Part 46
ROli was treated by the doctor on emergency basis.
Mataji, Sujatha, Simar & Siddhant were waiting outside the room.
Siddhant was tensed.
He was praying to God to save ROli.
Tears were rolling on his cheeks.
His vision was dull due to tears filled on his eyes.
After sometime... the doctor came out.
All the 4 rushed towards her.
Doctor looked at them with hesitation.
Doctor: Mataji, I am sorry. We were unable to save the baby.
Sid: Doctor, is Roli alright.
Doctor: She is alright. few small injuries for which we packed with bandages. But she is tired due to huge blood loss. I have given pain killer injection and she is sleeping. She will be shifted to room in few minutes...
All the 4 were waiting in the room.
Mataji & Sujatha were very much upset.
Siddhant noticed that..
Sid: Mataji, i do understand your feelings. But now ROli is safe. That is more important. If you all show upset face to ROli, then how can she handle this. Instead i wish you all go home. Simar bhabhi, please take Mataji & Maaji home. I will take care of ROli here.
Simar took them and return home.
Siddhant was waiting alone.
In few minutes...
Roli was shifted to the room..
Glucose was given through drips..
She was sleeping as the doctor said.
Siddhant was looking into her face.
Siddhant locked the room and sat beside her.
Siddhant hold her hands...
He knows the next few minutes will be her silent moment till she get back to conscious and know the truth. Then she will be broken like anything.
Siddhant collect his courage to face the situation.
He too was feeling bad on losing the baby.
But he cant break when he is now in position of handling Roli.
Siddhant caresses her hair.
He kissed her hands and forehead..
He was waiting for the movement on her..
After sometime..
Roli face was expressing her pain though eyes not opened.
Siddhant realised she is getting conscious.
The pain killer effect has gone.
Roli slowly opened her eyes.
She saw Siddhant in front of her eyes.
Siddhant tried to talk to her...
ROli hold his hands like how they hold as a friend..
ROli: SIddhant i wish to talk to my friend now...
ROli eyes were filled with tears...
Sid: Tell me ROli.
Roli: SIddhant, i commited a big mistake Siddhant. I cant face my husband. i did not hear his words. He told me several times to be careful. I never heard. Today he gave ample time to get down the stairs. Still where i did. I was getting down in some thinking.. I got punishment for my mistake. i deserve this as i did the mistake. But what my husband did. How much dreams he might have built about his child? How can i face him & talk to him? I cant handle. I cant handle.
ROli started crying.
Sid: ROli, dont worry. I already handled your husband and consol him. He understood his wife did not do anything purposefully. Also she is the one who got pain in all levels. Everything is known to your husband. SO no need to worry about him. His concern is how his wife handle this. So my concern too is only for my friend ROli. Dont cry. Bring courage to handle this.
ROli: How can i siddhant?
She was crying more...
Siddhant tried to go near her to share a hug.
ROli moved away.
ROli: SIddhant.. please stay as a friend. I cant face you as a husband. i dont have that courage. Please... Please...
Sid: ROli.. Ok. Relax... Yes. I am your friend ok. I will be your friend till you get your courage to face your husband ok.
Roli hold his hands and closed her eyes...
Siddhant was confused on seeing Roli who is seeing two different person on him.
Siddhant was thinking all these days that she is doing it for fun.
But now realised she really seeing friend & husband as two different person on him..
Roli who prefered to share her happiness with her husband instead of friend, now wish to share her grief with her friend instead of husband.
Roli is feeling guilty that she did not hear her husband words, so she do not wish to face her husband...
Siddhant understood this is because of her depressed state of mind.
Siddhant decided to be her friend till she recover from her depression & guilty feelings...
Part 47
Roli discharged from the hospital.
Siddhant started working from home itself handover the work to his managers.
Roli did not talk to anyone and was sitting in the bed with upset face.
Siddhant finished clearing his mails and went near Roli.
He sat beside her.
Siddhant wish to hug her and consol her caressing her back.
But she is running away to face her husband.
What a delicate situation?
Siddhant did consulted doctor before getting discharged and told him about her problem.
Doctor told that it is due to the depression she got and guilty conscious only. It was same which he too guessed already.
Doctor console him telling she will be ok once she come out of the grief.
But in real Roli is not even trying to come out of the grief.
Siddhant thought of trying once.
Siddhant took his hands around her shoulders and touch her.
ROli immediately removed his hands from her shoulder and hold his hands..
Roli moved little away from him..
SId: ROli, come to me darling.. WHy are you running away from me?
Roli started crying..
Roli hide her face from seeing him..
ROli: Siddhant, i cant face you. I committed mistake. I did not hear your words. Please.. Please come as my friend...
Sid got tears filled on his eyes.
Sid: Ok ROli, now i am your friend ok. Come near me.
Roli only forward her hands to him to make sure that he is only her friends.
Sid: Roli why are you giving pain to yourself like this. your husband did not mistake you. He did not feel that you are the reason for that. Please accept him.
ROli: NO SIddhnat. You dont know. i hurt him a lot.
Siddhant tried so many times to console her...
But every tries were in vain..
Roli regained her health in few days.
But her depressed mind was unable to get out of the guilty feeling...
Part 48
Siddhant was in deep thinking on how to get back his ROli.
He was unable to go near to her as husband to consol her.
If she accept his soothing hands on her, then she may come out of the grief. But she is maintaining distance between them.
Siddhant then decided the only way is she need to come out of this room.
Siddhant went to meet Jamanlal & took his consent too.
Then he came back to Roli.
Sid: Roli, from tomorrow you are coming to office with me.
Roli: Siddhant what can i do in the office.
SId: Whatever i am doing.
Roli: I dont know anything.
SId: Roli, remember we belong to same group and both are top scorers. You are having same qualification like me. So you are coming to office and working from tomorrow.
Roli: Siddhant, i dont know to what extent i can handle.
Sid: Dont worry. I will supervise your work. I only need you to help me ok.
Roli was still hesitating.
But after sometime, Siddhant successfully convinced her to come to office.
Sid: ROli lets go out.
Roli; Go out for what Siddhant.
Sid: ROli, lets purchase some new hand bags, slippers etc for you.
ROli: I am not in mood Siddhant.
Sid: ROli, wont you hear your friends words. I wish you come with me & do purchase. I know how much you love doing purchases.
Roli finally started with him for shopping...
Roli & Siddhant went out for shopping after long time.
All other family members got relaxed on seeing her coming out of her room.
Siddhant tried his best to bring her to normal while doing shopping.
They purchased a hand bag, slippers then few dresses too.
Roli while selecting all these came back to little normal...
Sid: Roli didn't you purchase anything for your husband...
Roli face went small.
Roli: Siddhant...How can i purchase for him? I missed to give the gift of his life.
ROli eyes filled with tears.
SId: Ok. Dont purchase for your husband. But can you for your friend.
ROli: What you wish to have?
Sid: My smiling Roli. Can i get?
Roli was looking at him..
Sid: Ok. Puchase shirt for me. I will wear that shirt tomorrow.
Roli selected a shirt for him.
They completed purcahses and returned home.
They had dinner and went to their room.
ROli was sitting in the bed.
Sid: ROli take rest and sleep. you need to come to office tomorrow.
Roli lay down on the bed..
Siddhant was sitting 2 feet far and looking at her.
ROli hold his hands and closed her eyes.
In few minutes she slept..
Siddhant was still looking at her.
Siddhant took his hands near her and caresses her hair.
Siddhant went near her face to kissed her forehead.
He was hesitating, what if she get up and start crying.
Siddhant was thinking, Roli how happy we were. WHy you are giving pain to you like this?
SIddhant moved away again..
Siddhant was eagerly waiting for the next day to start getting ROli coming to office...
Part 49
ROSID were getting ready for the office.
Siddhant was combing his hair standing behind Roli.
ROSID remembered their happy moments.
Siddhant back hug her and kiss on her cheeks or neck.
Roli will be forgeting the world on his hug.
All those happy days were gone leaving a sorrow filled room for ROSID.
Siddhant went near her and forward his hands towards her while ROli moved away from him and left the place.
Finally they got ready and left to office.
ROSID entered the office.
All the staffs greet them 'Good Morning'
ROSID too greet them and entered into the cabin.
Siddhant already told to arrange another table for her inside his cabin.
Siddhant told her to sit.
He gave some water to her.
Siddhant alloted some small works to her.
ROli started concentrating on those works..
Siddhant was feeling relaxed a little.
He continued doing his work.
Slowly ROli started learning the office tasks.
Siddhant too increased her activity day by day.
The days were running...
ROli started getting involved in the business when she is in office.
Siddhant was happy that the sorrow which used to occupy Roli's face inside four walls got changed now.
She diverted her grief to work.
SHe was working very hard.
All family members were happy that she is slowly recovering from the grief...
Though she was getting normal in the office, the distance between ROSID were still maintained.
Siddhant tried so many times to get her back at home..
But he was not successful yet.
Siddhant was under deep thinking...
Part 50
Siddhant was waiting for the right time to talk to ROli.
It was weekend.
They had lunch and were relaxing in their room.
ROli was sitting in the bed and was lost in her own sorrow world.
Siddhant went near her and hold her hands.
Sid; ROli..
Roli: hmm
SId; you know i talk to your husband..
Roli: What he said? Is he still upset?
Sid: Roli, yes he is upset. But he said not because of losing his baby.
ROli: Then why he is upset.
Sid: Roli, he said more than baby he lost his wife on that day.
ROli: Why he said like that when i am here only?
SId: You are here. But you are not even ready to face him.
Roli: But how can i face him. I cant Siddhant.
SId: Roli, running away from the problem is not the solution. How many days passed? How long he will waiting for you? Why dont you search some solution for this?
Roli: What solution i can get Siddhant? I cant reverse anything happend.
Sid: Roli. the life is not going to end because of losing that baby right. He wish to start his life again with you.
ROli: What you wish me to do Siddhant?
Sid: ROli now it is in your hands. He is clear that he wish to forget what is lost and start a new life with you. Now you decide whether you wish to forget the bitter incident and move your future life with your husband.
Roli: But..
SId: ROli, i have told you what he said. Now no urgency. Think well. Take today's time. He will come to you tonight. If you still feel you did some mistake. Just instead of running away ask sorry to him. He will forgive you.
ROli: He forgive me SIddhant. I did a very big mistake.
Sid: ROli is he very bad person.
ROli: No SIddhant. He is very good person.
Sid: Then it is not difficult for a good person to forgive the mistake done unknowingly.
ROli: Are you sure Siddhant?
Sid: Yes I am sure. Just relax yourself now. Dont get tensed. THink & decide...
Roli was in deep thinking the whole day.
ROli was thinking, he is right. My husband is good person and he will forgive me for sure. When he wish to start a new life with me, i too should give hands to him instead of giving pain...
Roli face was little bright & clear on that day.
Siddhant noticed that and was happy.
ROli by evening washed her face and wear the dress selected by her husband and his favorite one.
ROSID had dinner together.
ROSID returned to their room.
Roli was on the bed waiting for him.
Siddhant went to have shower.
He returned wearing a casual T SHirt & shorts selected by ROli for him..
Siddhant lay down beside her..
He went near her..
SIddhant wrapped his hands around her.
ROli body was shivering and heart beat increased.
ROli closed her eyes...
Siddhant hold her shoulders and turned towards him...
Siddhant wrapped his hands around her and hug tightly..
SId: ROli I love you...
ROli: I love you too Siddhant...
SId: ROli open your eyes and look at me.
Roli slowly opened her eyes. But her eyes were filled with tears.
Sid: ROli dont cry darling. you did not commit any mistake.
ROli: Are you not upset or angry with me.
Sid: No. I am not upset with you. I am not angry with you.
ROli: I did not do it purposefully Siddhant.
Sid: I know darling. You did not do it purposefully. It was an accident.
ROli: WIll you accept me Siddhant.
SId: What are you talking ROli? I was ready to accept you. But you were running away from me. You know.
ROli: SOrry dear. I was not having courage to face you.
SId: Roli now leave everything and come to me.
Roli wrapped her hands around him and hug him tightly.
Roli started crying on his shoulders.
Siddhant let her to cry out to come out of her grief completely.
He was caressing her back.
Sid: ROli enough darling. Dont cry like this. It is not good for your health.
Sid gave her some water to drink.
Sid pulled her close to him.
Siddhant kissed on her face.
Then look into her eyes.
Roli too kissed on his face.
ROSID moved towards each other lips...
ROSID hug each other tightly..
Siddhant pulled her more closer and they shared sweet moments together.
In that love the grief went out of Roli and she was relaxed...
After sometime...
Roli was on his shoulders hugging him.
Sid: ROli are you ok now.
ROli: Yes Siddhant. I am ok.
SId: Any more fear to face your husband.
Roli: NO fear to face my Siddhant.
Sid: You will run away from your husband searching your friend.
Roli: No Siddhant. I understood my husband himself is not only my husband, but also my friend.
Sid: Good darling! How much pain you gave to yourself all these days?
Siddhant kissed on his head.
ROli hug him tightly...
ROSID were leading their life happily like before..
Roli got pregnant again after a year.
ROSID took care of that baby with great care.
Roli delivered a beautiful boy baby.
ROSID named the baby as 'Jeeva'
ROSID with their son Jeeva was living happily forever.
ROSID were looking friend as well as lover on each other