a distance..
Without wasting any time further he flung past against the panicked crowd which was making it more difficult constantly hurling him back..
However with all his might..he charged inside and shouted "Nandini "..but he couldn't find her..all he could hear were screams of the people who were trapped ..his mind stopped working .."what if Nandini ..what would I do if something happened to her "- He thought he was going to lose it when suddenly he heard a weak voice which was actually coming in intervals in between the sobs..he was beyond relieved when he found that it was Nandini..his heart swelled in happiness to finally see her in front of him that he almost forgot what was happening and took her in a bone crushing hug..
Manik : Are you mad..? Why did you came back ..
He spoke after breaking their hug and gently wiping her tears..
Nandini : Woh..I came to take this..
She pointed toward a bracelet which was clenched in her fist protecting it firmly..
He looked at the bracket and remembered that he has given it to her..on her birthday..marking their friendship forever..
Manik : what for this..why Nandu you risked your life for this..it's not that important ...
Nandini : No Manik..it's important..it's very special to me because you have given it to me..how can I let our friendship burn in fire in front of me while I sit idle doing nothing ..
She recalled how she ran inside the building without giving it a second thought..when she found her wrist bare thinking she must have left it inside the house..
Manik : Nandu our friendship is not that weak..and now promise me you will never ever do that..you will never risk your life..nothing's more valuable than you to me..Promise me Nandu..
He cupped her cheeks looking into her deep eyes..
Nandini : I promise Manik..I will never do anything that will hurt you...I promise..
The promise she made to Manik that day..she is still keeping that ..even though it kills her every single time to see him in love with someone else..but not her..
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"Manik " - she mumbled softly as she saw him folding his head in his stomach..
Manik : I can't do this anymore...it kills me ..
He spoke further avoiding. Any eye contact..making her more worried..
Nandini : Manik you can't fall weak..you have to stay strong..for me please now just get up..
She held him from his fingers and led him away from the darkness in which he was engulfed..
They walked aimlessly listening to each other's heart..without any word they remained forever with each other..
She suddenly stopped when she noticed his grip on her wrist became stronger...
Nandini : Manik ..
Manik : Hmmm..
Nandini : what happened Manik..?
Manik : The river ..it's so nice here..let's sit for some time..
Without letting her speak anymore he made her sit along with him on the bench .. while resting his head on her shoulder he kept playing with the threads of her shawl..
She cupped his face from the side and with concern in her eyes she asked him..
Nandini : Manik..you want to tell me something ..
Of course she knew..they have understood each other like no one else can..inside out..two different bodies and one soul..
Manik nodded and took out something from his pocket..and threw it in the river with all his force ..
Nandini : Manik ..what did you do..you got it from your first salary..
Manik gazed at the necklace till it sank to it's lowest ..from where it was no longer visible..
Nandini : Manik ..I am asking you something..
Still looking in that direction ..he spoke..
Manik : I am letting her go..
Nandini : what..?
He turned to meet her eyes..
Manik : Yes Nandu I am letting her go.. she was never mine..love is not something you can force on someone ..you never fall in love deliberately..it just happens..that may be was not my time..
Nandini's eyes brimmed with tears hearing him..she knows what he is going through but still he is keeping a strong face in front of her so that she doesn't feel bad and worry about him anymore..
Before her tears could touch the ground he caught it his hands..
Manik : Don't .. These are way more precious...you told me to be strong..and here you are..
Hearing him she smiled..he was so much in pain..and yet he only wants to think about is her ..
Nandini : Yeah right..you are one tough nut..you know that..
Manik : well I am..hang on..did you just call me nut..
His mouth remained dangling open..which only instigated Nandini to giggle uncontrollably watching his cute antics..
Manik: Way to go Nandu..compliment and taunt together..
And they busted together into fits of laughter..only to gain weird looks from the passerby..but that hardly mattered when they have each other..they couldn't care for anything else..
Manik : Waise..what I think is.. may be there's some one special right in front of me and I haven't noticed..
Manik winked and Nandini blushed hearing him..poor guy if he had any idea.. what he said so casually was the ultimate truth of his life..
Soon the night drew closer ..and so the wind turned chilly.. Nandini draped her shawl more to Manik covering him while he pulled her into his embrace and they both dozed off gazing the stars..

so how was it ? 😊 😊