*ArShi Contract Marriage Anniversary Celebrations 2015*

I'm missing you...

Part 1:

"Khushi, why did you do this to me?"

He asked looking at her smiling photo. But he didn't get any response from her. She is still smiling, killing him from inside. Tears rolled on his cheeks.

"Arnav Ji..." he heard her calling him from the pool side. He rushed there to see no one. He looked around to remember their lovely, peaceful, intimate and adorable moments together.

Their almost kiss on Diwali night

She throwing hot coffee on his face

She was crying on his shoulder, for being cheated by her fianc.

Their horrible marriage

Their serious fights

He couldn't believe that she left him. He never thought she will leave him. It's been months she left him. Even though they fought but still he knows that they both loved each other. He loved her to the core, he loves her from bottom of his heart, and he will love her till his last breath. He sat there at the poolside on the recliner seeing at the stars in the clear sky.

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Next morning he entered his cabin calling for Aman.

"Aman, arrange my travel and stay at London. You are accompanying me. We need to go there to finalize our deal. Make it sure we leave ASAP"

"Yes, ASR"

Whenever he needs to go London, he remembers her pleads to not to go. He remembers her pleads to trust her, he remembers her pleads to give her a chance to prove her innocence.

Arnav tried to finish his work as much as he can. He managed to finish his work and closed his laptop and stood up to move. When he is turning towards the door, his eyes caught something in rack shining little. He tried to move from there, but something stuck in his mind and he rushed towards the rack. He took the thing in his hand to feel it when tears rolled down on his cheeks.

"Khushi..." a whisper came from his lips. He closed his palm holding the Pearls' in his fist. He looked at the rack to find a note. He took the note and read

"I want you to feel me whenever you saw the Pearls - our first meet (PTO)"

He closed his eyes, tightening his fist. He didn't know from how many days it is there, but because of his strict orders and rude behavior, nobody entered his cabin and that helped the pearl to stay at the place. He cursed himself for not noticing it before. He turned the note seeing PTO

"Check the parking, the pole"

Arnav ran to the parking startling the staff. He rushed to the pole and looked at it to find a note in a zip bag securing it with so many transparent tapes holding it tightly to the pole. He pulled it and opened the bag to see the note

"I want you to feel me whenever you saw the rain - our first hug in rain (PTO)"

He can imagine the blush on her cheeks when she wrote the note. He saw the images of parking, their hug and rain. He closed his eyes remembering touch of her body. He called security and asked him from when this note was there.

From when did this is here?" Arnav asked

"Sir... woh... Khushi madam kept this here before you went to London, I mean before she... di... left... she asked me to not to remove it and not to tell you. She wanted you to see by yourself."

Arnav once again cursed himself for not seeing the note in his cabin before. He turned the note to see the next instructions - check the CD rack in car. He again rushed to his car and opened the door and almost jumped on his seat, opened the CD rack to find another zip bag containing a note

"I want you to feel me whenever you tie the seat belt, whenever you speed up your car (PTO)"

He closed his eyes to see Khushi's face when he tied her seat belt in search of his Di. A small smile appeared on his face going away in a fraction of second. He turned the note to see next place and drove to RM and rushed to his room. He opened the poolside door and rushed towards the corner where they almost kissed on Diwali night

"I want you to feel me whenever you enter poolside - our first almost ki... (PTO)"

He rushed to kitchen and searched for the next note in the rack where tea cup sets were kept. He took out the note and read

"I want you to feel me whenever you saw the hot tea or coffee - my first attack (PTO)"

Then he rushed to his bedroom, bathroom, and hall to find different notes about their beautiful moments - their silly and serious fights before and after marriage; Khushi calling him cockroach; and so many memories in their hall.

Now he went to pooja room and took the note from the feet of Devi Mayya

"I want you to feel me whenever you saw Devi Mayya statue - my friend; I want you to feel me whenever you saw the Diyas(lamps) - our missed Diwali moments (PTO)"

Then he rushed to the last place - again pool side he took the note from under his recliner. He cursed himself for missing these notes from long. He opened the note

"This place is very special to me. It gave ma all excited, tensed, worried, happy and sad moments. I want you to feel me whenever you saw the stars. Arnav Ji... they are our parents, talk with them it will help you in relaxing. They will help you in every second of your life. They will give you all the happiness of your life you deserve (PTO)"

He remembered her letter when she tried to suicide, thinking he will kill her to get marry to Lavanya

Lekin Aapke kaam ke to ye sirf taare hai. kyonki hamari tarah aapne bhi apne amma babuji ko khoya hai. Aur aap maane ya na maane, wo bhi hamare amma babuji ki tarah taare hi ban gaye hain. samajhiye hum bhi ek taara ban gaye hain. daaye se teesra, jo sabse jyada chamak raha hai wo hum hain

He looked at the sky and whispered Khushi' tears are running continuously on his cheeks. He also remembered her words in their Heer and Ranja act.

No Khushi... that was not my happy day... please come back. Please..." he knelt down under the sky near the poolside and cried his heart out. He turned the note to see the next place "Last place - study table drawer in Bua Ji's house" he rushed towards the house. By startling Bua Ji and Garima he entered to the room and took out the note

"Arnav Ji...

Thanks for coming here. I hope you all get my notes, and sorry for my crazy notes and sorry for irritating you. What to do arnav ji... I can't stay in peace without teasing you. I feel immense peace and secure whenever I see you shouting at me for my crazy pranks and antics. I feel secure whenever I am with you. And once again thanks for coming here. I never expected that you will reach here following my notes. Thank you for that.

I know you are angry on me. I know you won't trust me anymore. But still, I will tell everything, because it's my responsibility to tell you the truth. Arnav Ji... whatever I told you days before, it's all true. I never cheated you Arnav Ji. I never tried to harm Di. I will prefer to kill myself than living with that man. Whatever I said is true, if you still can't trust me then ask Bua Ji or any of our neighbors in Lakshmi Nagar. They will tell you the truth.

Arnav Ji... I was never wanted to marry that man. I was forced to get engage with him. I wanted to tell you everything on the pooja day before jiji's marriage. But I thought you can't bear the pain of being cheated by your jijaji. I always wanted your happiness Arnav Ji. I loved you all time, I love you now... and I will love you till my last breath. This life is yours Arnav Ji. Nobody have any right on me. Please Arnav Ji... at least for once try to understand my feelings, at least for once think about me being just Arnav not ASR, at least for once think with your heart, you will get your answers. Please Arnav Ji... trust me, at least before I die. Please... please...

I'm writing these notes now, after listening to your confession. I'm still has doubt that do you really love me or saying things just like that. But I wanted to prove myself. So, here are the notes. I don't know after you come from London we will be together or not. So, I'm saying all the things I want to. I don't know you saw all notes or only this one. No problem, you can here that's what I need. And finally one last word...I always loved YOU Arnav Ji, not that man. I Loved you, I Love you... and I will Love till my last breath" he can see the tear stains on the letter. He held the letter to his heart and cried his heart out making Bua Ji and Garima cried in silence. Bua Ji went inside and made Arnav sit on the bed and made him drink water. She forced him to lie on the bed and stroked his hair helping him to feel the motherly love. Slowly Arnav drifted into sleep.

In the middle of the night Arnav woke up with a jerk sweating

It's been months from Khushi left him. He never knew they will see this day in their lives losing their dearest Khushi. When they returned to RM after Khushi's confession, he didn't talk with her for almost one week. He left to airport without informing her to be kidnapped from where she rescued him not thinking about her life. When he found her in the bushes and saw the blood at the back of her head, he rushed her to hospital. He breathed in relief for handing her over to doctors' hands. But his relief didn't stay for long, the wing where Khushi was kept caught fire and... and...

He lost her.

He lost his Khushi in that fire.

He lost his life in that hospital.

The police investigated the case and found it's not accidental but it's intentional. And declared Shyam's the culprit. From that time, they are searching for him but couldn't find him.

Arnav felt at loss, loss of breath, loss of happiness, loss of love, loss of hope, loss of peace and finally loss of life. He couldn't forget the images of burning hospital with Khushi inside. He tried his best to get inside but he couldn't as people around him held him tight.

He cried for his Khushi that day and he is crying for his Khushi today. He asked her to come back to him. Still he couldn't believe that his Khushi left him. He forgot to smile, he forgot to love and finally he forgot to live

He missed his love...

He missed his life...

He missed her...

He missed his Khushi...

"Please Khushi... come back to me... I need you... I want you... I miss you... I love you... please come back" he said after knowing it's not going to happen, looking at her photo, which decorated with the garland and with a lighting lamp in front of it.

"I miss you..." he whispered "Please come back" he broke into silent cries

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Sorry I couldn't edit my next post. So, I posted my second part in 37th page. here is the link

Next : Part 2(LAST)

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