Is This Love? - A ZaYa Fan Fic *COMPLETED* - Page 9

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Posted: 10 years ago
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Superb chapter ! Looking forward to the next chapters !
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#82
amazing chp
loved it
aww zain saved aaliya
bt wats his past
eager to know
do cont asap !
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Posted: 10 years ago
#83
Whooosh!

Surprised? I'm glad you are.
So I was reading your comments..

Oh boy, you guyz r loving this story.



So to not make you wait, I'm giving you a short update.
This reveals half of the story. Of the book. :)


So read carefully. I might leave hints for next chapter.





Here you go!





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"Keeping you in the dark? Yeah right. I'm not keeping you in the dark, Aaliya. I'm just not able to tell you. I can't tell you anything. I don't want you to leave me Aaliya, to walk away from my life, to think of me as a dark man." Dark. The word wounded me. Oh poor guy. Leave him? Not even in this worst of situations.


"Zain, you need to trust me."

"I trust you, Aaliya. That's the whole point. I trust you to leave me once you've known the truth. I'm not a good man Aaliya. I'm rich, famous, popular.. but not good. You're the one thing I want to find in every women I've met. It's just that I can't tell you. Not now. Not ever. Because knowing my past, you'll walk away from me. Any sane person would."

"What do you mean?"

"I mean, you should leave Aaliya. I asked Taylor to bring some clothes for you, just in case you can't wear your last night's. Because well.. you puked on them. And hey, watch for people who pass at you."

"Jose didn't. Did he?"

"You don't remember anything."

"I'm afraid not."

"Do you want to leave?"

"Do you want me to leave?" I look into his eyes. They turn dark as I look into them. Burning with fire. I see love, care, and something more than that. Something I don't really notice seeing into a man's eyes.

"No, of course not." He murmurs as he kneels on the bed. I look at his carefully sculpted face, his slightly crooked nose, and then down to his merely fascinating body. His abs, his well built six packs. Then I look up again to see his eyes filled with amusement.

"Do you find me amusing or something?"

"I'm so fascinated by you."

"Fascinated?" I say, completely confused. My subconscious comes out of her cozy bed and sits on the armchair. Yup, she's been resting for a while. Putting on her half moon glasses, she picks up her book and starts reading. A little help, me?

"Yeah. You want to know about my past even after I told you it's not fairytale. You are not screaming or shouting or sulking, you are so calm." He raises his hand to touch my face but stops in his tracks. He looks into my eyes, as if asking for permission. Mr. Abdullah has some manners! says my subconscious. I blink my eyes. He smiles slightly and then skims my cheek with his oh-so-gentle fingers. I close my eyes leaning into his touch.


"I still want to know about your past, Zain. I promise, I won't run away. Have your 'girlfriends' ran away because you told them about your past?" He chuckles at my statement. I pout. What did I say wrong? He had girlfriends, right?

"I don't put them that way, Aaliya."

"What do you mean?"

"What I mean is." He leans closer to me. "I don't call me my 'girlfriends'"

"Then what do you call them?"

"They have.. names. Numbers, or should I say."

"What do you mean?"

"Are you on repeat mode or something? You've said that 'what do you mean' sentence for like a thousand times. You need to stop saying it."

"You need to stop confusing me. Tell me."

"I don't call them my girlfriends. I call them by numbers."

"So if I.." I look down, embarassed. He tips by head up.

"No, you won't. I won't let you."

"But Zain-"

"My life is no fairytale, Aaliya. I have gained success because of my unsuccessful life. I have had, as you say it, girlfriends. But it's never been love. It'll never be love. I am not worthy of it. For my sins, I'm not ever ever worthy of being treated with love." He takes a sharp breath. "Aaliya, you're sweet, innocent, beautiful.. and I'm arrogant, rude and a horrible person. You don't belong with me."

"I belong with you, Zain. Try me."

"Do you want me to tell you?"

"Yes. Now." I emphasise on the last word. Way to go, Haider. my subconscious shows me a thumbs up. I grin inside. Wohooo! Thanks, a part of me.

"Are you sure?"

"I'm 101 percent sure. Tell me."

"Promise me you won't run away."

"I won't. I know I won't."

"You promise?"

"Oh for the love of God, Zain, just tell me,"




"I was 13 or so. My Dad, means my biological one, he was harsh. Like real harsh. My mother had not yet passed away, but she was ill. Like mentally ill. I had a totally disfunctional family, my parents no longer stayed together, they were miles apart. I was shared, if I can say."

"There's more, Zain. That's not all. That's not why you think I will leave you."

"When my Mom, she passed away, a caretaker came. My Dad's wife. My Dad used to be out, drinking, smuggling, doing his illegal works. And his wife, she used me as a-"

"As a what Zain?" His face cringes. Like he's in pain. Oh shit! Did I hurt him? I mentally slap myself for being that stupid. Why did I ask this question at the first place? "You don't have to answer me, Zain. Not if you don't want to."

"No, it's not that. I just-" He cringes again. Shit! I spread my arms around him and snuggle close to him. For a second, I know he's just surprised. He wraps his strong, powerful man-like arms around me back. I feel tears prick my eyes. Within seconds, I'm crying buckets. "Oh no, baby. Don't cry, please." He pulls me to his lap. I snuggle close to him, trying to think this through. He strokes my head, my hair.

"It's my fault. I'm sorry I hurt you, Zain."

"It's not your fault at all, Aaliya. It's a past."

"Do you want to know the rest of it?" He says after I'm all cried out. I still am on his lap, with no intentions to get off. I don't know why, but this feels like the most safest place to be.

"Not if you don't want to remember it."

"No I want to let it out of my heart. I've never said this to anybody."

"Then I'm your listener, Mr. Abdullah." I snuggle into his chest as I wrap my arms around him tighter. I make small little sobs, as he starts telling me the rest of the story.




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Whoosh! I'm done her, Mr. Grey. 😆


Ohk, see you all later guyz.
Adios! Love you all loads n loads.


Muaah muaaah muaah! 🤗




Aapki dulaari punjaban,
-Tani.
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Posted: 10 years ago
#84
awesome story tanu,, the known stranger hehehhe
i loved it
zain ka past
hmmm
aliya feeling sad for him
continue soon
pls jaldi karna
warna mein chudail ban jaoongi

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Posted: 10 years ago
#85
loved d chap
so finally he agreed to tell her his past
chp was beautifully written
eager to knw abt nxt
do cont asap !
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Posted: 10 years ago
#86
Nice chapter...👏
I love it..😳
Cont soon..😊

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Posted: 10 years ago
#87
Awesome chapter ...
Very nice :)
Continue asap ...!!
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Posted: 10 years ago
#88
Nic chappy
Loved it Tani di
continue soon
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Posted: 10 years ago
#89
Hmm, what is it?

*nothing*

You need update?


*uh, yes*

Here you go! 😛


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"It was dreadful, Aaliya. To be treated like that. My Dad, he thought I was happy. Happy with that dreadful woman. I ran away from there. I had drugged the dreadful woman with something I can't yet recall. I ran to the nearest booth and called me Uncle, Zain Kalim Abdullah, he had the same name as mine." He stops taking a sharp intake of air, he continues, "Uncle called me to Seatle immediately. I had the next train grab me and I was there. Uncle had given me some work at a local factory. But my Aunt Abdullah, she didn't like having me at her home. I was malnourished, beaten, clothes torn, whenever I used to return home. Aunt made me do all her chores. Uncle Zain, on the other hand, had not a single clue."

"So how..?" He nods, understanding my question.

"I had realized quite soon that Aunt didn't like me, so I left a note for Uncle Zain saying that he doesn't need to follow me as I'll come back after a while. I asked him not to try to trace me, contact me or try to figure out where, how, and why I went away. I told me him to lead his life the way it was and tell others I was ill and had a demise." Demise, the word constricts my heart. I hug him tighter. He realizes my pain and puts his arm around me, tighter.

"You never saw your Uncle, again?"

"Nope. I tried contacting him a few times. But I'm afraid he had- uhm, I went to his old house but there was already someone else living there. I asked a lot of neighbours if they knew where my Uncle was, but they said they just went away. My Uncle was the kindest man I'd ever seen. He loved my Aunt unconditionally. Though one of the neighbours told me that Uncle Zain had a huge loss in business and he was fired."

"So you came back and started your business?"

"Yeah, maybe like that. I was working as a assistant for quite a while. I got promoted. Then one day I.."

"You?" I ask him to continue.

"Dad found me." Oh thank god!

"That's... relieving. What happened then?"

"Uhm, he kinda asked me to come back. I remembered his wife, those scars still red and sensitive. He told me he knew, knew all along what his hell of a wife had being doing. But his wife had blackmailed him, to tell everyone he had raped her before marrige. Which of course, was a big fat lie! She asked for money, more money, more money, Dad asked for a divorce. A simple, straight-forward divorce, and I-" He stops and looks at the wall clock. I mirror his actions.

"What?" I ask.

"It's late, Aaliya. You should go."

"You want me to go?"

"I thought you don't miss work?" He smirks through his tear stained face. My heart constricts as I hold his face in between my hands, wiping away his tears.

"Don't you want me to say?"

"Oh trust me, I want you to settle here. But, as much as selfish I am, I need you to go. Go grab some dollars!"

"You want me to come back?"

"Uh, I had a thought in my mind."

"What is it?"

"I'm returing to Seattle this evening, by my Charlie Tango. I'd like you to come with me, that's if, you like to. And if you have better plans-"

"Pick me at 6, please."

"Certainly, Miss Haider." I smile at him as I snuggle closer.




The day passes like a year. Time goes away so slowly. All through the day I keep dreaming about Zain, his eyes, his well sculpted mouth, his smile, his everything. You love him, my inner goddess says. Oh freak! Of course I don't. Do I? You can't fall in love with him in a week or so, Aaliya! my rational self shouts at me, pouring herself a glass of fresh milk. Oh you can, just look at him. The Greek God you have been waiting for, my inner goddess states as she gulps a few sips of the most expensive brandy.

"Haider?" Jose. Oh shit!

"Jose? You.. you are here." Shit, it's 15 minutes to 6! If Zain comes here and sees Jose near me, he'd kill him no doubt. I try to shoo him away.

"Yep pretty much. Look about yesterday-"

"I need to rush, Jose. I have some urgent-"

"Oh come on, Aaliya. Stay, please. I know you are mad at me for what I had done that day and.. well, I was drunk for god's sake! I was like too drunk too even think rationally.. It.. It just- happened. You can't stay life-long mad at me for tht! Come on, we're best friends Aaliya. Since you came to Port Land, we were always friends."

"Aaliya?" I hear an angelic man-like voice. I turn around to see Zain standing there.

"It's you, Abdullah." Jose rolls his eyes.

"I've told you before, and I'm telling you again.. GO AWAY. If I ever see you with her again, near her, that'll be your last day. Bear that in your mind! And that's of course if you have any."

"Stop all your shitty talks Abdullah. Don't act as if you care for her. Don't act innocent, Abdullah. The whole world may think you are sweet and whatever that shit is, but I know.. I know what you did with my sister!"

"LEILA WAS NOT YOUR SISTER." Zain shouted. They started glaring at each other, making me feel as if I was misplaced. I had know Jose for years. And I know Zain now, more than anyone, as he states.

"She was! She was my godamn sister!"

"She was a only orphan child! If that was some shitty lie, I'm afraid you'll have to talk to her. That's if, she's sane! I didn't ruin her, you did! Your freakin' parents did! They adopted her, and they freakin' used her." He closes his eyes as if couting to 10 to shut down his anger, "Look, whoever you are, I'm NOT interested! It isn't your damn business whether I like Aaliya or not, whether she loves me or not. She's an adult and I'm pretty much sure she can make her own decisions. That's if, you leave her freakin' alone!"

"I leave her alone? You do! You and your family do! Your shitty father-"

"DON'T say a word about my father, you son of a-"

"What's happening here?" Mr. Clayton, the owner, enters hearing the unbearable noises. I look apologetically up at him. He looks at me, then at the duo.

"This man here is harrassing your employee." Zain barks at Mr. Clayton not taking his eyes off Jose. God, open the ground and swallow me in, with Zain!

"Jose? What the hell are you doing here? My sincere apologies, Mr. Abdullah."

"It's okay, we are just leaving." He gives Jose a one last glare and takes my hand as we stroll out of the shop. My heart beats increase. Shit, what's happened?







Hi! Howz it? 😃


I hope I didn't bore you, did I?
Jose is indeed an a- my apologies.
I'll cont asap! Promise!


My exams starting Monday!
It's an easy one, so no worries. 😆


My clg has gone crazy!
New admins ki wajah se dey always do this.
Last year mere 2nd sem 2 mahino mei khtm!

Can you freakin' imagine that?

I hope you didn't mind my lang though. 😛


-Tani.
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Posted: 10 years ago
#90
Ress.
I ll read later. ATB fr xms

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