Author's note:
This is my first time writing an os so no throwing tomatoes please.To everyone expecting an Aliza os this not it. Razia has faced so much in life that I feel like she needed to open her heart to somebody and show her weaknesses and be vulunerable, and the only person she could have opened up to was Nasir. Please leave comments and press the like button if it was good.😊
Dear Nasir bhaijaan,
It's been 5 years since you died and four years since I became sultan. Life has changed here in the sultant, Fatima was given a place in haram after everyone found out about you and her. Do you know bhaijaan that Fatima was pregenant with your child and I have never seen her so happy after your death, it was almost like someone put life back into her. She named him Nasir so that when time comes for him to be sultan, he will be as kind and loving as you were.I worry for her sometimes Bhaijaan. Even though she has choti Nasir, I still hear crying at nights missing you and loving you like crazy. Even though nobody says much about you we all miss you dearly. Nanijaan misses having her favorite around but she quickley made Yasir her favorite out the 3 of us but you can see in her eyes how much she wishes you were here. As for Shazia api, she misses having her best friend, she may have never said it but you were the first person she trusted the most. Yasir missed having a fatherly figure in his life, after you and Abu left us but it was alright cause Mirza became like a father for him but you can see how much he wish you and Abu and Ami were here. Oh, I forgot to tell you the most important parts. Mirza became the subedhar of Bhatnidar and when time comes for the next sultan to take the throne I will marry Mirza and be happy with the love of my life. There is another huge change in the sultanat by the way, do you know that there was a rebillion against Abu lead by a man named Yaqut. When I first met him I vowed to bring his head at Abu feets and then I got to know him and understand his reasons for rebillion therfore I didn't kill him andright now Yaqut is the commandor of our army. Do you know bhaijaan that Mirza and Yaqut are both my biggest support systems? If it had never been for Mirza's undying love and support I would have never been a sultan and if Yaqut never gave me the advices I need when times were hard I would have never been able to become one of the best sultans.Bhaijaan I worry for Mirza and mine relationship.What if Mirza one day realizes that he can not handle our relationship anymore? Bhaijaan you may not know this but I have broken Mirza's heart to many times, what if I end up doing something that makes him wish to leave me forever? I sometimes wish you,Abu,Ami, and Badi nanijaan were here to see me and give me advice however I then remember that you are. Pieces of you four are seen in everyone I love but its mainly seen in Mirza and Yasir and choti Nasir. I miss you bhaijaan and I love you bhaijaan and I am sorry that I never told you and I always took you and our time together for granted.There were times were I wished that I can change the past so that you will be alive and be the sultan because bhaijaan each time I sit on the throne I feel as if I am beatrying you in a way but I look at Yasir or choti Nasir and I realize that the throne will go to someone in the future someone who will make you proud. However right now I am just a safekeeper and my job is to make sure that the sultanat is safe and happy until the next ruler.I have to go now the sultanat needs a ruler not a mourning sister.
Love,
Your little sister Razia ... Hamesha.
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Shiv Shakti
