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Vikram loves her unconditionally,
She doesn't realise..
Sarika tries to kill, manipulate her,
She overlooks..
Sharda asks her to MOVE ON with her life,
She stagnates herself..
Samarth returns,
She jumps into deep tizzy of befuddled thoughts of varying degree.
As matured woman, who has seen the big bad world with her own wide eyes, this kind of naivety is not expected from her.
She is behaving more of a typical teenager confused with feelings and running high on emotions. Agreed, she had been living, or I should say, enjoying a very sheltered, loving fairy tale all her life. But now, Kids are her priority. Still, would it be wise to bring up kids under the shadow of a father who is a criminal? As they grow up, as truth about their father unravels, why would they accept him? Samarth's deceit is too high and complicated to simply overlook and forgive, or give a second chance no matter how much he pleads, begs, cries, whatever.
Is it too difficult to understand your own thoughts or take a decision regarding a person who hasn't valued you, respected you for a single moment?
Vikram's presence around her, all the small things he does to see her smile, every little word he utters, his care, his love for children and their attachment, their deep understanding of each other, a special bond.. Is it so difficult to notice?
He asked her to give Samarth a second chance. At that moment, she felt happy she had proved Usha wrong. Did the bond of friendship suddenly break? Didn't a thought, just a fleeting thought crossed her mind? His reasons for letting her go, his LOVE, his immense pain..
Why can't she see?
Samarth can never change, I am quite sure of. He has asked her to continue her job, but old traits die hard. He'll play his game again soon.
Witnessing her latest battle of thoughts in office, I am surprised. She didn't even for a moment think about Vikram. Not a single thought? Well not as a lover, but what about as a best friend as she see him?
Love is supposed to sweep you off your feet and not bury you deep in mud. Shobha needs to understand that. Her situation is complicated, so is Vikram's. Staying in denial mode isn't going help either ways.
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Ishaani
