Before you accuse me of having time to make these posts and not having for updating my stories, lemme make one thing clear.
I made this post 2 weeks ago as I knew I wouldn't be able to write today due to exams.
So I'm innocent, okay?
I'll keep this as short as possible.
It's 21st November and 11:30 PM.
Which has marked the Intehaa of our Beintehaa.
Pree had rightly said, "Everything comes with a time span."
And so did Beintehaa.
So what if the name was Beintehaa?
Yet, it had an Intehaa, a limit.
Once upon a time there was a December 30, 2014.
And then there was November 21, 2014.
It had a limit which was so limited.
So limited.
We cannot even believe that this is the end. That it's over.
I was listening to the title track a few days back, and the video showed pictures of the launch party.
My heart broke into tiny tiny pieces looking at those pictures.
And I thought 'That was the beginning, and today, today is the end.'
I cannot forget the Ibtedaa. Nor the Intehaa.
And all the days in between...flew. Flew away like a rocket in the night sky. [No pun intended 😆]
I'm so overwhelmed that I do not know what to say.
I just know that that momentary joy, that transient happiness, those short lived smiles are something which have been etched into my heart forever.
I'm not going to cry because it's over.
I'm gonna smile. SMILE because this wonderful all kinds of beautiful thing happened to ME.
And I'm grateful to Beintehaa for coming into my life.
I'm grateful to the writer of this article 'Qubool Hai Doomed By Beintehaa As Fans Shift Their Loyalties!'. Not because I believe in it. But because this article made me jealous enough to watch the show and see what the hell is there in it which makes people say such things.
I'm grateful to someone, I do not know who, who had this ZaYa siggy in her dabba with the dialogues:
"Perfect kaise ho sakta hai? Tumhari pehli choice toh mein tha."
"Zain Abdullah, meri choice? Never."
This cuteness overloaded dialgoue broke my ice and I realised I HAD to see this show.
Maybe our show wasn't on the top 5 in the TRP charts.
Maybe it did not contain the melodrama audience (read aunties) wanted.
Maybe it was just a simple and pure lovestory.
Maybe that's why it was different.
Maybe that's why it was beautiful.
Colors can pull BI off air.
But, I will not say goodbye.
Because saying goodbye means going away.
And going away means forgetting.
I cannot AFFORD to forget those beautiful memories.
Not now.
Not EVER.
This forum is the BEST forum I will ever come across.
I got SO much here.
I would've actually someday burst with the intensity of my feelings if I had not had you people to share them with.
Beintehaa was the reason we came together 'once upon a time.'
Let's make it the reason we 'lived together happily ever after' as well.
Hoping to see you more on this forum.
Otherwise, until we meet again.
p.s.- If I have unintentionally hurt anyone of you, my sincere apologies. Forgive me, please.
p.p.s- This was as short as possible. I can go on and on, you know?
Much love as always,
Isha/ Sabrina ❤️
Edited by SabrinaMalik - 11 years ago