'Ek Paheli' Totally Confused. Was that me'

Originally posted by: onlyparijat

I still can't beleive a TV serial hypnotised me, entered in my brain like an intruder, controlled my left side logical thinking and made me think just about it for about six long months,has gone to extent that I do suffer a lot watching it from last two months, waste my precious time in hope of some gud moments and still doing this.

I never thought it wud happen to me that in my forties I will get obsessed with a TV drama and that too when I watched its mid way three epidoes highly reluctantly. From school days I was more interested in Maths Sciences rather than TV or Movies, I used to watch those but was always detached, I wud react emotionally but only for few minutes.The trend remained same in uni days with more movies but just as after exam stress releiver. and post uni-days were so busy, that I wud watch tv /movie sometimes but never soap operas. So what went wrong?

I always think I am very logical person. But when I try to apply my logics to see what was that so attracting in JA, Im totally failed. I know and I sure that will never happen with any other tv soap. But then again my mind get confused why then it happened with JA?

I am also not sure wether I shud feel happy or sad for its extreme;y gud part which obsessed me or the hellish part which I have to swallow as a bitter pill because of my obsession with Parijat &other old memories of JA is not going.

I am unable to solve it. can you?