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Gorgeous collages Gan, simply stunning
Okay so I saw your post and almost shrieked and reserved asap, but frankly even now hours later I am as blank about what to write as I was last night, I am still SO not over the episode; can you blame me? 😉😆😆
I dunno how much sense am I gonna make here frankly and so if this post seems incoherent, I apologise in advance but damn, I am still grinning from ear to ear watching the episode, especially a certain part of it on a loop 😆😆😆
I need not specify which part I am talking about now do I? 😉😆
Honestly it was a surprise to see the moments we did last night, cause well Star and the sanskaari slot had killed our expectations so long ago I dont even remember the date we buried that fossil, it makes me wonder now is Star finally getting into 2015 or what? All I can say is I am one happy customer whatever it is.
I was noticing when Puttar was pacing with that glass of juice in hand as Biwi came out of the washroom and from the look on his face knew he was upto something though never in my wildest dreams did I imagine what happened next, truthfully I thought he would come up with some plan to get away from their family and while that is exactly what he did, the way it happened was a complete surprise and for once we dont have any complaints regarding that 😆
On the contrary I wanna thank DT, because I think she would have asked not to have any news channel or portal around when the scene was being shot, and so there were no OLVs of the scene, cause that would have totally killed our buzz you know and sometimes its good to let things unravel in their own sweet time.
Anyways coming back to the scene...
Gan you know we read complaints always about Ishita being a prude and shy and well being Ishita basically, but I dunno how many people have noticed it, but since I have I must state it - this Mumbai trip is turning out to be a trip of revelations - on more than one level 😆
It isnt just the antagonist who will be unveiled in front of the Bhallas in her new avatar, its also a track where we see Biwi is emerging from her shell layer by layer as she sheds her inhibitions. If on the night on which she landed in Mumbai, we saw her don that sexy nighty for hubby, last night once again we saw the shy and yet very much in love with her husband woman emerge in that white shirt. For all the words that she says, the shyness she exudes - these two instances speak to the contrary - they reflect a woman who is very much sure of herself and knows what she wants, desires; they reflect a woman who though shy and nervous about exuding her sexuality, is now no longer denying it; and she wants to let the man she is in love with know that - not through her words but her actions.
You know I loved how when she stepped out, she was shy and nervous but nowhere did she have cold feet, was reluctant as you yourself wrote, when facing her husband and watching the blatant desire he has for her written in his eyes...she didnt turn tail and run back in the bathroom to hide from him, rather she took slow, small steps towards him meeting his eyes whenever possible, never once did she ask him to turn around or close his eyes or anything of the sort...rather when she was almost toe to toe with him she grabbed the lapels of his shirt and gestured to him is he happy now? Not a couple of hours ago, he had asked her to wear that nighty again as she sat on his lap, but it possibly wasnt fulfilled however and so he resorted to this trickery now which she got. She is the object of his desire now and though shy, has no reluctance to let her husband know his wishes and desires are wholly welcome and appreciated by her...that they are a reflection of her own, the only difference is - he can plainly admit to it while she still cannot bring herself to say aloud the very things...but just because voicing her desires is still difficult for her, it doesnt mean they dont exist.
Last night the woman who walked towards her husband was a shy and yet a woman confident of her sexuality, her feminity, a woman who was through her actions acknowledging her own desires and wishes.
I was reminded of the female version of Hasi, a beautiful song I am in love with these days, as I saw the scene last night especially these lines
Saari hadein maine meri, ab maine tod di
Dekar mujhe pataa awaargi ban gaye
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Hasratein ab meri tumse hai jaa mili
Tum duaa ab meri aakhiri ban gaye
Edited by EkPaheli - 10 years ago