Though spoilers r already out,but epis lik tonite where one can see tht 11pm slot waale IshRa in full attendance in this 7.30pm slot and they make u fully get lost in epi lik tonite's n involve with chars as if v donno spoilers..!! Tonites epi is undoubtedly one of the best YHM epis n the way DivAn enacted the scenes in thru out the epi gave me the feel of old yhm i ws OBSESSED abt before TRP rog hit this show in full swing in new time slot..!! Tonites epi ws hell emotional...Yet by the time epi ended,i had such immense satisfaction too coz of the way i saw these two dhakkan's love for each other..!!
I will start with Raman's Ishita..!! It ws a treat to see this Ishita whom i hv alwz loved ka cameo appearance gettin extended n v got one more where v saw Raman's Ishita in full swing..I knw her days r counted n she will be back to TRP heroine mode soon,but till then i am njoyin this old ishita ka comeback to bits since last week sat epi..!! Her solo scene of packing clothes n other stuff ws so cute..!! She ws sad he ws goin away..Yet she still had some happiness ka spark left in her coz she thought she would confess her love to him as soon as she will get hold of him before he leave to Singapore..!! Her restlessness to say those 3 magical words to him ws WORTH watch..!! Then when she finally got hold of Raman,she decided to talk to him rite away..She ws keep on trying to talk to him...And he ws keep on trying to avoid her talks.. Her heights of desperation to confess her feelings to him could be felt when she requested to give 2min from his busy schedule for her..!! Loved how she told him on his face tht if he dare to plan to extend the trip,she will catch the next flight n will come to stay with him along with Ruhi..😆😉...She ws actually trying to set stage before saying the 3 golden words..She tried to give him hint indirectly tht hw her life's balance will be lost if hes not there for her by using the same old excuse "for ruhi" tht ruhi can be handled only by him n he can be handled only by her...😆😆...And she calls him tedha medha..look who ws bein tedhi medhi here..😆😆...Seedha bol nahi sakti ki she cant live without him toh bol di apni dil ki baat indirectly by using apni purana jap "ruhi ke liye"..😆😆...Back to scene,when Ruhi came n told Pathak hv come to meet Raman,Ishita got the red alert n decided nw no more beating around the bush...She ws literally ready to say those words directly...But CVs AGAIN WANNA DRAG..😡😡...So CVs made Raman go evn aftr she requestin a lot to stay back...🥱🥱..But but going away from her ws NEVER EASY FOR HIM TOO....So their parting scene @bedroom ws SO EMOTIONAL...DivAn were simply outstanding in those last silent moments of IshRa scene @bedroom..!! But for me the best moment of Ishita's love for Raman which actually touched my heart n made me teary eyed for her aftr long time ws when she told Ruhi tht Raman is leaving many things behind so obviously will miss them..!! Gosh thts it for me...I could feel her immense pain she felt then...The pain of seperation finally hit her n tht ws so visible when she told Ruhi tht Raman is leavin many things behind..Poor Ruhi might hv took the literal meaning..But v all knw at that moment Ishita meant Raman leaving Ishita behind n shes not able to tolerate tht n thtsy she would definitely miss him evry second aftr hes gone...She wanted to be with him or She din wanted to let him go...But she knw na hi she could be with him aur na hi she can stop him from going..The only thing she could do ws MISS HIM n WAIT FOR HIS COMEBACK...!!
Now coming to Ishita's Raman...Raman PLZ STOP MAKING URSELF CRY n us audience too cry...🥱🥱...Y r u doing this to urself?Its such a PAIN to see u DIE EVRY SINGLE MOMENT jabse u took this decision of seperation from Ishita for betterment of her life..!! He now know if Ishita says those golden words of love to hi,he wont be able to stick to his decision...Dhakkan he is or should i say the way ppl made him dhakkan by making him feel hes Mr Wrong for Ishita,hes now trying to avoid evry situation tht might lead to Ishita confessing her love to him jabki ek waqt tha where he ws dying to confess his love to her n wanted to hear same from her too...!! And thts exactly he did in IshRa scene @bedroom..He knew Ishita ws plannin to confess her love to him.. But he just din hv strength to heart it n so he tried to spoil her efforts n ws succesful in it too..!! And tht hurt HIM MORE than Ishita..!! Its NOT EASY...infact its extremely tough to run away from the love of ur life who want to confess their love to u..Yet u hv to backout thinking u r not good for them...He ws already in HELL jabse he took the decision to seperate from Ishita n nw to deny the love which once he wanted to hv ws hurtin him more coz he can instantly see the hurt in her n he being the reason for her hurt-ws again nothing but PAIN for him..But still still only coz he thinks her temporary sadness will be nothing infront of the happiness she would get later if his saaya be wnt there,hes bearin all this SHIT n still stickin to his decision of leaving her...🥱... Back to epi..now the scene which ws HEIGHTS OF Raman's love for Ishita in tonites epi ws last scene..!! Karan bhai's one of best performances in this show ws last scene of tonites epi..!! Gosh he made me cry buckets along with Raman..😭😭😭...Back to scene, Raman ws alone in the bedroom...He ws remembering some wonderful moments spend with Ishita...On a lighter note,i LOVE hw KK scenes r shown whenevr flashbacks r done from Raman or Ishita's part...😆😉...Back to scene...the more he ws rememberin those olden golden moments,the more he ws being both happy n sad at same time..Happy coz he still cherishes those moments n sad coz he feels he wnt hv similar moments with her again once he leaves to Singapore as hes divorcing her..!! After tht he started talking to photo of Ishita...One side of his heart STILL want to be with Ishita n evn confess his love to her..!! Tht ws visible when he told to her photo tht he want to say many things to her,but whenver he see her he dnt hv courage to express abt his haal-e-dil..He repeatedly says he loves her...he loves her very very much...But again says still he hv to leaver her so tht in long run,the happiness on her face as seen in the photo of her to which he ws talkin,is retained..So he says she should marry shani as raman feels shani will give her happiness unlike raman who hv givn her only reasons to be sad...CAN I KILL U RAMAN...Since when u hv started this shani jap?Its HIGHLY OFFENDING to compare urself to tht looser...I so bloody wanted to slap Raman again n tell him on his face ki dhakkan does he got GHAJNI beemari?More than sadness,he hv givn her innumerable reason to be happy...Toh y on earth ws this dhakkan still sayin he nevr giv her happiness?🥱🥱...But again...Raman ko blame karke kya faayda..Jab poori kaaynaat hi yeh saazish kar raha tha to make Raman feel hes THE MOST WRONG CHOICE of life partner for Ishita then such BS Delusional talks frm Raman r expected...🥱...Nywz back to scene...With tears in eyes n with heavy heart he told to Ishu's photo tht she must forget him n move on n be happy n when she will be happy somewhere in the world he will also be happy..!! Evn aftr all this delusional hopeless advices he ws givin her,not one he ws able to follow aur na hi he will ever be..And thtsy he cant stop saying again n again how much he loves his pagal madrasan..!!
Gosh such epic emotional epi..To conclude i can say IshRa's love for each other in current condition esp the way it ws shown in tonites epi can be summarized in this song line of the song-"Ishq Bina" from the film "Taal"...
^^Yes both of them dont realise whether the love they feel for each other is a pain or is it cure of pain..The immense pain both feel for each other is coz they r in love with each other..But tht same pain can be cured if tht same love they feel for each other,is conveyed to each other n hv a heart-to-heart talk too..😃😃...!!
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