Arshi SS: Jhukaa Aasmaan (COMPLETED) - Page 36

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Jhukaa Aasmaan Part 20

She sat there crying for long time. She couldn't understand what to do. She knew Arnav Ji is here. She can feel his presence. She wants to go to him. She wants to check whether he is fine or not. She wants to ask about his health. But she can't. When she remembers his words, before leaving with Aman, she can't go. She doesn't have strength to face him after whatever he said. She can't give any tension or pain to him, can she? And most importantly she promised him that she won't cross his path in his life, she won't disturb his life, she will never ask for him to come back to her and she will keep that promise. She never wanted to make it difficult for him. If she goes to him, he might talk with her, he might help her, but he can't be with her, because she knows that he is in relation with Lavanya. She doesn't want to create any problem in their lives for her happiness.

She decided, she decided that she will keep her promise - for Arnav Ji, for NK Bhai, and for her, for her health, for her heart. She knew, if he comes to her, she can't let him go this time. She already lost him. If he comes then she might not let him go. Then she might ask him to stay with her, which she doesn't want to happen. If she asks him, and then what if he thinks she is selfish? She is not selfish, at least not in the matter of Arnav's happiness. She sighed deeply and left to attend one child brushing her thoughts about Arnav Ji.

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"Relax ASR... let's meet Bhabhi first, then we will think about her reaction. Just relax... and I don't think Bhabhi will like this weak ASR"

"Aman... what if she is angry on me?"

"You deserve that ASR. Sorry if I hurt you. But whatever you said to her, I'm sure it had hurt her badly. But at the same time, I don't think she will be or she can be angry on you. For now, you just relax and prepare yourself for talk with her in normal peaceful mode. If Bhabhi is not ready I think we can take help from NK" Aman tried to make Arnav understand the situation.

Arnav entered the hospital along Aman, with thudding heart. His eyes automatically searched for the person, his heart craving for. But to his disappointment his eyes couldn't find her. When they found one nurse, both rushed to her to ask about Khushi

"Sister, can I meet Ms. Khushi?" asked Arnav.

"Mr. Arnav!!! How are you? I'm glad that you are here" said very excited nurse.

Controlling his frustration and irritation he answered the nurse and asked about Khushi. But before she could answer one voice answered them

"No, you can't meet her" said NK

Both Arnav and Aman looked at NK with mixed emotions.

"NK" saying Arnav hugged NK with so much happiness "How are you NK?" asked Arnav

Not able to disappoint him, NK also hugged him back and answered "I'm fine Arnav Ji. How are you?"

"I'm fine NK... I am here to meet Khushi. Can I meet..." he was cut by NK's firm voice

"NO... you can't. Sorry to say... please stay away from her. Whatever happened to her till now, that's enough for her. Her heart is not in a state to take any more heart breaks. Sorry... but you can't meet her" he is not harsh but firm.

Both Arnav and Aman got shocked hearing NK's words. They never ever expected this rejection from NK. They thought he will help Arnav in getting Khushi.

"NK... you are misunderstanding me. I won't hurt her; in fact I can't hurt her. I'm here for..."

"Do you know what she went through after you left? Do you have any idea what state she crossed after losing you once? Do you know how much treatment she took to come back to the state she is in now? Do you know what effect your last words had on her? Do you know how much she is hurt? She never ever tried to use you or your money. But whatever you said, I can never ever forgive you for your blunder Arnav Ji. You never knew about her love, how much she is crazy for you. She is just... leave it... you can't understand. See Arnav Ji... I really respect you, because Khushi respects you. But that doesn't mean I will allow you hurting my sister. I won't let you to meet her. You can go now. If you want you can meet Dr. Alex and please leave" this time NK is little harsh on Arnav. He is scared of Khushi again getting hurt. He saw all the worst situations Khushi faced. He never wanted her to experience again all those situations alone.

Aman easily noticed the rising anger in Arnav. He held Arnav's hand to control him and said to NK "NK... I know why you are saying all these. I can understand your fears and love towards Bhabhi. But trust me, ASR really needs Bhabhi. Just give him a chance to talk with her. If she is not ready to go with him or forgive him, then I will take him from here and I can promise you that he will never disturb Bhabhi again. Please NK. Just one chance..., if not for us, for Khushi Bhabhi. She deserves to be happy"

"I'm sorry... I don't want to take risk anymore. I can't trust anybody on Khushi. You can go now" that is the big blow for Arnav's anger. He lost the control on his anger and blurted out

"Who the hell are you to say this? What right you have in her life?"

"I'm her only family she has" NK is not ready to give up

"She is a damn orphan. She doesn't have any family. I'm her family, nobody have any right on her. SHE IS MINE... YOU JUST BACK OFF" shouted Arnav.

"Don't dream Mr. Arnav Singh Raizada. She was never your family and she will never. You just get out from here before I call the security" NK shouted back equally. Everybody came there after hearing the argument.

"How dare you NK? How dare you say that? She is mine... nobody can change that" Arnav held NK's collar.

NK turned to Aman and said "This is the reason I can never accept him to meet Khushi. She is innocent. She can never handle this anger. She needs love, she needs care, and she needs proper support which Arnav Ji can never give her. So, please leave from here. I can't let you meet her. Just think that you never met her. Please leave..."

Before Aman or Arnav can say anything they heard a little whisper like voice

"Bhai...?"

Both Arnav and Aman shocked to see Khushi's condition. Arnav heart stopped beating for few seconds seeing Khushi's lifeless appearance. She lost all her charm and glint in her eyes. Even though he saw her clearly only for some time, he still remember her full of life state. Her voice lost that enthusiasm. He can clearly understand what his words and absence did to her. He can clearly understand how his departure affected her.

"Khushi...!" Arnav whispered

Aman shocked to the core to believe the person in front of him is indeed Khushi. He never expected Khushi will become lifeless. His eyes got moist seeing Khushi's state. That is the moment he understood Khushi's love for ASR. That is the moment he understood what is ASR in her life. That is the moment he understood what place Arnav had in Khushi's heart. That is the moment he understood how lucky Arnav is to get this pure and innocent love. He silently prayed god, to give Khushi wonderful life. She deserves all the happiness, love and care in this world, isn't she?

"Doll... Why are you here? Do you need anything?" asked NK

"No Bhai... I just heard your voice in high volume. So, came here to check with you. What's wrong Bhai?"

"Nothing dear... you go inside and take rest. I will come there and talk with you" ordered NK

Khushi looked at Arnav and then at NK pleading for the permission to talk with Arnav. But seeing NK's firm expression, she left from there dejectedly looking at the floor. Arnav ran to her and held her upper arm to stop her

"Khushi..." his voice is completely new to everyone including Arnav "Khushi... what's wrong with you? Why are you looking this vulnerable?"

"Doll... you go inside, I will handle here" said NK

Nodding her head Khushi left from there controlling her uncontrollable love, pain and hurt. She almost ran inside the room and closed the doors. She sat with a thud on the floor and cried her heart out.

"What the hell is this NK? How dare you to send her from here when I was talking with her?"

"Aman... Take him from here. Please... I don't want any ruckus here in hospital. If authorities come to know about this, it will be difficult for Khushi. Please take him" said NK before leaving from there to console his sister. He knew her state; he can understand her pleading eyes to get one chance to talk with her Arnav Ji. But he knew what to do for her and what is good for her. So, he denied the permission with unspoken words which she understood clearly. He felt sad and proud for his sister's love for him and Arnav at the same time.

Arnav and Aman couldn't understand what just happened. Aman thought to talk with NK separately. Before Arnav create any problem there with his anger, he took Arnav away from there to their car.

Arnav mind couldn't forget Khushi's face. He never expected her to be in this worst condition. He felt like killing his own self for saying those words to her and hurting her. He closed his eyes while sitting on the bench in the hospital premises. He can understand how much she needed him and how much she wanted to talk with him. He knew, if NK wouldn't stop her, she would have ran to him. He can see that desperateness in her eyes to talk with him. He felt bad for not being with her when she needed him most. His eyes got filled with tears guessing her situation after he left her. He remembered her love and care towards him, he remembered everything about her. Tears flow from his eyes shocking Aman.

"ASR?"

"I did a blunder Aman. She is innocent; I shouldn't have said those words. She is desperate to talk with me, to come to me. But she is scared of getting hurt. She is stopping herself, because she doesn't want to get hurt again. She is in vulnerable state Aman. I had hurt her to the core. My words killed her, but not her love towards me. Do I really deserve that pure innocent love Aman? Didn't she deserve the happiness in her life? Can I give that happiness to her? Will she be happy with me? I can't hurt her Aman. I really needed her in my life. I really wanted her to be happy in her life. Please Aman... trust me... I'm not a bad person Aman. It's my experience which made me rock. I love her Aman. She is my life. Now I know her importance. I will give whatever she needs, she wants, she asks and mostly she deserves - the pure love, care, respect and support. I will become her everything Aman. Trust me Aman... please help me. Help me in get back my Khushi. Please help me in making NK understand that he can trust me on his sister's safety. She is his sister, but she is my life Aman. Please help me..." Arnav cried his heart out. Not able to console Arnav, Aman hugged him tightly and shed tears.

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"Doll"

"Bhai..." Khushi ran to her brother and hugged him tightly crying her heart out "What's the need for him to come here Bhai? Why did he come here? Please Bhai help me. Either I don't want to lose him or I don't want him to be with me. I don't want him to feel suffocated; I don't want to create any problems in his life. I don't want him to feel burdened about me. I want him to be happy Bhai. I can live anywhere in the world in any situation when he lives in happiness. If he is sad, then I can't live anymore Bhai. Please make him understand and send him away. If I go before him, I can't let him go. I promised him that I will never cross in his life and will never contact him in any matter. Please Bhai... ask him to leave from here ASAP. Please..." she expressed her feelings towards her Arnav Ji to her brother.

Seeing his sister in this worst situation, NK felt bad. He never saw her this much crying even after loss of her parents. That time she took the support from Arnav indirectly. But now, when she is going to lose Arnav itself, it's really difficult for her to stay alive. He can understand how much she is suffering inside her heart. Closing his eyes with determination NK said "Shh... Doll... don't cry dear... He already left. everything will be fine. I will make everything fine. If you want him to go away then I will make sure he will go. Don't worry... I'm here for you" he will give what his sister asked him. She is his priority. He made her take her medicine prescribed by Dr. Jayson, as he knew her mental condition. After making sure that she is somewhat okay, he left from there to check with his patients. He asked one nurse to be with Khushi.

When he is leaving to his cabin, he saw Arnav in garden sitting on the bench. He went to them to ask them to leave. But when he reached them he heard everything Arnav said to Aman. He saw how Arnav cried like a kid craving for his mother. He couldn't believe that the mighty Arnav Singh Raizada crying like that on his employee's shoulder. He felt his head spinning. He held his head and sat there on another bench. He looked at Aman who is consoling Arnav. When Aman meet his eyes, he kept his card on bench and signalled Aman to call him. Seeing Aman nodding his head NK left from there.

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Chapter 21


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papom Arshi. i wish they could meet and talk to each other.

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poor arshi crying and feeling hurt
good thatnk saw arnav crying like baby
nay be now he allow him to meet khushi

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