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Hey there people I m samrajya laxmi wati also known as Sam or texie and this is my os on Anushka and Rajat . This one is after Rajat gets engaged to Anushka .
AnuRaj os - Agar tum mil jhou
Anu POV
I still don not get it ! Divayani loves Rajat and they are getting married . Divayani is happy and I sacrificed my love for her happiness for my sister happiness so why am I feeling so sad ? Why can not I just move on with the time and its changes ?
Maybe because I truly love Rajat . But this feeling that I have , need hey to suppress this cause no use of this . Come on Anu come on u got to forget him .
But can I ? Can I forget those memorable time I spent with him ? His love, can I just like that forget it ?
I do not know if I can but will have to cause my sister loves him and I love her too , so if I want her to be happy I have to do that . Leave him ! That's it !
And what happens if he is not mine? He will still be mine in my dreams and thoughts . Though today I may not get him but I have got more than enough , I have got the beautiful memories of him and that is god grace to me .
But if only once , once I could have him with me forever then ...
Stop oh damsel ! Let your heart not rule your brain , let his words not drive u insane !
Numb I sit , drying my eyes
To escape his hauntings, in vain I try ! But yet he remains silent though knowing what i feel , his love , my broken heart still loves to conceal ...
...
Rajat POV
I tired my best to look happy . Though from outside I look happy as if I won the World Cup but inside , gods know what I feel inside me . The inner conflict going under my skin is too much . It is killing me . But I need to do this accept this conflict for rest of my life . Just for ...just for my love , my life , my Anu .
Right ! If only she was mine ! I understand it . She loves her sister so is sacrificing her love for her but me why m I doing this ? Maybe for her . For her sake . Though I know that she too is not happy about this .
It kills me whenever I see her looking blank at me and Devayani . My face turns grave but ...but I got to tolerate this right ? Tolerate for the rest of my life ...only I ask why ?
...
Kuch kam hai roshan roshani
Kuch kam gili hai barish hai
Kuch kam leherati hai hawa
Kuch kam dil meh hai kwayeshe
Anu sat alone in the terrace far from the celebration going on wiping her tears .
"I love you Rajat ! I love you "she said aloud not knowing that a pair of eyes filled with tears was witnessing this .
---TBC---
Hope I like it and feel free to comment or criticise me .
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