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Hello . I am here with a songfic on one of my favourite songs by nick Jonas

Song: jealous by nick jonas

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I don't like the way he's looking at you

I'm starting to think you want him too

Am I crazy, have I lost ya?

Even though I know you love me, can't help it

He watched as his wife captured the crowd's attention in her melodious voice. No soul could keep its eyes off her. And he could see that she was totally in the moment and enjoying to her heart's content. With his fellow band member aayush!

He always thought that they both could get their best out only when they sang together. But now it seemed that she could do it with the same passion and power with anybody!

What was he thinking? He mentally smacked himself for thinking like this. She had always kept it clear that she always loved singing with him and she had also said she lost herself in a completely different world when she heard their voice mingling together to create the most capturing music she had ever heard.

[Chorus:]

I turn my chin, music up

And I'm puffing my chest

I'm getting ready to face you

Can call me obsessed

It's not your fault that they hover

I mean no disrespect

It's my right to be hellish

I still get jealous

He really didn't mean to upset her when he walked away from the hall and popped his earphones in his ears. But he could not take it! His fuggy singing with aayush !NO! she should only sing with him. Why was she so polite to everybody? She never said no to anybody!

But then it was not her fault that he had a bunch of kaminey fellow band members who didn't leave a chance of flirting with thei r bhabhi'!

'Cause you're too sexy, beautiful

And everybody wants to taste

That's why (that's why)

I still get jealous (2)

It was not her fault that she attracted people like honey attracted irritating insects! She was beauty with brains. People loved conversing with her. She was always so different. Lately he had discovered that she had a talent in singing and he had encouraged her to work on it. And then they had released their album. And with that she had captured the hearts of millions. Wherever they went there were fangirls and unfortunately fanboys asking her for selfies and autographs! And it really irritated when he would glance at someone's phone and discover that his wife's photo was this random boy's wall paper. No it was not right. Only he had the right to look at her the whole day.

I wish you didn't have to post it out

I wish you'd save a little bit just for me

Protective or possessive, yeah

Call it passive or aggressive

Sometimes he wished he could fire andy. Not because he was not doing his work properly but because he was too good at his work. One look at her and andy had decided that he was going to transform pragya. Not that he didn't like her transformation but he didn't like that others liked her transformation too. He burned in jealousy when he saw all the hungry eyes looking at her at parties. He didn't like that she was too polite to refuse someone for a dance. He didn't like when his kaminey friends would flirt with their bhabhi' and she would not even realize that she was being flirted with. Or maybe she realized and only played along to irk him. He didn't like that she blushed at the random comments his friends would throw at her .

He knew he should not be so over-reactive. He knew she would snap at him later. But he could not help it.He knew he was rude when he pulled his fuggy away from his friends. He knew she didn't like it. he knew he would have to face her wrath later . but anything would be better than seeing fuggy appreciating aayush's sense of humour.

So even after 5 years of his marriage with his wife and even after knowing that she loved him more than anybody else,Abhishek mehra would get jealous.

[Chorus:]

I turn my chin, music up

And I'm puffing my chest

I'm getting ready to face you

Can call me obsessed

It's not your fault that they hover

I mean no disrespect

It's my right to be hellish

I still get jealous

She tried to look away. But it was so difficult to keep her eyes off the fangirls taking selfies with him. Oh! Now his hand is on her waist. She didn't know when her stare turned into a glare. She didn't know to whom her glare was directed. To him or to his over excited and too chipkoo fangirls.

"suniye aapko dadi bula rahi hai!"

" just a minute baby"

She didn't miss the smirk .she knew he was doing this to tease her. And she was trying her best not to look affected. But the glaring eyes, fisted hands and the red cheeks clearly indicated that she was unsuccessful in doing so.

She didn't know what she was doing when she pulled him by his wrist and shoed a disapproving face to his fangirls. She knew she was upsetting his fangirls but she didn't care. Seriously it would be better if they tried to find someone to marry instead of spending the whole day stalking their rockstar.

'Cause you're too sexy, beautiful

And everybody wants to taste

That's why (that's why)

I still get jealous

But it was not his fault nor was it his fangirl's fault . no one could resist her charming husband. He was the country's only rockstar and millions of people were his fans. She knew she should accept that her husband was too charming and he was going to have fangirls who would want to cling on him and hug him and kiss him. And clearly it should not bother her because she was his everything and he belonged to her.while the fangirls would have to do with hugs and kisses she had all of him.

But somehow even this fact did not help.

You're the only one invited

I said there's no one else for you

'Cause you know I get excited, yeah

When you get jealous too

When his friend asked her for a dance she was going to say no but then she saw the bewildered look on his face and that was when she decided she was going to have the fun that night . so she said yes and she could see the disapproving look in his eyes and the annoyance on his face. And he says nothing can make him jealous. She thought.

He knew he could have said no when shalini his friend's wife approached him for a dance. But then his eyes fell on his dancing wife and he said yes. And then both burned in the fire of jealousy while the fact that the other one was also affected soothed them

And in the ride back home she told him that the dance was only to make shalini jealous.

And he told her that shalini approached him and requested him for a dance so that she could make her husband jealous.

But both knew what the dance was for.

Oh (that's why)

I still get jealous

Oh (that's why)

I still get jealous

So even after five years of togetherness, they could not help feeling jealous.

Originally posted by: sara7iris

Nimmy awesome and fab ...l love it

Originally posted by: kubare

Nimmy Nimmy Nimmy...*hugs* ..

God where to start...loved it loved it loved it...

As you know this is one of my OTP for them and you chose a beautiful song and gave me exactly what I wanted...them both jealous...

Sigh Nimmy your are just outstanding dear...you truly are.👏👏👏..till date all your song fics have been way brilliant...Perfection really⭐️..the lyrics and song fitting Abhigya perfectly...

Just loved loved loved it..*raining kisses on Nimmy with cheeks pulling and hair ruffling thrown in too...*😉😆😆

p.s. you got the bronemis in there...too...😆

Originally posted by: -mina-

Nimbo!! Love your fic on Jealous! Too too good!

Originally posted by: -Nimmy-

Song-bye bye bye by N Sync

Hello! Okay first of all I would like to thank priya for making me listen to this great song And for giving me this idea.

So thankyou priya! (username-fanaah)

And I have nothing more to say

So urm... enjoy reading!

Oh oh one more thing ignore the girl' in some part of the lyrics

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(Hey, Hey)

Bye, Bye, Bye

Bye, Bye...

Bye, Bye...

Oh, Oh..

She whistled merrily as she packed her clothes and her books. At the end of the packing it hurt her to see that the room looked the same without her things too. It didn't make her a difference . her being there didn't matter at all.

I'm doin' this tonight,

You're probably gonna start a fight.

I know this can't be right.

Hey baby come on,

I loved you endlessly,

When you weren't there for me.

So now it's time to leave and make it alone

I know that I can't take no more

It ain't no lie

I wanna see you out that door

Baby, bye, bye, bye...

she should have taken this step long back. but then it was never too late.She knew he would be really angry. He would blame her for not supporting him. He might hate her. But she didn't care . she had loved him. She had done everything for him. He was never there for her. His being in her life had only brought her problems and pain. She had now decided that she didn't need him anymore. She would face the world alone now. Her dadi and her ma had managed and she would too. In fact she would be very happy away from this mess.

Bye Bye

Don't wanna be a fool for you

Just another player in your game for two

You may hate me but it ain't no lie,

Baby, bye, bye, bye...

Bye Bye

She had changed herself for him. She had put her trust in him even though she knew it would only hurt her in the end. She had clung on the hope of having her love reciprocated even though she knew he loved someone else.

She didn't want to be this vulnerable and weak girl she had made herself. She wanted to go back to being the same old strong pragya. He had been fooling around with her. And now she would not let him break her more. And nor would she let him get away with it.

Don't really wanna make it tough,

I just wanna tell you that I had enough.

It might sound crazy,

But it ain't no lie,

Baby, bye, bye, bye

She didn't want to make it tough for him. But she didn't want more problems for herself. And for once she wanted to be selfish . no! she was not going to help him clear the mess. He had invited the trouble and now he would have to deal with it himself. Why was she always expected to make things right while he went on creating problems? He should know better than to turn up to her everytime he did something wrong and asking her to do the damage control.

She was very serious about it and nothing could change her decision now.

(Oh, Oh)

Just hit me with the truth,

Now, girl you're more than welcome to.

So give me one good reason,

Baby come on

I live for you and me,

And now I really come to see,

That life would be much better once you're gone.

But she would not walk away without confronting him. She would give him a chance to explain himself . but no matter what he said she would not help him this time . his words always made her change her decisions . she was always weak in front of him. But not anymore.

In this marriage she had forgotten to live for herself. She was living for him. Her day would start with praying for him and would end with thinking of a solution to his problem . not that there was anything wrong in it but now she could take no more . she wanted to live her life for herself. She wanted to be selfish.

As she thought how her life in the near future would be she could see that life would be much better than what it was with him . at least she would not have to live a life of pretence.she would not live each moment in the fear of some new problem arising. She would be very glad to be back to her life of a job and a family that loved her. And well her bed in her mother's home was much better than his sofa which always gave her back pains!

I know that I can't take no more

It ain't no lie,

I wanna see you out that door

Baby, bye, bye, bye...

Bye Bye

Don't wanna be a fool for you

Just another player in your game for two

You may hate me but it ain't no lie,

Baby Bye, bye, bye...

Bye Bye

The last two days had been life-changing for her. She found out that while she had put her trust on him he had been playing around with her emotions. She didn't expect him to love her. But would it hurt to be honest with her? She had blindly believed his lie about the clients' on lohri. And if that was not enough she found out that he had made tanu pregnant.

It hurt a lot. And she had decided to end it all here. It had to end . because if it didn't she would end up losing herself.

she had streched this fake marriage for more than six months and all this while she was thinking she had gained something. if not his love then at least his friendship. but now she realized that she had only lost many things and gained nothing.it was true that he didn't hate her like he did before but the fact that he did not trust her to tell her about his marriage with tanu had hurt her to the core and had jerked her to reality. she now saw how weak their bond was. in fact there was not even a bond between them! what held them close was the circumstances and nothing else.suddenly she didn't need him anymore. if he didn't trust her enough they would never be able to sustain themselves if by any chance they ever got together.

She had had enough.

Don't really wanna make it tough,

I just wanna tell you that I had enough (ooh ooh)

It might sound crazy,

But it ain't no lie,

Baby, bye, bye, bye

Well she knew it would be difficult for him to deal with all this mess by himself. He would have to talk to dadi and take care of tanu. She knew her talking to dadi would help a lot . but this time she would not take the trouble. She would take the way which would be the easiest for her. And it was leaving everything behind and returning to the warmth of her old home.

This time she would leave him to fend for himself. This time she was going to be selfish. And to her surprise she realized that it felt good.

And with these thoughts in her mind she stepped out of mehra madhouse.

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Originally posted by: x-Ri-Ri-x

Nimmy! I thought I had commented on this! That's one of my favourite NSYNC songs!!! Wonderful writing!! I've never heard of this song fic concept before... Something to keep in mind for the future :-) xxx

Song-in the end by linkin park!

(It starts with one)

One thing I don't know why

It doesn't even matter how hard you try

Keep that in mind, I designed this rhyme To explain in due time

(All I know)

Time is a valuable thing

Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings

Watch it count down to the end of the day

The clock ticks life away

Sitting in her room and staring at the calendar, she went down the memory lane. Remembering everything that happened in the last nine months. Nine months!! Suddenly she could not believe that her marriage was nine months old. How did it even last that long? It was fake . it was not even supposed to last for a day. But it did. It lasted for nine months. It was funny how these nine months took away almost everything she had built in the last 30 years.

How could time play such games? It took away 30 years of hard work in nine months.

(It's so unreal)

Didn't look out below

Watch the time go right out the window

Trying to hold on but didn't even know

I wasted it all just to watch you go

I kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart

What it meant to be will eventually be a memory of a time when...

The nine months had passed right in front of her. Time flew then. But now it felt as if the world had come to a stop. As if everything was done. She could not believe she had let herself work on something which didn't exist for nine months. She had worked so hard on it. but now it was all over. Why had she worked on it when she knew it had to end someday? A delusion it was. It had crept around her and given her hopes of something which was impossible.

It was nothing to him. But it was everything to her and her family. It was a game he wanted to end as fast as possible and even though she didn't want to she was dragged in it. she could suddenly feel something she had not felt before.wrath. why was she dragged in all this? What as her mistake? if this marriage never happened she would have been so happy today. His sister was betrayed but what was her mistake in all this? What was she in all this mess ? a scape goat?

She felt angry on everybody. Him,his sister,her mother,her sister,her sister's boyfriend...but most of all she felt angry on herself...angry till the extent of hating her own self. Why did she allow this to happen with her?

I tried so hard

And got so far

But in the end

It doesn't even matter

I had to fall

To lose it all

But in the end

It doesn't even matter

Her life was spoilt. She didn't know how she was going to live. She would have to pick the pieces of her broken self and somehow keep moving. But was it even possible to keep moving. How would she pick up the pieces when she could not even see them. She didn't know what she was feeling. There were so many things going on that she could not feel anything. Surprisingly there was nothing happening still so much was happening. It didn't matter anymore. To nobody but to her. It didn't affect anybody but her. It did affect him. A voice in her head argued. She started getting flashbacks of his hung-over state.

Did it really matter to him ? no it didn't .she kept saying to herself. he has achieved what he always wanted. She is out of his life. He can now live happily with the love of his life. But what about her? What was she supposed to do now? Had he ever thought how his games would affect her?no he never had. He only thought about himself.

One thing, I don't know why

It doesn't even matter how hard you try

Keep that in mind, I designed this rhyme

To remind myself how

I tried so hard

In spite of the way you were mocking me

Acting like I was part of your property

She had tried so hard to make it work. But why had she? She remembered how she believed that sa marriage cannot survive if both the participants are not into it with their heart and soul.and she always knew that he was never into this marriage.so why had she let herself work on it? she had given herself to it completely. It was complete sincerity and dedication from her side but nothing from his side.she remembered how he treated her. he had given no rights to her. but he had assumed that he had rights on her and she let him.

He had been mean about everything. Her looks her character and her financial background.then why had she worked on this marriage so hard? She had lied to her mother. She had almost taken away her sister's love from her. she had completely forgotten hat she existed too. She felt as if she was living not for herself but for the people around her. but did it make any difference?no it didn't!

All these months of pretence made no difference. And now it was over. All over. And all she could see was ashes of her remains.

Remembering all the times you fought with me

I'm surprised it got so (far)

Things aren't the way they were before

You wouldn't even recognize me anymore

Not that you knew me back then

But it all comes back to me

In the end

He had always kept it clear that they could not have a life together. He had always kept it clear that she was never the one. But she had supposed that she could not make decisions based on his words. As she saw herself in her room she could not recognize herself anymore. And nobody could . she was gone. She had lost herself. Even he would not recognize her now. But why would he care? And how would he recognize her? would he even notice the change? No he wouldn't ! he never knew her to enough to see how much she had changed.

But now it was too late to think about all this. She had done a huge mistake and she realized it when it all ended.

You kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart

What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when...

"humare beech ab sirf nafrat ka rishta hai"

Nine months. Had she slowly tried to make a bond with him to hear these words? Had all this months of creating a understanding and bearing the endless tortures to come to this?

For nine months they scratch that! She had worked on it . but it all came back to how it was in the start!

She had thought that maybe they would be able to live a life together. Maybe they would have a happy ending! But now all that remained of them was a memory of these months when he had done nothing while she had worked with her heart and soul.

I've put my trust in you

Pushed as far as I can go

For all this

There's only one thing you should know

I've put my trust in you

Pushed as far as I can go

For all this

There's only one thing you should know

She remembered how much she had trusted him.but what had he done? He had no trust in her. even after knowing her for nearly a year,he had assumed that if hetold her about his marriage with tanu , she would complain about him to his dadi.how could he even imagine her doing something so hideous? And that was what she needed to see the reality. They could never exist together. They didn't have it in them. He could never trust her. and she could not take the risk of letting him play with her life anymore.

I tried so hard

And got so far

But in the end

It doesn't even matter

I had to fall

To lose it all

But in the end

It doesn't even matter

She could see nothing even though everything was in front of her eyes. Who was she? Where was she? No it was not her. she was not the pragya her ma had raised. She was some love-sick weak girl who lived in an illusion.how would she transform herself into the woman she was before this new pragya took over her. what would she do if she is never able to go back to her strong self again? What was happening? Was she in some dream? If it was so she wanted it to end as soon as possible.

And with these thoughts she let sleep overtake her exhausted self.