Originally posted by: Raingoddess
Res! How did I miss this!! I will be back lol
Unres! Finally 😉Honestly Pragya what more can I add 😭 This was just too perfect! Gorgeous and painstakingly beautiful I was not too happy with today's episode and I guess thats why it was good that I didnt comment on this piece yet, just so that I could comment now! This post was just what I needed to read! 👏Esha! Thank you so much girl! I always love to read your comments. So I read it fursat se 😆 Thank you for all the appreciation man! I am so glad, you loved what i wrote. Honestly, I didn't even give much thought to it. I sat to write something, and then it just ended up like this. And I started crying too 😭Aahil's pain, his tears, his desperation is so heartbreaking 😭 We have all wrote his pain in our own styles but in every story its so real! Almost as if we could feel it 🥺 I loved this part the most, tho honestly the entire piece was brilliant!"My voice starts to get heavier with the each scream I yell. I realise it was just a whisper. I try to make my sound to reach to her, but I can't. My voice dries back but I realise I was still shouting, or I was whispering? The whispers have suddenly started sounding lower as my breath starts to hitch whenever I try to breathe. I am suddenly not able to breathe, when I realise I have started sobbing. A silent sobbing along with the calls of her name.I realise my hands and legs have suddenly started trembling and shivering. The view slowly dims in front of my eyes as I feel something running down from my eyes to my cheeks, and I realise I have been crying. I try to stop the view from not getting dimmer, as I try to blink back my stinging eyes. But it just doesn't happen, the view diminishes but my tears don't. They keep falling. I curse those tears to stop, but they don't. I curse them, blame them for not having her in front of me just for a few more seconds. But they won't listen, stupid tears. Stupid, arrogant tears."
This part was so vivid that I could literally imagine it before me 😭 😭 Why so much pain for him 🥺Those tears 😭 I love how he says stupid arrogant tears 😭 The way he wants to see her and feel her but the tears are blocking his view! She is not there yet he can feel her! In the end, he decides to pray for her to return! He feels numb! Oh my god!! That was too painful! Girl your too good! But my baby is in too much pain! And its not going to get less anytime soon! They say pain so immense hits one physically and emotionally! Aahil's breakdown is perfectly shown in these lines ⭐️ Why does he have to cry 😭 I mean I love seeing him cry! But still!!
Thank you my sweetheart! 😭 I cry everytime I see or think of him crying man! Maybe coz he cries so gorgeously, I just can;t stop my tears. I cried when i wrote the part where he wants to hold her but she isn't here and his tears start running down and he let them 😭
Yes too much more pain is on the way for us I know! Sigh! this is pure torture! He would be crying even more! Oh those tears!
Pragya, reading this made me cry once again and I needed this after the slightly detached feeling I had with the show today! Junoon is the reason I am watching and you know what I guess for that junoon I will have to patiently wait 😉 Once it comes, it will be one awesome journey! I want the leap soon tho lol Without junoon QH is boring! I hope SaHil at least come to the same place soon! The only part I enjoyed today was Aahil, even in that hair 😆 I so needed to read this and cry again! Idk why but each time I watch the episode or read about the separation, I tear up! But this, for some strange reason made me tear up yet feel good! You get me?!!! 😆 I needed to read something like this so badly! Thank you so much for writing this 🤗Reading your work is always wonderful ❤️ Now please post the dream one soon 😉😆 I am excited ☺️ I have an idea too... Lets see what happens to it 😆 It involves Sanam checking out a shirtless Aahil and recalling haystack moment and wondering if she was into these things before she lost her memory 😆 Aahil is oblivious and is kinda the hot angry man changing and getting ready for a mission... To find his Begum Jaan of course 😳😉 Anyway hope to read yours soon!!!
Thanks girl! Your such a sweetheart! 🤗 I know the detached feeling man, and the only attached feeling was Aahil 😆 Yes even in that hair. I also loved only that part frankly. His anger and voice kinds overshadowed his hair 😆 I want Junoon back too man and for that the leap! Ugh!
I know, I know. I completely get you and the meaning behind crying and tearing up and still feeling good about it, trust me its the same here 😆 Thank you so much girl! I love your comments too! Glad I made you...umm cry!😆
Oh the dream one, I posted it. Do read that whenever you can. You SHOULD be excited for that ☺️😆 Oh yes! Your idea! Please give it some wings and let your thoughts fly...😆 That sounds so much interesting. Please do write that soon! thank you again Esha! ❤️
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