Part 4-Teri meri yeh lovestory
"I thought love was just a mirage of the mind,
It's an illusion, it's fake, impossible to find.
But the day I met you, I began to see,
That love is real, and exists in me..."
-CHRIS FARMER
RECAP:-
I just hope...Destiny entwine our lives too...I never believed in Love at first sight...But after meeting him...I probably understood those sentences of that romantic novels...which told what it feels when you meet someone first time...Whose eyes speak volumes...Whose nearness create a sensational feeling inside you...Whose smile can turn your day more brighter...and whose one tear can make you cry as well...
PRESENT...
Days passed and I started falling for him irrevocably...I was head over heels in love with him...But sometimes his nearness with Shanaya made me cry...Doesn't he feel the same...or its just one-sided love...But he never said anything about them...neither he said anything about us...
Indeed he had become a great friend to me...I don't know...whenever I see into his eyes...some unknown kind of warmth engulfed me...I don't know what his eyes showed...As if he was hiding something...but let it rest for the time being...May be Shanaya is right...I am no one to ask him...
Well leave this...Let the topic rest for sometime...You know what...When sometimes I just sit alone and think hard about my life..!! What life I was living before I met him...I never thought that the man I desired would be standing in front of me...But all I could do is stare at him...all I could do is dream about him...I don't know what destiny has planned..Or what the next morning is going to bring for me...But What I know is...I have found my soul mate...and he is him..Indeed...This is the truth of my life...And if it means to live in my dreams forever...then I can spend my whole life dreaming about him...without any regrets...
Again my thoughts were broken and I turned to look at the person checking me at this hour of night..I smiled warmly and gestured her to come in.
"Kya huya Ridzy...I am standing here from last five minutes...You are so deeply lost in your dreams that you didn't realize I was calling you for so long..." Anjali Di muttered sitting near me and caressing my head with utmost love.
"It's nothing Di...you know na...all of a sudden yeh marriage and...sudden turn of events...It's just I am not ready for all this...neither I can go against Mumma's wishes..." I sighed and turned my face to look outside the window.
"Ridzy...mai samajhti hu...but yeh sab Mumma ka decision hai...She wanted to see you happy...And you know sometimes it's all we can do...So just cheer up..." She stopped for a minute and again continued "And waise bhi we are going there so that we can do arrangements of Rahul and Muskaan's marriage together...and also to spend some quality time there...Agar aj yeh proposal nahi bhi aata toh bhi yeh plan decided tha..." She said smiling.
I just simply returned her smile and nodded when something strikes me and I asked "Di...Wo..naam...uska...kal...Nothing...leave it..." I just fumbled my words not able to ask what I intended to... But how can I deny...she is my Di...she knew my inside outs...so she said shocking me.. "Ridzy...you wanted to know his name na...I know you very well...no need to hesistate...His name is Siddhant..."
I saw in her eyes...and felt that maybe she can help me in this situation...I simply held her hand and asked "Di...I don't want to marry ...not only this Siddhant...but no one...I love someone Di...Is it so easy to forget someone...I can't Di...You know...when I first saw him...I felt something different I can't express that feeling...It was just wonderful...something I never felt before...and even never knew that it always existed inside me...at least I thought so..."
"Ridzy...I understand...But it's not necessary that whom you love will surely love you back...And apart from that...the guy you love...is going to be engaged soon..!! I think Muskaan had not told you the truth... Mrs. Garewaal told us...that Armaan and his family is also coming there...and they too wanted Armaan to marry Shanaya"
I instantly looked in her eyes...and i knew she wasn't lying...I sighed when a tear trickle down my cheeks... My Di washed it away and said " Ridzy...I would only suggest that you should leave your dreams behind...and try to move on...Why to expect such dream to come true... Which is not even possible...Think Ridzy...we all are there for you...take care.."
She smiled at me and left the room after bidding a good night to me..!! Well how can be this night will be a good one for me..!! I sighed and thought that what got into my parents that in mere hours they end up fixing my marriage...Okay it was all about meeting some Siddhant Mallik once..!! But this once' in no time can be changed to a lifetime..!! No never..!! I have to think and act fast..!!
I cursed my God once again and muttered Why me again...?'
I again opened my diary...and then started remembering rather cherishing the days I was with him... The small gestures from his side...With the days passing I get to know him better...Indeed he was gem of a person...Though he was always ready to pull my leg one way or other...And if he caught me staring at him...Then I have to seriously think of a stupid reason to escape his one-liners...Gosh this man...
FLASHBACK
I very well remembered the day when we all went to the Manali's local market to do some shopping. Actually...I was not shopping rather I was ogling at my man who was busy in buying and selecting dresses for that witch..!! I was the one left alone as Rahul and Muskaan were busy in spending their quality time with each other...And Mr. Mr.Supercool was busy in flirting...
I sighed and left the place...I went for some window shopping when my eyes caught a diary in one of the shop..I went in and asked the shopkeeper for it...But to my luck..It was already sold... ...I gave up and gone through many other designs...but nothing seems to attract me as that one diary did..!!
I don't know..I have never acted this much childish to get something..!! I think it's because I am in love with a stubborn kid...So love is all my mind think about these days...!
Well about the diary craze...Then I am fond of writing diaries...Diary is my friend...friend to whom I can share nothing and everything..!! Till now Diary is the only one who knew my inside outs...But after coming to Manali I didn't feel like writing...as my whole day is passed thinking about him...But when I entered this shop...this diary caught my eyes...I don't know...but I felt that this diary can be my friend...this diary can be the one faithful to me...!
I chuckled at my thoughts...and asked him about the buyer... He said there is someone in white shirt and blue-jeans who have selected it...I moved out of the shop to find the person when I saw someone. Actually I was not able to see him properly but he seemed to be someone I know...I marched towards him and tapped his shoulder...Oh god...I realized it was indeed him...How can I do such a stupidity...But it was too late to curse my eyes...how can I not recognize him...
He turned around and with confused looks he asked "any problem... What happen...do you need something..."
I just kept mum not knowing what to say...well no wonder why I loved that diary ...but the problem is he is the owner of that diary... Umm...no regrets... At least I came to know our choices are same...let it be then...i don't mind sacrificing a diary when I am ready to give my life to him...
I snapped back to reality and realized that again I was staring at him...one teasing look from him and I know I am busted...not again...I gained my senses and said " umm..Actually I am out of currency notes... And I needed to shop some stuff still...so could you just lend me some..."
While I tried to defend myself Shanaya excused herself and said "I am sorry baby...I need to go immediately...but you enjoy...take care...bye ..."
And she left bidding bye to us...us...yippee Shanaya is gone...I am really grateful to whosoever the caller is...I controlled my inner demons who were ready to party when I heard him saying "Uhh..Riddhima...would you mind if I join you...and now rather lending you notes...I can buy the things for you...So shall we..."
I smiled at him warmly and nodded my head in agreement. Well there was no chance of rejecting this one time golden opportunity..! Finally we made our way to different shops...And he selected many dresses for me...No wonder I love each one of the dress he suggested me..!! Indeed he has some taste...We were wandering around when I saw the same diary shop. I literally forgot about the diary...When from nowhere he asked me to come to the same shop.
I didn't know how to ask him for that diary...So I choose to keep silent for the time being and stood outside the shop. After a minute or two he came out of the shop with a handbag in his hand. I assumed it to be the same diary but faking the ignorance I asked "What's in this bag..?" He smiled and replied "A surprise for my best friend..." With that we left the place in his car to dine in a restaurant as he requested.
He called Rahul and Muskaan too but they were still busy so we both entered the place. Well I must say he is a gentleman too. While entering he opened the gate for me..Impressive hann..!! And while the manager showed us our table he, like a perfect gentleman, fetches a chair for me. So, he is not completely a Mr.Supercool...but still he is a mystery for me...!! Well I love to solve mysteries..!!
But what I don't get is...he has taken this diary to gift someone..But who...Rahul..Nopes..He said his best friend...Then...Aiyoo Murugan...Shanaya...nooo...As far as I know...she is the only one who can be called as his best friend...he wanted to give this diary to her...but it was meant for me...not for her...but I am not his best friend...I am no one...That mere thought wiped my smile...Well that's the truth I am no one... no one to him...Even I can't reason him that what exactly the diary meant to me...!!
Suddenly I felt a pressure on my hand. I looked at my hand and became numb realizing it was him...One look from him told me he was tensed...But why...?? Next moment I get my answer as he said "Riddhima...are you fine...Why you are crying...?"
Then I realized...realize that what one sentence did to me...I realized the impact of those words on me. Unknown to me my tears made their way out...I instantly rubbed my tears off and gave an assuring smile and said "It's nothing Armaan...May be because the food is spicy...I am not habitual of this much spicy food..." I know it was a lie...and somewhere his eyes told me that he knew I lied...but thank god he didn't dragged the matter...and rest of the time we spent talking to each other...knowing each other more..!!
But something in me changed that time...As I lost my smile...At that point of time I just wished to spend some time alone...somewhere the place where no one can reach out for me...a place where I can understand my feelings...and listen to the voice of my heart...and know what exactly my heart is feeling...happy for falling in love...or sad and agony of not being that one in his life...
After lunch we walked out when he said "Umm..Riddhima...are you fine now.."
"Um..haan..I am fine...kyu..? I asked a bit hesitant..!
"Ohh...wo spicy food tha na...I didn't knew tumhe spicy food nahi pasand.."
"It's okay...I never told you about this...So it's completely fine...chale...everyone will be waiting" I said not probing into the topic further...or else I would be one embarrassed here.
He nodded and we drove on the roads of Manali with the sight view of beautiful places. After like an hour I realized that we were not on the correct road. Perhaps I was so immersed in the sight viewing rather in my thoughts that I never paid attention to the way we are going. Without any second thoughts I said
"Armaan..I think we are on the wrong way..."
"No Riddhima...we are going right...the way which leads to our destination.." He said smirking while feeling his constant smirk I look sideways and uttered "But...aren't we supposed to reach farmhouse...? Everyone will be waiting..."
"No one is waiting for us Riddhima..I already told Rahul that we will be late"
I looked at him with unbelievable look...trying to read his expressions when he asked again...
"What...aur kuch puchna chahti ho...?" He asked looking at me when I replied "yes...Where are we going then...in this late evening and chilly weather..."
"kyu...darr lag raha hai..." He said smirking when I retorted back instantly.."Dar,..wo bhi aapse...in your dreams...main bas puch rahi hu ki hum kaha ja rahe hai..."
"Well...Mai tumhe kuch dikhana chahta hu...Surprise hai...So please...Don't spoil it...done with your questions Miss Basket...? Or still there are left some... " He said teasingly.
"What did you just called me..?? Basket..? From which angle I am looking like one..?" I said mocking anger to which he sarcastically replied "Well..tumhe kisi bhi angle se dekhu...you look one... dekho kaise abhi bhi ek baat kya boli...mujhe kaatne ko bhaag rahi ho.."
"Mujhe koi shok nahi hai...kisi Mr.Supercool ko kaatne ka..." I said while he raised his eye-brow...I stifled a laugh seeing his expressions while he said "Mai Mr.Supercool..Care to explain kya soch kar mera yeh naam rakha gaya hai..."
I looked with bewilderment and started racking my brain for a better reason to tell.." umm wo..see..Gussa aapke nose tip par rehta hai...baat baat par mera mazaak banate ho...So you are one "
He made a face while we continued arguing on one thing or other until and unless we reach to the Surprise destination. After like 15 minutes of drive he stopped his car on one side of road and while opening the door for me he offered his hand which I happily accepted. Though I didn't know that what was going in his mind...but spending time with him make me forget all my loneliness and all the thoughts about not having any place in his life.
We walked for another 5 minutes when he suddenly stopped and asked me to close my eyes...Instantly listening to his demand my eyes grew bigger and I stared at him...
" Basket...maine aakhein band karne ko kaha hai...badi karne ko nahi..." He said mocking at me while I chuckled and obliged.
He took my hand again and while walking he muttered "agli baar jab koi aankhein band karne ko kahe toh band hee karna badi nahi..."
"Thik hai na...samajh gayi mai...Wo toh aapne ek dum se kaha...toh.." I said hesitantly
"Ek dum se kaha toh kya aise bachhe ko daraogi...samjha karo..." He said making me chuckle loudly.
"Bachhe aur aap...Mr.Supercool ki bakwas phir shuru kardi aapne..."
With that another round of Mr.Supercool v/s Basket began. Suddenly I felt him leaving my hand...His warmth was no more comforting me...I opened my eyes slowly to look at the most beautiful place...a perfect scenic beauty in front of my eyes...It felt like I am standing in a place which is not any less than a heaven...with a perfect sunset...as it looks like all the colours existed are mixed by someone...to give this look...I was in so much daze...I realized I was standing on the top of that mountain...and from where one can have a perfect view of the city...As it was evening...many places of that city were not visible as they were covered by clouds...But before today I had never saw such a view in my life...
I was so lost that I never realized when I started taking steps forward towards the end of the mountain. All I was thinking about Armaan and Me...standing here together enjoying the beautiful sunset and scenic peaceful view together...It was when I realized that someone had pulled me harshly all of a sudden...A grasp left my mouth as I saw Armaan, standing extremely near to me...His one hand was holding my arm tightly...while his other hand was on my waist pulling me more into him...
But he pushed me harshly and shouted "Are you insane or what...Yeh kya kar rahi thi tum... Dhyaan kaha tha tumhara..."
It was when I realized what I was about to...
Tears made their way out of my eyes as i realized what I was doing..One more step and Its over...But he never let me to take that one step...I looked at him and instantly hugged him tightly...and sobbed when I felt his hands circling around my waist and holding me close to him...That time I felt something different...It was not only comforting hug...but something more to it...As if..this hug was more out of fear...I couldn't exactly make out of it as that time I was busy in searching dor my solace... As i realized the situation I took a step back and stared into his eyes...
His eyes were saying volumes...were showing the traces of fears of losing someone...someone... Is that me...It is the feeling of losing me...I don't know to what extent it was true...but mere thought of going away from him will surely take my life...So not thinking about anything...I hugged him Again...this time even more tighter...
Well I must Thank him...spending some time and talking to him made my heart lighter than before..!! Something unusual happened that day...He never left my side even for a second...But why...is he
PART 5
"You can't force love. I realized. It's there or it isn't. If it's not there, you have got to be able to admit it. If it is there, you have got to do whatever it takes to protect the ones you love.."
-Richelle Mead
Part 4
"I thought love was just a mirage of the mind,
It's an illusion, it's fake, impossible to find.
But the day I met you, I began to see,
That love is real, and exists in me..."
-CHRIS FARMER
I just hope...Destiny entwine our lives too...I never believed in Love at first sight...But after meeting him...I probably understood those sentences of that romantic novels...which told what it feels when you meet someone first time...Whose eyes speak volumes...Whose nearness create a sensational feeling inside you...Whose smile can turn your day more brighter...and whose one tear can make you cry as well...
PRESENT...
Days passed and I started falling for him irrevocably...I was head over heels in love with him...But sometimes his nearness with Shanaya made me cry...Doesn't he feel the same...or its just one-sided love...But he never said anything about them...neither he said anything about us...
Indeed he had become a great friend to me...I don't know...whenever I see into his eyes...some unknown kind of warmth engulfed me...I don't know what his eyes showed...As if he was hiding something...but let it rest for the time being...May be Shanaya is right...I am no one to ask him...
Well leave this...Let the topic rest for sometime...You know what...When sometimes I just sit alone and think hard about my life..!! What life I was living before I met him...I never thought that the man I desired would be standing in front of me...But all I could do is stare at him...all I could do is dream about him...I don't know what destiny has planned..Or what the next morning is going to bring for me...But What I know is...I have found my soul mate...and he is him..Indeed...This is the truth of my life...And if it means to live in my dreams forever...then I can spend my whole life dreaming about him...without any regrets...
Again my thoughts were broken and I turned to look at the person checking me at this hour of night..I smiled warmly and gestured her to come in.
"Kya huya Ridzy...I am standing here from last five minutes...You are so deeply lost in your dreams that you didn't realize I was calling you for so long..." Anjali Di muttered sitting near me and caressing my head with utmost love.
"It's nothing Di...you know na...all of a sudden yeh marriage and...sudden turn of events...It's just I am not ready for all this...neither I can go against Mumma's wishes..." I sighed and turned my face to look outside the window.
"Ridzy...mai samajhti hu...but yeh sab Mumma ka decision hai...She wanted to see you happy...And you know sometimes it's all we can do...So just cheer up..." She stopped for a minute and again continued "And waise bhi we are going there so that we can do arrangements of Rahul and Muskaan's marriage together...and also to spend some quality time there...Agar aj yeh proposal nahi bhi aata toh bhi yeh plan decided tha..." She said smiling.
I just simply returned her smile and nodded when something strikes me and I asked "Di...Wo..naam...uska...kal...Nothing...leave it..." I just fumbled my words not able to ask what I intended to... But how can I deny...she is my Di...she knew my inside outs...so she said shocking me.. "Ridzy...you wanted to know his name na...I know you very well...no need to hesistate...His name is Siddhant..."
I saw in her eyes...and felt that maybe she can help me in this situation...I simply held her hand and asked "Di...I don't want to marry ...not only this Siddhant...but no one...I love someone Di...Is it so easy to forget someone...I can't Di...You know...when I first saw him...I felt something different I can't express that feeling...It was just wonderful...something I never felt before...and even never knew that it always existed inside me...at least I thought so..."
"Ridzy...I understand...But it's not necessary that whom you love will surely love you back...And apart from that...the guy you love...is going to be engaged soon..!! I think Muskaan had not told you the truth... Mrs. Garewaal told us...that Armaan and his family is also coming there...and they too wanted Armaan to marry Shanaya"
I instantly looked in her eyes...and i knew she wasn't lying...I sighed when a tear trickle down my cheeks... My Di washed it away and said " Ridzy...I would only suggest that you should leave your dreams behind...and try to move on...Why to expect such dream to come true... Which is not even possible...Think Ridzy...we all are there for you...take care.."
She smiled at me and left the room after bidding a good night to me..!! Well how can be this night will be a good one for me..!! I sighed and thought that what got into my parents that in mere hours they end up fixing my marriage...Okay it was all about meeting some Siddhant Mallik once..!! But this once' in no time can be changed to a lifetime..!! No never..!! I have to think and act fast..!!
I cursed my God once again and muttered Why me again...?'
I again opened my diary...and then started remembering rather cherishing the days I was with him... The small gestures from his side...With the days passing I get to know him better...Indeed he was gem of a person...Though he was always ready to pull my leg one way or other...And if he caught me staring at him...Then I have to seriously think of a stupid reason to escape his one-liners...Gosh this man...
FLASHBACK
I very well remembered the day when we all went to the Manali's local market to do some shopping. Actually...I was not shopping rather I was ogling at my man who was busy in buying and selecting dresses for that witch..!! I was the one left alone as Rahul and Muskaan were busy in spending their quality time with each other...And Mr. Mr.Supercool was busy in flirting...
I sighed and left the place...I went for some window shopping when my eyes caught a diary in one of the shop..I went in and asked the shopkeeper for it...But to my luck..It was already sold... ...I gave up and gone through many other designs...but nothing seems to attract me as that one diary did..!!
I don't know..I have never acted this much childish to get something..!! I think it's because I am in love with a stubborn kid...So love is all my mind think about these days...!
Well about the diary craze...Then I am fond of writing diaries...Diary is my friend...friend to whom I can share nothing and everything..!! Till now Diary is the only one who knew my inside outs...But after coming to Manali I didn't feel like writing...as my whole day is passed thinking about him...But when I entered this shop...this diary caught my eyes...I don't know...but I felt that this diary can be my friend...this diary can be the one faithful to me...!
I chuckled at my thoughts...and asked him about the buyer... He said there is someone in white shirt and blue-jeans who have selected it...I moved out of the shop to find the person when I saw someone. Actually I was not able to see him properly but he seemed to be someone I know...I marched towards him and tapped his shoulder...Oh god...I realized it was indeed him...How can I do such a stupidity...But it was too late to curse my eyes...how can I not recognize him...
He turned around and with confused looks he asked "any problem... What happen...do you need something..."
I just kept mum not knowing what to say...well no wonder why I loved that diary ...but the problem is he is the owner of that diary... Umm...no regrets... At least I came to know our choices are same...let it be then...i don't mind sacrificing a diary when I am ready to give my life to him...
I snapped back to reality and realized that again I was staring at him...one teasing look from him and I know I am busted...not again...I gained my senses and said " umm..Actually I am out of currency notes... And I needed to shop some stuff still...so could you just lend me some..."
While I tried to defend myself Shanaya excused herself and said "I am sorry baby...I need to go immediately...but you enjoy...take care...bye ..."
And she left bidding bye to us...us...yippee Shanaya is gone...I am really grateful to whosoever the caller is...I controlled my inner demons who were ready to party when I heard him saying "Uhh..Riddhima...would you mind if I join you...and now rather lending you notes...I can buy the things for you...So shall we..."
I smiled at him warmly and nodded my head in agreement. Well there was no chance of rejecting this one time golden opportunity..! Finally we made our way to different shops...And he selected many dresses for me...No wonder I love each one of the dress he suggested me..!! Indeed he has some taste...We were wandering around when I saw the same diary shop. I literally forgot about the diary...When from nowhere he asked me to come to the same shop.
I didn't know how to ask him for that diary...So I choose to keep silent for the time being and stood outside the shop. After a minute or two he came out of the shop with a handbag in his hand. I assumed it to be the same diary but faking the ignorance I asked "What's in this bag..?" He smiled and replied "A surprise for my best friend..." With that we left the place in his car to dine in a restaurant as he requested.
He called Rahul and Muskaan too but they were still busy so we both entered the place. Well I must say he is a gentleman too. While entering he opened the gate for me..Impressive hann..!! And while the manager showed us our table he, like a perfect gentleman, fetches a chair for me. So, he is not completely a Mr.Supercool...but still he is a mystery for me...!! Well I love to solve mysteries..!!
But what I don't get is...he has taken this diary to gift someone..But who...Rahul..Nopes..He said his best friend...Then...Aiyoo Murugan...Shanaya...nooo...As far as I know...she is the only one who can be called as his best friend...he wanted to give this diary to her...but it was meant for me...not for her...but I am not his best friend...I am no one...That mere thought wiped my smile...Well that's the truth I am no one... no one to him...Even I can't reason him that what exactly the diary meant to me...!!
Suddenly I felt a pressure on my hand. I looked at my hand and became numb realizing it was him...One look from him told me he was tensed...But why...?? Next moment I get my answer as he said "Riddhima...are you fine...Why you are crying...?"
Then I realized...realize that what one sentence did to me...I realized the impact of those words on me. Unknown to me my tears made their way out...I instantly rubbed my tears off and gave an assuring smile and said "It's nothing Armaan...May be because the food is spicy...I am not habitual of this much spicy food..." I know it was a lie...and somewhere his eyes told me that he knew I lied...but thank god he didn't dragged the matter...and rest of the time we spent talking to each other...knowing each other more..!!
But something in me changed that time...As I lost my smile...At that point of time I just wished to spend some time alone...somewhere the place where no one can reach out for me...a place where I can understand my feelings...and listen to the voice of my heart...and know what exactly my heart is feeling...happy for falling in love...or sad and agony of not being that one in his life...
After lunch we walked out when he said "Umm..Riddhima...are you fine now.."
"Um..haan..I am fine...kyu..? I asked a bit hesitant..!
"Ohh...wo spicy food tha na...I didn't knew tumhe spicy food nahi pasand.."
"It's okay...I never told you about this...So it's completely fine...chale...everyone will be waiting" I said not probing into the topic further...or else I would be one embarrassed here.
He nodded and we drove on the roads of Manali with the sight view of beautiful places. After like an hour I realized that we were not on the correct road. Perhaps I was so immersed in the sight viewing rather in my thoughts that I never paid attention to the way we are going. Without any second thoughts I said
"Armaan..I think we are on the wrong way..."
"No Riddhima...we are going right...the way which leads to our destination.." He said smirking while feeling his constant smirk I look sideways and uttered "But...aren't we supposed to reach farmhouse...? Everyone will be waiting..."
"No one is waiting for us Riddhima..I already told Rahul that we will be late"
I looked at him with unbelievable look...trying to read his expressions when he asked again...
"What...aur kuch puchna chahti ho...?" He asked looking at me when I replied "yes...Where are we going then...in this late evening and chilly weather..."
"kyu...darr lag raha hai..." He said smirking when I retorted back instantly.."Dar,..wo bhi aapse...in your dreams...main bas puch rahi hu ki hum kaha ja rahe hai..."
"Well...Mai tumhe kuch dikhana chahta hu...Surprise hai...So please...Don't spoil it...done with your questions Miss Basket...? Or still there are left some... " He said teasingly.
"What did you just called me..?? Basket..? From which angle I am looking like one..?" I said mocking anger to which he sarcastically replied "Well..tumhe kisi bhi angle se dekhu...you look one... dekho kaise abhi bhi ek baat kya boli...mujhe kaatne ko bhaag rahi ho.."
"Mujhe koi shok nahi hai...kisi Mr.Supercool ko kaatne ka..." I said while he raised his eye-brow...I stifled a laugh seeing his expressions while he said "Mai Mr.Supercool..Care to explain kya soch kar mera yeh naam rakha gaya hai..."
I looked with bewilderment and started racking my brain for a better reason to tell.." umm wo..see..Gussa aapke nose tip par rehta hai...baat baat par mera mazaak banate ho...So you are one Raavan.."
He made a face while we continued arguing on one thing or other until and unless we reach to the Surprise destination. After like 15 minutes of drive he stopped his car on one side of road and while opening the door for me he offered his hand which I happily accepted. Though I didn't know that what was going in his mind...but spending time with him make me forget all my loneliness and all the thoughts about not having any place in his life.
We walked for another 5 minutes when he suddenly stopped and asked me to close my eyes...Instantly listening to his demand my eyes grew bigger and I stared at him...
" Basket...maine aakhein band karne ko kaha hai...badi karne ko nahi..." He said mocking at me while I chuckled and obliged.
He took my hand again and while walking he muttered "agli baar jab koi aankhein band karne ko kahe toh band hee karna badi nahi..."
"Thik hai na...samajh gayi mai...Wo toh aapne ek dum se kaha...toh.." I said hesitantly
"Ek dum se kaha toh kya aise bachhe ko daraogi...samjha karo..." He said making me chuckle loudly.
"Bachhe aur aap...Mr.Supercool ki bakwas phir shuru kardi aapne..."
With that another round of Mr.Supercool v/s Basket began. Suddenly I felt him leaving my hand...His warmth was no more comforting me...I opened my eyes slowly to look at the most beautiful place...a perfect scenic beauty in front of my eyes...It felt like I am standing in a place which is not any less than a heaven...with a perfect sunset...as it looks like all the colours existed are mixed by someone...to give this look...I was in so much daze...I realized I was standing on the top of that mountain...and from where one can have a perfect view of the city...As it was evening...many places of that city were not visible as they were covered by clouds...But before today I had never saw such a view in my life...
I was so lost that I never realized when I started taking steps forward towards the end of the mountain. All I was thinking about Armaan and Me...standing here together enjoying the beautiful sunset and scenic peaceful view together...It was when I realized that someone had pulled me harshly all of a sudden...A grasp left my mouth as I saw Armaan, standing extremely near to me...His one hand was holding my arm tightly...while his other hand was on my waist pulling me more into him...
But he pushed me harshly and shouted "Are you insane or what...Yeh kya kar rahi thi tum... Dhyaan kaha tha tumhara..."
It was when I realized what I was about to...
Tears made their way out of my eyes as i realized what I was doing..One more step and Its over...But he never let me to take that one step...I looked at him and instantly hugged him tightly...and sobbed when I felt his hands circling around my waist and holding me close to him...That time I felt something different...It was not only comforting hug...but something more to it...As if..this hug was more out of fear...I couldn't exactly make out of it as that time I was busy in searching dor my solace... As i realized the situation I took a step back and stared into his eyes...
His eyes were saying volumes...were showing the traces of fears of losing someone...someone... Is that me...It is the feeling of losing me...I don't know to what extent it was true...but mere thought of going away from him will surely take my life...So not thinking about anything...I hugged him Again...this time even more tighter...
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