"King of my world"
Part_38
Veera came to meet him on the machan, he tried to compose himself as he saw her coming closer.
Veera; ki hoya Baldev tune ithe kyun bulaya?
Baldev; teri tabiyat to theek hai na?
Veera; haan, bta na ki hoya?
Baldev turned his face away, Veera faced his back, he knew that even his voice would give away his pain at the moment but he didn't want her to see the tears that would develop in his eyes.
Baldev; veera..(it wa sevident from his voice that he was suffering, his voice was stuck not willing to come out of his throat, he swallowed his fears and tried to speak in a heavy broken voice)..menu pata lag gya he
Veera; kya? (veera was confused at his state, she saw his hand trembling)
Baldev; ke tu shadi shuda he...aur...aur...ek bache ki maa...(he closed his eyes and drank his tears, he swallowed hard again)...aur dusre bache ki maa banne wali hai
Veera's eyes opened wide, he knew she was married but it was evident that he didn't knew who her husband was, her phone dropped from her hand at the sound of which baldev turned, he saw veera standing like a statue, tears in her eyes as she looked down. He ran to her and caught her shoulders.
Baldev; veera, veera tu theek he na
Veera looked at him and more tears came out of her eyes, how could he love her so much she thanked the Almighty in her heart to be blessed with the most loving husband.
Baldev; tu ro mat (he wiped her tears cupping her face in his hands) tune menu kyun nahi bataya? menu batati na, me use chadunga nhi, wo aadmi, himmat kese hui uski tenu is haal me akela chod ke jaane ki? wo tujhse pyar nhi krta na? kyun he tu abhi tak uske saath chad de use
Veera was more shocked, he thought her husband doens't love her, and what else would he make out
Veera; esa mat keh Baldev..wo menu boht pyaar krta he, apne aap se bhi ziada, apni jaan se bhi ziada
Baldev; jhuti he tu, (he moved away) kyun ewaquf bna rhi he menu, mat de jhooti tasali khud ko, wo admi jo tenu is haal me akela chad k chala gya wo tujhse pyar krta he? tu to uska naam tak nhi bta payi menu? kyun? kyunki tu jaanti thi na me use chadunga nhi
Veera; baldev plx, mere pati ke baare me esa mat bolo, meri kuch majboori k kaaran wo, wo mujhse bht pyar krta he
she felt like sitting in a boat with a whole in it, the water filling up and she didn't know what to do, she was justifying baldev's love to baldev, she felt so helpless
Baldev; (again grapping her shoulders) me tujhse boht pyar krta hun, sachi veera, aur sirf tujhse nhi teri har cheez se, tu chad de na use jise teri qadar nhi me hun na, me karunga tenu pyaar bht sara pyar, aur tere bachon ko bhi
Veera; Baldev..tu..tu pagal hogya he ki
Baldev; to aur kya karun? aur tu uska saath diye ja rhi he jo tujhse tera ek bacha bhi cheen k le gya
Veera had enough now, she knew this was the time, she couldn't hide it any further because this was getting dangerous.
Veera; mera beta mere paas hi hai Baldev..mere saath hi hai wo, aur mera pati bhi, ek din k liye bhi akela nhi chada unhone menu
Baldev; konsa bacha tere paas to koi...
he suddenly remembered the only kid in Veera's house, Balveer, who had her name in his name, he remembered Balveer repeatedly calling her 'mo..'' and then stopping, but how can it be him, Balveer was a carbon copy of Baldev himself, all the puzzles fit in his brain now as he arranged them piece by piece, ofcourse, Bal for Baldev and veer for veera, he was their Balveer, his son, Baldev's son, and that meant that Baldev himself was her husband, she did belong to him and only him, shock and gratitude too over him.
Baldev;..bal..balveer..vm yani..veera maa?...isiliye wo menu mama nhi bulata..kyun ke me uska mama hun hi nhi..isiliye wo gunjan ko bg nhi gb kehta he..gunjan bua..gb...wo to..wo mera puttar he...bg..bg ka nhi wo...wo mera puttar he veera menu pta tha..wo ranvi ka beta ho hi nhi skta, wo gunjan ranvi jesa bilkul nhi..kyunki wo apne papa jesa he..aur tu...tu...tu meri voti he..meri he tu veera ...veera tu...mera ek aur bacha
Baldev's head started spinning and he was unable to stand, he caught his head, Veera helped him stand and made him sit down, but he lost consciousness...