Originally posted by: sohara
Episode-303
Arnav is astonished to hear Anjali's complain. It's not palpable to him, why he will lie to her! Anjali says that everything has changed since he got married.
What an obnoxious thought! Anjali once desperately wanted him to marry and now telling he has changed after marriage. Anjali is like some narrow minded MIL who wants their son crawls behind their back with a pacifier in his mouth. Rather getting happy to see her brother in love, she is envying him. Just because the fake love of her life has gone! Anjali actually baffled me.
Arnav retorts, nobody can ever come between them.
"You are the most important person of my life and will remain so forever."
I didn't like it what he said. I would rather be happy if he would've said, she is one of the most important person. My question now, where Khushi stands then! So far I know a person's priority changes in every stage of his life except mother. When Arnav will be a father his baby will also be the most important person of his life. I am not saying that as Khushi entered in his life he should give less importance to anjali. But he can give equal importance to both Anjali and Khushi and he also does so. But just to pacify his imbecile sister, he lied.
Anjali smiles sardonically as if he is lying. She starts again,
"Time has changed, since then when you stopped answering me." she indirectly is accusing him for getting Shyam out of the house.
Arnav says in repartee,
"Nothing has changed. I married Khushi because of you. I didn't marry Khushi, because I was in love with her. On that night she came to this house as my wife just because of you, because of your child. Because I thought that she was associated with Shyam. When I married her I didn't love her. I started to love her after I got married."
pause: His statement was partially true. He sure married Khushi on that night to save Anjali's marriage, but he didn't love Khushi, this statement was It was a blunt lie. How he delineated to Anjali his relationship with Khushi, actually made all his pervious actions misleading. We already discussed about this matter so many time, but still I can't resist to speak up.
If there was no love in their relationship then, iss pyaar ko kyaa naam doon, the name is wrong, where love was always there in between this star crossed lovers. That's why the word pyaar was there from the very beginning. And the concept was nafrat paas ane na de and Mohabbat door jaane na de. If he denied the mohabbat, then the whole story is based on a delusion!
If Arnav didn't love Khushi then he wouldn't marry her, just compelled her for six months live in.
If he didn't love her he wouldn't keep her pearls in their first encounter.
He wouldn't run to rescue her in the guest house.
He wouldn't save her from a running car.
He wouldn't be desperate to talk to her when she was leaving the town.
He wouldn't get lost when he came near Khushi's house.
He wouldn't make sure she was fine after leaving her in the mid of the road.
He wouldn't be in compunction every time after misbehaving her.
If he didn't love her then he didn't keep her anklet in the sacrosanct place of his heart,
He wouldn't want to kiss her being in a relationship with another woman,
He wouldn't beat the goons to death just to push khushi a bit.
He wouldn't bring a truck full of leaf plates and became a waiter for her.
He wouldn't dance passionately with her on Payash sangeet.
He wouldn't bring bangles for her
He wouldn't be restless not to find her in the night of havan.
He wouldn't say what gonna happen to him if he would've lost her.
He wouldn't be jealous with NK for flirting Khushi
He wouldn't kiss her lovingly by the poolside.
He wouldn't insert two silver coins in the chamko detergent packet to make her smile.
He wouldn't keep starring at her all the time in front of his girl friend.
Her tears wouldn't affect him.
He wouldn't put the bindi on the mirror.
He wouldn't flirt with her all the time during Payash wedding.
He wouldn't punish himself when he heard she got engaged with someone else.
If he didn't love her a smile wouldn't glint in the corner of his mouth to hear khushi's break up.
He wouldn't break up with Lavanya. Even he didn't let Lavanya come close to him, cuase by that time he already became Khushi's.
Above all he wouldn't come to the terrace to confess his love to her.
But capricious destiny played another game and his love transformed to hate. But in spite of his immense hate he still loved Khushi, that's why he almost uttered his feeling in the guise of ranjha. and trusted her without ant proof.
Just to please his petulant sister, Arnav lied. We didn't feel good, but Anjali's visage looks peaceful to hear this. Arnav continues,
"Did you remember once you said that a girl will come to my life, without whom, I will stop breathing."
Anjali is surprised that he still remembered this. Arnav lies down on Anjali's knees and says her gently, "that girl is Khushi, without her, I feel that I can't breath. But it happened. I love her so much and I also love you di."
He now looks in her eyes, "because of her my relationship with you will never change. So don't think like that or even say that."
Anjali assents, she is happy now, because Arnav gave her more importance than Khushi. She will never say that. She kisses him on his forehead and both the siblings hug each other.
Khushi is trying to assuage nani, that Arnav came back, because his meeting was really cancelled. After what just happened a while ago, she is now thinking he shouldn't come back. Sitting on the ground and holding nani's hand Khushi is defending her husband,
"Whenever di sees me she gets upset. And now she will misunderstand Arnavji too because of me. Naniji, di thinks whatever wrong is happening is because of me and somehow she is correct. Whenever I try to do something good, it always gets wrong."
Her woes and frustration reflects in her voice. I felt a terrible pang for her. She is in such imbroglio that her whole in laws are upset with her.
Nani is a very smart woman. She tries to defend her grand daughter deftly, that whatever happened today, because of that Anjali became weak and but Khushi is not responsible for this.
"You and chottey are married now. So it's inevitable that you spend time with each other. Don't misunderstand anjali. She never hated you. Before your marriage she was happy with your involvement with chottey and always wished that you and chottey stay together."
Khushi feels good to hear this.
Things are getting better between Akash and Payal also. She apologizes for screaming and spurting out her frustration, she did, because she was feeling bad, she was trying to meliorate the situation, cause she is also upset for the unpleasant situation of the house.. She begs him not separate her from the family. Akash also thinks to forget all the animosity and give a new start of their relationship. He requests her not to do any such thing again. Payal becomes apologetic again and Akash says, he is not asking for excuses, he just wants not to do such mistake again. Payal assures him, she will not break his trust.
Khushi is in deep slumber, looking just like an angel in repose. Arnav looks enamored to see the sleeping beauty. His tension dissipated after talking to Anjali, he looks in succor. He is talking to dormant Khushi, actually he is in soliloquy.
"khush, di is not upset any more. Everything will be fine. I promise."
A blaze of triumph sweeps through him and he becomes a bit naughty.
"today you lost your challenge Khushi Kumari Gupta Singh Raizada. You came running into my arms. Now you have to accept me as your husband. But one thing is sure that when you are asleep, it becomes so easy to talk with you."
IPK's title song jo pehele... starts to play in the BG. Arnav removes the stray tendrils of hair from her forehead what escaped from her braid. His face suffuses with a sweet smile to see the ethereal beauty sleeping. She is actually looking so sweet. He keeps his hand on her beautiful creamy hand. Comforted by the warmth of her hand against his hand, he immediately succumbs in somnolence. His countenance alit with a glimmer of smile to be with his loving wife, what encompasses his soul like a soothing salve.
Pause: this hand holding sleeping position is too sweet, feels like friendly kind, not lover's kind. The lovers or husband wife should sleep snuggling to each other; their body should be entwined together. Or moreover their relationship is now in some level that they should consummate also. I loved his animal magnetism on the previous episode, so expected some moves from his side. But this sweet hand holding act actually is not suiting ASR's personality.
New morning arrived and Khsuhi came with her new plan. She is talking on the phone in front of nani and saying loudly that buaji's health is not well. Nani gets worried. Khushi wants to go to see bua. Nanii assents immediately, not only that she also wants to go with her. How can Khushi take her where she is lying to get out from Shantivan. Khushi tells hae, she should stay home beside Anajli. She thinks she should go alone. She requests her not to tell anything to Payal, because she will be worried. Arnav came from jogging right then. Khushi avoids him and goes inside the room. Nani says him about bua's health, what makes arnav worried too. How caring son in law he is! Nowadays who cares so much for in laws!
When Arnav enters the room, he straight goes to the closet to get his clothes and gives to Khushi to pack also along with her, "I'm also going with you." Khushi says, he should stay with di. Without any fuss Arnav agrees. He is thinking practical; right now he can't just leave the house with Khushi where Anjali is vulnerable. Poor man! trying to balance his love and attention for two ladies equally.
He gives her a packet, "I hope..."
"chane..." her favorite munching snack makes her frolic.. The delight on her face makes Arnav happy as well.. Khushi starts to eat and Arnav intends to talk. When he utters Khushi, she turns in a jolt and some chana spill on the floor. She gets down to pick those. Arnav also goes down along with her, both start to gather the scattered chana. Arnav comes to his flirtatious mood again with his eyes gleaming with mischief .
"Khushi kumari Gupta Singh Raizada why did you have to kneel down? You could acknowledge me your husband like that." He smiles quizzically. Khushi dithers to recall what she said on the other day, that if she runs into his arm she will accept him as her husband. Arnav waits for her answer but she prevaricates to answer, instead she bids bye to him meekly. She doesn't forget to thank him for the chana. She smiles at him sweetly before leaving, what makes Arnav's heartbeat haywire.
Khushi is all ready to leave. Payal is upset, why she didn't tell her about bua's sickness. Khushi thinks she should stay here beside everybody. She again apologies for prying in her life. Payal already forgave her baby sister, so she cares her lovingly.
Anjali looks a bit normal after her last night conversation with Arnav. She asks Khushi about bua. To see her talking with Khushi Arnav feels good and Khushi is simply delectable. She tells her about bua's high BP. anjali tells her to eat breakfast before going. Khushi feels immense gratitude in her heart to get positive vibe from her. She comes to hug her I guess. But Anjali avoids her and goes to her room to rest. So the grudge is till there inside her heart. She still couldn't accept that Khushi was innocent.
Nani gives laddoo for bua, she will feel better after eating these. She consoles her not to worry, buaji will get well soon. Her tears remind her of her last visit to GH for few days along with Arnav. That day also her eyes were teary. Khushi hugs her and says that she will miss all of them. Akash and mami also come to bid her bye. But as always mami talks her irreverently, she tells her as she is going to her maternity home, she does not need to come back. Arnav gives her a glacial stare to hear such mean talk. She can understand that she actually has hurt her dear arnav bitua, so she twists her words, "I mean live there as much as you want."
Khushi gets really upset to hear her insolence. In return she just tells her to stay well and bids bye to akash too.
NK tells Arnav to drop her. Khushi refutes, she will manage. NK retorts if she denies then Arnav's heart fhoot jayega, he mends toot jayega. he adds, "see, he already closed his laptop" Arnav chides him to stop talking nonsense.
Nani says Arnav will drop her home. Khushi though wanted to refuse, but can't antagonize her, as she respects her a lot.
After reaching bua's house Arnav tries to console Khushi for not to worry, buaji will be fine. Khushi looks at arnav with compassion. A strong pensive expression lurks in the depth of her eyes. Arnav anticipates something is wrong. He asks her, did anything happen. "You were quiet all the way. Look around, see what is going on." he tries to remember what she sang last time when she visited GH with him, " what did you sing last time, aaj mousam hai suhana...what the, what the what the." He wants to see the zealot Khushi back again. A mlange of turbulent emotions and feelings is crackling in her mind's cauldron. Her eyes are getting moisten, cause she knows their life are taking divergent path, she will not come back to him. Arnav says he will not try to alleviate her mood. He delicately holds her chin and tries to read her somber expression. He asks her again, what's' wrong. She utters, buaji. Arnav thinks she is really worried for buaji. Khushi goes to take her bags from the car. Arnav stops her, he will take her bag inside. But Khushi doesn't want him to go inside, because bua and amma will be busy to take care of him and bua will not get rest. Arnav agrees and tells her to take care.
Arnav's heart doesn't want to leave her. so he calls her again 'Khushi tum?" Khushi knows what he wants to asks and she replies, she is fine.
Arnav gets in the car, but Khushi's is heart is heavier than the rain laden cloud.
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