Sorry Ishita's monologue neither moved me nor convinced me

She said she had no other option but to bring Shagun-Adi to her home. Agreed. That night they had no option, they could not leave panicked Adi like that with his mother. But what about after that? Shagun is not an orphan. She has a brother and a mother who are both doing well enough to support her. Even if Shagun was as mahaan as her still it would have been a bad idea for her to stay with them. And knowing Shagun how can they trust her.

Secondly she said she cannot ask Adi to leave because Raman is finally happy with both his kids with him. But his happiness lies in both his kids and his wife...her...Ishita not Shagun. Today Ruhi confirmed all her doubts that Adi hates her and all the smiles and affection towards her were just an act. Then she should also realize that what Raman has is not happiness, it is an illusion. She knows he believes that Adi is warming up to her...in fact he believes that very soon he will call her Ishima! As a parent doesnt he have the right to know the truth? Its not something that will stay hidden forever. He will know and if she does not tell him then he will know in the worst manner and maybe when its too late for him and Adi both. She wants to give Raman his happiness but has she really asked him what he wants? Why is she deciding for him? Raman understands that Adi cannot live with him, all he wants is his acceptance. If he wanted Adi then he would have been thinking about filing for his custody again.

She does not blame Adi as he never had the right influence in his life. Agreed. But then they need to do something to rectify it. Just maintaining a distance from Adi is not going to help anyone in the long run.

She may declare that people's opinion dont matter but they do. When Shagun was marrying Ashok Ruhi was bullied by her school mates. What if tomorrow she gets bullied again that her father is living with his wife and ex wife. Her decision has instilled fear in Ruhi that she may lose her mother and that is not fair. Ishita needs to realize that its not about just her and Raman, its about Ruhi too. For one child you cannot make another suffer. In the long run this arrangement is not good for both Adi and Ruhi.

I am disappointed with the Bhallas too. Not one of them is wondering for how long can they let Shagun stay there. In their greed for Adi's love they dont seem to realize her presence. First Shagun was in no state when they came and then she went to Australia leaving Adi and now Adi is sick. So far she has been pretending to look for a job so I guess that's why Raman is silent. But I will be disappointed if like the Bhallas he too just lets things be the way they are going blind in Adi's "affection" towards him.

Sorry for this extremely long rant..Just had to get it out 😆...now i feel lighter...phew! 😆