Part - 38
Geet is scared of this new Maan...
Though she wished that Maan came out of his shell and returned to his normal life she didn't think that she would be a part of his life...
She just wanted to help dadi as dadi has saved her life, took care of her and instilled the confidence in her to face life without fear...
She is here as a refugee, since she is still young and studying she is still dependent and she needs someone to support her till she starts looking after herself...that support which her family failed to give her is being given to her by Dadima and to some extent by Maan, indirectly...
He is the reason she is here with them, how could she forget the day when he came into her life as a savior and tied the knot with her to save her life fron her illfate, had Maan walked away that day leaving her to marry that old man Geet wouldn't have survived at all...
She can't imagine what would have happened to her had he not married her and took her with him...
It was a tough decision for both of them to agree for that unexpected marriage, as for Geet it was an escaoe route, but for Maan it was something very wrong and even if Geet was old enough for marriage Maan was dead against marriage and never wanted anyone in his life...
Maan's hatred towards marriage and his reluctance to get married gave Geet the confidence to go ahead with that marriage as she thought that there wouldn't any trouble walking away from that relationship later as none of them was interested in any kind of relationship at that point of time...
But times change so fast and we also change with times...
Now Geet is getting the fear that she might want to hold on to this relationship forever which is not correct...
Maan performed the marriage rituals just like some act in a play only to help Geet...
Geet still respects his decision to agree for the unwanted and unexpected marriage with her, for she knows Maan took that drastic step solely to save her life from the hell that she was about to fall into right there and that he had no other intentions...
Geet very well knows that Maan did that under strage circimstances considering the pathetic conditions of Geet and she should never take advantage of that...
She too has never taken this ceremonious wedding seriously and has been thinking that that marriage is just a key to her freedom from her father and his sins...
But now Geet feels that she is changing, turning greedy...wanting all the comforts for her always, not ready to let go of this new found treasure, not ready to part with it even though it doesn't belong to her...
She doesn't want the riches and luxuries of the Khuranas, she only wants their love and attention...
She has found a loving and caring dadi and also an equally affectionate and caring Maan hiding behind that angry MSK...and she has recently come across this passionate lover boy MSK...this is the jackpot which she wants to have it for herself forever...
There is this growing desire inside her to have Maan for herself and omly herself...
Her heart says that Maan is her possession and she has all the rights over him, but her dimag says that she has no right whatsoever even to think about him...mujhe koi haq nahi hai...
While Geet is still confused over what rights does she really have to even think of Maan as someone she could want to spend her life with, share her joys and sorrows with, Maan has his own problems to get into any kind of relationship with Geet...
That night Maan keeps thinking about what happened at the conference hall...
He is not able to accept the fact that Geet does make a difference in his life...
Geet ke paas hone ya na hone se Maan ko asmaan aur zameen ka farq padtha hai...
He is the brooding Maan when he is on his own but as soon as Geet comes in his vicinity the other Maan isside him wakes up...he is the one who is still yearning for Geet's love and care...he is the one who has no control over his tempetations...he is the one who still believes in love and happiness...he is the one who is romantic...he is the one who is Geet's dewana...he is the one who isn't bound by grief...he is the one Dadi wants to revive...he is the one who is responsible for Maan's unexpected wed lock...he is the one who provoked Maan into that wedding...he is the one who is ready for a relationship...
But this Maan is suppressed by the angry young MSK who is still the dominating personality...he is still in control ...Maan is scared that the MSK is slowly but steadily losing to the other Maan...
He is not ready to accept the fact that Geet has changed him, he still believes that he is too strong to be influenced by a stupid girl and her beauty...
Maan knows that he has already started to have feelings for Geet and he has to curb his feelings in the beginning itself before they get uncontrollable...
And for that he has to keep away from that Geet and try to avoid meeting her alone unnecessarily...
Geet has now become a part of KC now and it's impossible to avoid her totally...
Now there is no way he could get rid of her from his life...
But this is not the MSK...how could he change all of a sudden?
And also Maan is not ready to take any more risk in his life...
He is not ready for another loss, he is not ready for another disappointment...
He knows his fate and there is no space for loved ones in his life, he is not ready to hurt himself again...
He is happy with the way he is and he decides to flush out this unwanted feelings that he has developed recently...this has nothing to do with MSK...he has to get it out of his system as soon as possible...
He has to be more cautious and stop behaving like a teenager...
This is not the age to fall for a girl...he is so mature and he knows he canhandle this...
He decides to ignore Geet from now...he has to make sure that Geet doesn't exist for him...
Next day at KC...
Geet decides to take her job seriously and work hard so that Maan will be pleased...
She then tries to go and meet Maan and ask him some doubts...
She takes all the files and goes to his cabin...
She has files in one hand and blueprints and plans on the other...
She goes near the door and is confused...
Now how would she knock the door...
Adi just comes to meet Maan and he finds Geet struggling to open the door...
Geet: Adi sir
Adi thinks that she is asking him to open the door for her and he opens the door for her...
Geet is worried, but she had to enter else how will she get in? Maan would not come from his seat and open the door for her, haina?
Geet: thanks Adi sir
Adi: ha ha ha ha ha, you are welcome Geet
Adi then leaves...
Maan looks at the door hearing the noise and gets angry...
How dare she enters again without knocking?
Maan: geeet
Geet rushes in thinking that Maan is calling her...
Maan: ek bar kehtha toh tumme samaj mein nahi aatha? Ab tumne knock kyun nahi kiya? Aur meinne tumme bhulaya bhi nahi
Geet stumbles upon the table and drops all the files in fear...
Maan gets very angry...
Maan: tummm
Geet tries to tell him that she wanted to knock but couldn't...
But Maan doesn't want to listen anything...
Maan: Geeet, get out of my cabin, immediately
Maan shouts...his frustations make him mad...
He is nervous as he doesn't want to see her...
Geet is very disappointed and she doesn't know what to do...
He avoids looking into her eyes for the fear of losing his self-control...
Her innocent eyes turn him crazy everytime and they are his weakness...
Geet collects her files and now too both her hands are filled...
She moves towards the door and keeps staring the door...
Maan just realizes his mistake that she oculdn't have knocked the door nor could have opened it...
Maan goes and opens the door for her...
Geet doesn't even turn back to look at him, she just leaves...
Maan feels that he has unnecessarily been rude to Geet...
Poor girl, she has just joined and might have needed some help...
But Maan can't help her, that is impossible, Maan knows that he is losing control over his newly acquired feelings for Geet and whenever she is with him his mind stops thinking and he he is enslaved by her intoxicating beauty...
Maan calls Adi and asks him to help Geet...
Adi helps Geet and Rahul also comes to KC often and is eager to help Geet...
For the next few days Geet is busy with her work and so has no time to meet Maan...
Maan is happy that he has escaped from Geet's bak bak and thinks that he has overcome his weakness...
On the third day Geet encounters a problem in the latest alterations in the plans and Rahul is not here to clear her doubts...
It's something that Maan had modified yesterday and Rahul too thought that it's a good idea...
The plans have to forwarded to Mr.Sharma today...
Geet has forgot about the details Rahul gave her and she needs them to prepare the documents to be mailed to Royal realters...
She asks Adi but Adi didn't know anything about it...
Adi suggests that Geet ask Maan itself...
But Geet is scared to go to his cabin again and she asks Adi to go meet Maan for her...
Adi tells her that Maan will get angry with him if he interferes in other's matters...
Geet has no other go but to face the lion at it's den again...
This time she makes sure she knocks the door without fail...
Maan doesn't expect Geet...
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