PART - 15
NOTE :I AM SORRY GUYS TYPING ERROR KI WAJHSE CONFUSION HO GAYA. GEET IS PREGNANT BUT ONLY FOR 5 WEEKS MEANS ONE MONTH AND 1 WEEK. SO TILL NOW NO ONE IS IN HOME AWARE OF HER PREGNANCY...
DOC was engrossed in examine her. Aasha told her the reason of losting concious. Because of fear attack she faints. All are worried sply Maan because she faints due to his aggressive burst out on her.
As par her case history and her current state she take her sample to confirm her doubt and gave injection.
'doc how is she now?', Maan asked worridely.
'Mr. Khurana i dont think there is any need of worry. I gave her injection. In few hours she will awake. Infact there is a good news for you. Your wife is pregnant and to confirm it i would took her blood sample and confirm after getting the reports.' Doc said with a smile try to cheer up all.
All was in shock. Now all getting the reason of her gloominess and indifferent behaviour. 'doc are you sure?' Maan asked as he wasnt sure how to react. Will he rejoice the moment as new life is coming in their life or will regreat because this pregnancy definately greened up her wounds for which he might not be prepared. Sply after his out burst on her.
'well her symptoms showing this only.' Doc said and left from there.
This was a moment of happiness but all scared. 'Maan aap humare sath aaiye. We need to talk.' Sakshi took him along with her in other room and Asha stayed with Geet. She was tensed for her.
Maan followed his mother in her room. Sakshi glaring him and he know what she was thinking off. 'Maan how can you do this with her? You know she wasn't stable them why you scared her sply when she was again facing her biggest fear?' She was angry on him for scolding Geet.
'mom trust me i have no idea about her pregnancy. And i dont do it intentionally. I was upset as she was behaving so indifferent without any reason.' He was explaining but grewing her more angry.
'without any reason? Really Maan? Samjhaya tha humne apko. Isi dinn ko darte the hum. I think apko itni jaldi nahi karni chahiye thi bachhe k liye. She wasnt ready for this pregnancy. Moreover her darkest fears again clutched her. Use to yei lagega na ki ab agar aapne b use chhod diya to.' She had an idea what she is feeling and facing.
Hearing the words of his mother he realized how she felt when he was dancing with their client. Now he got why she ran from there. 'it means wo soch rahi hai now i too wont have any intrest in her as she wont able to intimate with me.' Maan thought and his concious alerts him.
'Maan aise chup mat rahiye or ye sochiye ki use kaise samjhayenge. Humne apko aagah kiya tha is shadi me sare compromises apko hi karne padenge. Geet ki halat nahi hai samjhne ki.' His mother cautioned him to think wisely so he will be able to handle her furtherly.
This was so curutial period for all. One side her fears and other side her and baby's health. Maan went inside. 'massi aap rest karlo Geet k pass main baithta hu' Maan send her away and sat near her head. He caressed her head tenderly and kissed on her head. Suddenly he moved to her flat tummy,where his part developing. He caressing softly and wait for her to awake again.
Around 3 am she awake with a jerk. Maan alerts and instantly hold his ears to apolozise. Her welled up hazles looking at him with fear. Maan bend on his knees and apolozise in a pleading way. 'i am sorry Geet. Please forgive me. I dont do it deliberately and promise it wont happen again.' Maan assuring her that he would felt ashmed on his behaviour with her.
Again he only geeting her silence. But he dont get angry. He stood up and sat near her. He embraced her from side but her body is stiffned,as she wont do any moments. Only staring him with her doubtful hazels. He kissed her softly and placed her palm covered with his hand,on her abdomen. She looked down and then again to Maan. 'Geet you know what your doc told us today?' he was talking like she was a small baby. 'she told us that very soon one small Angel is going to come in our life.' Maan handling her very tenderly and she staring him continously. No reaction from her side. She was huanted with their previous encounter where he burst on her. Maan pulled her to his embrace and patted her head softly. Geet was not in herself,so she wont react to his any gesture. Maan made her laid again and covered her so she can sleep properly.
Next day Maan wished her good morning and asked her to go for a check up. He hold her hand kissed her. 'Geet ready ho jao. Doc ne check up k liye bulaya hai.'
she was still in her gloominess. 'dont you want to go?' he asked her wish but she was mute. 'Geet its necessary for both you.' Maan tried to make her understand. But she wont react. Lost in her own world of fear. Maan took a long breath and shifted more closer to her. He framed her face softly. "Tell me please what is bothering to you? Geet are you not happy with this pregnancy?" He glance in her watery hazles. He was so confused with her alofness and sply of her silence.
Geet was in turmoil. Her struggle was with her only. She never voice out what she felt and after last night she scared more. She do not sure whether she spoke out her fears or not. What if he again yelled over her.
Maan hold her shoulders. "Sweetheart look at me. If you don't want this baby we will go for abortion." Maan strong himself and asked for her wish. He wasn't wish for this but same time he doesn't want to force her.
Geet glance him with a shock. "Nahi." Finally she open her mouth. "I want my baby. Please don't abort it." She whimpering and Maan cuddled her.
"Don't cry sweetheart. I only want to know what you think about this pregnancy that's why I asked for your wish.", Maan placed his hand softly on her flat abdomen and caressed to assure her that their little Angel is safe and very soon will be in their arms. He kissed her. "Par jaan check up k liye to jana padega na. Chale?" He asked and she nodded yes.
Geet fresh n up and both went to doc. She examined her. Both are worried. "Don't worry everything is fine." She assure both.
"Doc actually my wife had a miscarriage, 6 years ago. She was weak that time so will that will..." Maan want to make sure about all.
"No need to worry. Her body is ready for this pregnancy and everything is normal. But try to make her happy. It leave good effect on the health of baby." She assured and took away their fear regarding her and baby's health.
Both moved. Geet was mute all the time in car. She was lost in her own thoughts. Both enters in km and his mother enquired. Maan told them what doc told to him. Sakshi told her to take rest at home and he left for office. Whole day she lost and only thinking about her baby.
After dinner they moved to their bedroom. Maan finished his work and come to laid next to her. He kissed her and relaxed on his back. Geet slanted her neck and glance at him. She slipped to him. "Maan if you want we can do it. Doc assured there is no complications so I can cope up with your needs." She said meekly.
Maan felt light as She opened up finally. He sat back and leaned over hee face. "Geet what need are you talking about? If you meant our love makings then its our need not only mine. And at the risk of troubling you both I don't wanna do it. Geet look at me." Maan caressed her face. "I know you have a fear that I may betray you for this. But Geet all are not same. Last night I dance with that client it doesn't mean I want her or any other random girl. Geet tell me what I do to gain your trust? I felt like a failure as I failed to made place in your heart. You wont trust me hai na? Geet I am not complaining. I think my love is not enough strong to bring you out from your horrible past. But still wanna confess that I love you only and no one can take your place in my life. Ye 9 mahine humari life ka sabse khoobsurat time hoga agar tum khush raho to." Maan eyes and voice producing the pain he bearing this time.
Geet felt guilty for hurting a man who love her insanly. Though she wasn't doing it intentionally but she cant loose him now. The fear of loosing Maan scared her and she hurts him. Geet hugged him. "I am sorry I hurt you again. Isliye bola tha don't marry me. I am mad." She poured out her wounded heart.
Maan wiped off her tears. "Who said my jaan is mad? You are so naive that's why bad ppl take advantage of you. But now you are not alone. I am with you at every phase of life. Geet let me share your pain. Dont carry it alone. We are life partners and our souls are one so how our happiness and sorrows are different?" Maan conveyed his feelings in a very simple way which directly reached to her heart.
"Maan I can't loose you. Agar aage hum physical nahi ho paye to aap mujhe chhodoge to nahi na?" She aksed in a whimpering voice. Her eyes were filled with tears and her fears and pain both come out in that single question.
Maan snuggle her tight like he assuring her that he will never leave her. "You are my soul jaan. How can body live without his soul?" Simply he told her that he would be her always. He kissed on her face all over and both slept in each other's arms, trying to found some solace.
HAPPY LOHRI 😊
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