all human.

I swear, I am so effin' done with this night ke I don't even find it within myself to comment of the endlessness of it. I am just sitting here going all 😆 at it. Honestly, this was my face after watching the precap. With rainbows behind me and little fairies giggling around me. In short, the night has me gotten all cuckoo..

(I should change my username to lostmymind I think)

The more this night goes on, the more I marvel at the way it's so heavy for all of them. It's a blow after a blow and as the hours go on, the reactions to it are getting either too drastic or downright illogical. Basically I just want all to shut up, go to their respective room and SLEEEP! For at least 24 hours, don't get out of the bed and sleep it all off. Then get up and react, at least they will make sense then.

Manik's green eye Monster won't let anything happen for Dhruv. The most this breakup will do for Manik is to realize that he just can't function without Nandini anymore. The way he so smoothly steered Dhruv away from Nandini and took it upon himself to drop her home..I was chuckling there. I am astounded by the way all this has happened in one night only. He went on from being all grief stricken to grasping at final chances of engraving her in his mind as he says the final goodbye to him downright and non-guiltily forgetting his promise to himself of letting her go for Dhruv and being, once again, the only person for Nandini. And all this time, Nandini hasn't even been given the proper time to mourn. Manik is just always so there that she has simply given in to the fact that he isn't going anywhere, hence the precap (not gonna talk about it here except just to say ke I am glad for a one day break only. If stretched stupidity is all we're gonna get then Imma enjoy it fully, like a boss 😎 )

I liked how she didn't flinch when Manik hit his hurt hand and just stared at him. Her angry growl, "Why do you always touch me?!" followed by her blank reaction.. aaah! Bliss. Yes, be human Nandini. Take some sadistic pleasure after all that he made you go through. If Manik was being all "I know her" to Dhruv, Nandini was also the same. She knew ke he wouldn't stop pestering her so she just sat in his car and drew away. Manik and Nandini might not know the little things about each other, like their favorite color, food, or little everyday habits. They got attracted to each other for all that deep stuff which mostly gets ignored in aaj kal ke relationships. When Manik was being all knowing in regards to Nandini that she would've gotten off his car, she wouldn't receive his calls, stating that she has some deep self respect and shit, it got me wondering. We get attracted to other person because of the superficial wala stuff, like their music choice is same as ours or they like the same books as us. But unless we know and connect to them on a deeper level, like knowing what makes them tick or what their possible reaction could be to something, and accepting them for that, that relationship doesn't go anywhere. MaNan did that, it was a meeting of souls when they were together. What their shells' preferences were, they wouldn't have mattered much. Had they been together and not gone through this separation, I can so see Manik laughing at Nandini's lack of knowledge about driving followed by him teaching her and Nandini randomly asking for coffee at any time of the day and Manik all attuned to it and obliging of it. Basically, just perfect. And I believe it will be. Because I know they are meant to be, I know they will find their way to each other ultimately. Just like I know ke their souls have met and they are restless for the other half to feel at home. If this whole track is about a MaNan restart, god I hope it is, then it's all about them now connecting on the surface level. Knowing more about the others' normal habits and antics and falling for that...

I've always called Mukti as the most dependent on Fab5 and usually I have said that it a condensing way but today I realized that if she expects Fab5 to always stay the same then she herself also prioritizes them. This time she was all kinds of broken, I doubt it can get any worse than this for her. She was ready to die but one word of knowing that Cabir is hurt and she stopped. This girl has no reason to live for her own. She is alive and breathing only for the sake and due to her friends. Her struggle is every day.. seeing Alya and trying consciously to not associate her with Harshad. She has all the right to be mad and hateful towards Alya, she's just a human. But she fights against it all. Mukti is all shades of weak and strong and God, I want the best for this girl. And the best doesn't come in the shape of a manly man guy who'd sweep her off her feet and never hurt her. But something which would give her the high she seeks from the drugs. A passion like that...I don't see her settling down, not after all this pain. She's so far away from normal. As much as twisted things intrigue me, it would be a bloody tragedy of the worst kind if she gets back with Harshad. God, no. If everyone else's journey is to find a purpose or someone to complete them, Mukti's is to break free. From all this and everything and fly. Away from the hurt and the ease. Like I said, she's all shades of strong and weak and I want her strong to take charge now. Strength to see people in a new light, to forget, to move on, to take the best and leave the rest..

Cabir's mom's reaction was shocking for me but not unbelievable. Being cool is one thing but to be accepting of a social taboo, that's another ball game altogether. I can understand her. She's already a single mom and she has lived all her life to givr her son a life where he wouldn't feel lonely or think that he has an incomplete family life. She is his mother and friend, someone who allowed him to live as he wanted with his friends because she knew that she couldn't provide him everything on her own. Yeah, Cabir has a broken family but unlike others, his only family didn't leave him to his devices only and took an active and supportive part in his life. But that doesn't make Cabir's mom be the most liberal minded person on earth. She let him go free like that so that he wouldn't feel suffocated in the incomplete house of his. Fab5 misunderstood her intentions of being all cool like that. But fact remains, she's everything for Cabir and I would hate it if he's deprived of her. It would be heartbreaking but true as well..coming out comes with all kinds of consequences. Losing the support of the family is the most common one.

All this brings me to the point that CabiNi NEEDS to happen, okay?! Cabir NEEDS Nandini as a friend! And she needs Cabir. These two are fated to be friends AND CVS BETTER NOT FIGHT DESTINY!!!

Chacha and Chachi are the best! God! Murthys are all bursting with adorableness! Nandini sooo needed that cake and hugs. They were assurance for her that she isn't completely alone in the world, there's always family for her. * furiously protects the Murthys* All of them are my babies, okay?!

Navya...tu soti reh. Apne ais dream like reality which only you see, tu uss mein hi soti reh.

1st place on Mais's post.. khushi ke aansu.. perfect way to start the weekend😉

I have been wondering about the never ending night actually.. and deep philosophical metaphors about the night mirroring the 'darkness' in each of their lives aside, on a more irreverent note, what if the biggest reason is simply because we all know Baba has the self control of a toddler.. none at all.. so expecting him to hold out for more than 24/48 hours away from Nandu would be just plain unrealistic..CVs be like, ek raat main duniya bhar ka angst thoos lo kyunki after that, Baba be unstoppable.. balidaan gaya khadde mein 🤣

Also the 'restart' theory for their relationship.. is it really a restart? or merely a 'recap'.. because, if it's a restart then why did all the parallels have to occur in the same night? Why not gradually like the first time? To me, it feels more like Manik being led by fate through all the highlights of their relationship.. all those moments that brought them together in the first place.. so that he can see the consequences of his actions on the ties that bind them together.. and at every step he loses her again.. where in the 'thread' scene she had once stood silently and trusted her enemy to touch her, now in the tent scene she actively pushes away the hand of the man she 'loves'.. and in the argument that follows after, where once they tried to unintentionally guide each other (him telling her not to trust Harshad and her telling him to give up his ego), today they intentionally try to hurt each other (him calling her a naive fool and her calling him a 'mistake' she never wants to repeat).. the first time around, it was she who suggested a break and then selflessly shared his burdens, this time it is she who desperately needs one and he is the sole reason for it.. the first accidental kiss made him aware of his attraction to her.. the second one made him aware of her loss..once she had spoken about another challenging day and how 'we got through it together' but today she says they were never a 'we'.. where once she eagerly answered his calls and came to him every time he asked, today she holds herself apart, never to lean his way again..each reminder like a slap in the face breaking down his walls, gradually wearing away his resistance.. when the night started he was confident in his mask, certain of his ability to keep her at a distance, but by the end of it he has begun to lose himself, the very distance torturing him..

'Blood for tears' he offered her.. 'pain for pain' she matched him..her suffering his, his hurt hers.. she knows that her words can wound him and so she uses them deliberately, effectively stabbing him every moment with the jagged edges of their broken promises..

If Manik is reminded of what he is losing, then the fates are forcing Nandu to acknowledge what she can never lose.. she thinks she has lost her faith.. her heart is broken but every time she wants to give in to the hurt, she finds herself strengthened by his very presence.. her anger fueling her to keep moving.. until she subconsciously accepts that there is no escape from him.. he will always be there..in her eyes as tears, in her heart as hate, in her soul as pain..

I am proud of Mukti today.. fate offered her a helping hand in the nick of time but it was she who found the courage in herself to take it.. the strength to somehow keep going.. the will to fight if not for herself, then for her loved ones.. a reason to live just another night..

Navya.. I pity you, my ignorant one.. you are in for a rude awakening.. may you emerge stronger and wiser from this mess of your own making..

Cabir.. he made a brave decision and I admire him for that.. his mother's reaction.. I absolutely empathize with the need to show this.. having a theoretical open-mindedness towards the concept of 'homosexuality' and an actual acceptance of a homosexual person in real life are two completely different things.. and i am glad that it is being handled this way..
This doesn't just apply to being gay but to almost everything in life.. Cabir's mom has always been depicted as a very understanding and liberated woman.. and yet when the situation demands compassion, her first reaction is angry and prejudiced.. and that is the very basic essence of human nature..when suddenly forced out of our comfort zones, our first reaction is always fearful and defensive.. eventually, I am certain her better nature will prevail, but still, it is the patience and perseverance shown all concerned to achieve that desirable outcome that will give this track its depth and realism..

That is the function of this night.. to make them all question.. are the choices we make really what we want ourselves? Or are the outcomes of those choices and our reactions to them that determine who we are truly are as people?
Is that why retrospection is the best teacher? It tells us our own story after all.. how we got to where we are..

Apologies for all the digression and rambling.. my mind seems insistent on randomness today..

loved ur post.
This show is smthng that trigger u to think. Think about the characters that why they hv done what they hv done. here every single thing that ws shown hs a meaning to it. This show is smthng u want to think about.
W8ng for monday.

Maisu:

Beautiful post..missed your writing btw..coming back to KYY i am in awe with the series and i can already feel how i am gonna remember this show for long , for the beauty of it's characters ( except navya and for dhruv..fingers crossed) and for the sensitive issues it addresses.The never ending night is pretty tiresome but it is also serving as a major platform for n number of things to be developed and progressed.Manik has to be the most confused soul to walk upon earth😆. he definitely needs some introspection...Impulsive manik is still on roll from pushing nandhini away and now to pushing dhruv away from her.His resolve is like written on the waters..its gonna get washed away and soon enough he is gonna find himself in fix of guilt and loss.Poor nandhini needs some air.The situation around her is always too overwhelming and draining preventing her from deciphering the events of the fateful night.She clearly needs a break ...let the dawn bring in some light and clarity to her.So true about cabir's mom ...afterall, all are humans, this is pretty much a blow to her no matter how much she loves him..hopefully she will understand and support him. Mukti is my other favourite ,this night has to be something that should help her move on, she deserves much more and the way she prioritised friendship is commandable.Let this bring out a stronger mukti, a girl who wont need the aid of tablets to survive. To conclude let this night end with a hope of a better and brighter tomorrow...dont mind the random rant...😆

Manik's confusion is all kind of frustrating and endearing.I mean that is my general reaction to the phenomena of boys and stupidity.But it is Baba, so.
I am getting this feeling from Dhruv that he knows something.His conversation with Manik was so weird.I don't know why but I felt as if he was being so casual about Nandini just to get a reaction out of them.
Some part of me wishes that MaNan will take a 'break' and just f**king go to sleep together in Nandu's bed.One might think that it hardly seems realistic that chacha-chachi would agree to that.But, really it might not be them who will have the problem seeing how they are so damn fond of Baba.It will be Nandini.
Which made me think that the best ending to the night would be another slap to Manik the gadha.What the hell? Did you forget how cruelly you broke her heart just hours ago.A cute MaNan scene leading to Nandini realizing how close they are and her getting furious as hell and SLAP!
today we saw the Mukti who is ever ready on the offensive for her friends. She was about to kill herself but news of Cabir being attacked and that too by the guy because if whom she was about to do something so drastic, and she was out of her funk. One order from Manik and she is on it, putting her own situation aside.They really are keeping her alive.
Cabir's mom -- single Mother that she is, it must be so hard and that too with a child like Cabir.I wonder just how much she knows about her son's image and reputation in the collage.Even I think that she is the coolest mom in the lot because she had no other choice.Cabir' Father aside, he has been separated from a brother and that too a twin.She probably feels guilty for how broken his life is.
I actually know a single mother with a gay son, she had this group of ladies with the same situation and somewhere they all thought or felt that this could have been avoided if their children had a male influence.
Cabir's mom might be thinking that it is her fault. If Cabir had his Father and Brother it could have been prevented or something because for her at this point, it is an abnormality.
Can this night get anymore tiring. Blows after blows to everyone and it JUST WONT END.
SERIOUSLY!! SERIOUSLY!! f**k all logic, who cares about freaking logic -- just give me my CabIni already.I crave it and need it.Like, right now.My precious babies need it BADLY too.Ab to bohot hogaya.Showing so much crap which is not needed and depriving us of something which should have been happening like 2 days ago... Can't they see how this ship is meant to sail and sail smoothly and beautifully like a badass HBIC boss...
Absolutely no one but Cabir can be the friend she so badly needs to confide in, share stuff with and someone to give her a fresh new perspective on everything. And NANDU CALLED CABIR HER FRIEND!!WAAAH!!
And only Nandu seems to be the one who is completely OK and comfortable with homosexuality in general.Others are just fine with it because it is Cabir or they are not fine with it as we saw today.

Amazing post!
My favourite part however was "Navya...tu soti reh. Apne ais dream like reality which only you see, tu uss mein hi soti reh." 😆

i have no words for this girl. 🤔

Maisu🤗

Originally posted by: lostmymusic.

I swear, I am so effin' done with this night ke I don't even find it within myself to comment of the endlessness of it. I am just sitting here going all 😆 at it. Honestly, this was my face after watching the precap. With rainbows behind me and little fairies giggling around me. In short, the night has me gotten all cuckoo..

(I should change my username to lostmymind I think)

lostmymind is so apt...gooo for it!!!🤣🤣🤣

The more this night goes on, the more I marvel at the way it's so heavy for all of them. It's a blow after a blow and as the hours go on, the reactions to it are getting either too drastic or downright illogical. Basically I just want all to shut up, go to their respective room and SLEEEP! For at least 24 hours, don't get out of the bed and sleep it all off. Then get up and react, at least they will make sense then.

Even vampires get to sleep at daytime..but looking the way things are going, Manik may make another bahaana (arey Dhruv buddy aa toh gaya but how would you go to college) and give Nandini and Dhruv a lift to Space while keeping a hawk-eye on them and working as a chaperon (or is Dhruv the one working as a chaperon? Right now everything's just so unclear kyunki bahut andhera hain bhaaai😕)

Manik's green eye Monster won't let anything happen for Dhruv. The most this breakup will do for Manik is to realize that he just can't function without Nandini anymore. The way he so smoothly steered Dhruv away from Nandini and took it upon himself to drop her home..I was chuckling there. I am astounded by the way all this has happened in one night only. He went on from being all grief stricken to grasping at final chances of engraving her in his mind as he says the final goodbye to him downright and non-guiltily forgetting his promise to himself of letting her go for Dhruv and being, once again, the only person for Nandini. And all this time, Nandini hasn't even been given the proper time to mourn. Manik is just always so there that she has simply given in to the fact that he isn't going anywhere, hence the precap (not gonna talk about it here except just to say ke I am glad for a one day break only. If stretched stupidity is all we're gonna get then Imma enjoy it fully, like a boss 😎 )

Seriously, Banda just can't control his raging hormones ☢️☺️ Bechari meri Nandini seems to have forgotten to react properly after all this ruckus..if it was me crying my heart out after such a bad breakup and a night (that too with that guy) going on and on since the dawn of time and he who had broken my heart came knocking at my door, true love or not, I might've knocked him out for the night..then chain ki neend for both of us🥱🥱🥱

I liked how she didn't flinch when Manik hit his hurt hand and just stared at him. Her angry growl, "Why do you always touch me?!" followed by her blank reaction.. aaah! Bliss. Yes, be human Nandini. Take some sadistic pleasure after all that he made you go through. If Manik was being all "I know her" to Dhruv, Nandini was also the same. She knew ke he wouldn't stop pestering her so she just sat in his car and drew away. Manik and Nandini might not know the little things about each other, like their favorite color, food, or little everyday habits. They got attracted to each other for all that deep stuff which mostly gets ignored in aaj kal ke relationships. When Manik was being all knowing in regards to Nandini that she would've gotten off his car, she wouldn't receive his calls, stating that she has some deep self respect and shit, it got me wondering. We get attracted to other person because of the superficial wala stuff, like their music choice is same as ours or they like the same books as us. But unless we know and connect to them on a deeper level, like knowing what makes them tick or what their possible reaction could be to something, and accepting them for that, that relationship doesn't go anywhere. MaNan did that, it was a meeting of souls when they were together. What their shells' preferences were, they wouldn't have mattered much. Had they been together and not gone through this separation, I can so see Manik laughing at Nandini's lack of knowledge about driving followed by him teaching her and Nandini randomly asking for coffee at any time of the day and Manik all attuned to it and obliging of it. Basically, just perfect. And I believe it will be. Because I know they are meant to be, I know they will find their way to each other ultimately. Just like I know ke their souls have met and they are restless for the other half to feel at home. If this whole track is about a MaNan restart, god I hope it is, then it's all about them now connecting on the surface level. Knowing more about the others' normal habits and antics and falling for that...

Yep, when Manik said that he knows Nandini it felt like he was trying to negate what Nandini had said in yesterday's epi...ofcourse he knows Nandini..maybe not all those superficial koochie-koo stuff, but they never got the time for that na, the very basis of their relationship had been set on deeper feelings, and I would love to see in (hopefully) near future if/how Manik teaches Nandini to drive a car

I've always called Mukti as the most dependent on Fab5 and usually I have said that it a condensing way but today I realized that if she expects Fab5 to always stay the same then she herself also prioritizes them. This time she was all kinds of broken, I doubt it can get any worse than this for her. She was ready to die but one word of knowing that Cabir is hurt and she stopped. This girl has no reason to live for her own. She is alive and breathing only for the sake and due to her friends. Her struggle is every day.. seeing Alya and trying consciously to not associate her with Harshad. She has all the right to be mad and hateful towards Alya, she's just a human. But she fights against it all. Mukti is all shades of weak and strong and God, I want the best for this girl. And the best doesn't come in the shape of a manly man guy who'd sweep her off her feet and never hurt her. But something which would give her the high she seeks from the drugs. A passion like that...I don't see her settling down, not after all this pain. She's so far away from normal. As much as twisted things intrigue me, it would be a bloody tragedy of the worst kind if she gets back with Harshad. God, no. If everyone else's journey is to find a purpose or someone to complete them, Mukti's is to break free. From all this and everything and fly. Away from the hurt and the ease. Like I said, she's all shades of strong and weak and I want her strong to take charge now. Strength to see people in a new light, to forget, to move on, to take the best and leave the rest..

You spoke my mind seriously. After today's epi, I've become damn sure that this girl can do so much better, wayyy better than Harshad..and that doesn't mean she has to go look for a Prince Charming...I cannot help wonder what her life would have been if Harshad hadn't happened..I bet she would have turned out to be awesomer than Alya. I want her to be that person. It's not easy. But I stronlgy believe she can do it. Today she was this close to killing her, and she didn't. She has the power, the strength to change the bad that's happening to her, she just herself isn't confident about it. I want her to be self-confident. I want her to be FREE.

Cabir's mom's reaction was shocking for me but not unbelievable. Being cool is one thing but to be accepting of a social taboo, that's another ball game altogether. I can understand her. She's already a single mom and she has lived all her life to givr her son a life where he wouldn't feel lonely or think that he has an incomplete family life. She is his mother and friend, someone who allowed him to live as he wanted with his friends because she knew that she couldn't provide him everything on her own. Yeah, Cabir has a broken family but unlike others, his only family didn't leave him to his devices only and took an active and supportive part in his life. But that doesn't make Cabir's mom be the most liberal minded person on earth. She let him go free like that so that he wouldn't feel suffocated in the incomplete house of his. Fab5 misunderstood her intentions of being all cool like that. But fact remains, she's everything for Cabir and I would hate it if he's deprived of her. It would be heartbreaking but true as well..coming out comes with all kinds of consequences. Losing the support of the family is the most common one.

I don't blame her as well. No matter how liberal, it's come as a great shock to her. Her whole life has revolved around Cabir, and as a single mother, she must've tried her best to give Cabir all the happiness in the world. Now she thinks Cabir has gone the wrong way and some way or other she may also feel responsible for it..at least she is not two-faced like Neyonika. In reality, coming out comes with a lot of consequences, mostly bad. If the show had shown Cabir mom hearing it in the middle of a night from his severely injured hospitalized son and being all "Yo gay?Thazz so cool" it somehow would have lost it's credibility to me. For the time being, things are tough for Cabir's mom, I get it. I just wish she gets along soon. (I can't bear that heartbroken 4-year-old-kid look on Cabir's face for long😭😭)

All this brings me to the point that CabiNi NEEDS to happen, okay?! Cabir NEEDS Nandini as a friend! And she needs Cabir. These two are fated to be friends AND CVS BETTER NOT FIGHT DESTINY!!!

Yep..they NEEED to be friends..If CVs try to fight destiny, we won't let them..WE WILL FILE PETITIONS😡 WE WILL TREND CabiNi WORLDWIDE...We will MAKE them let CabiNi happen.

#MakeCabiNiHappen😎

Chacha and Chachi are the best! God! Murthys are all bursting with adorableness! Nandini sooo needed that cake and hugs. They were assurance for her that she isn't completely alone in the world, there's always family for her. * furiously protects the Murthys* All of them are my babies, okay?!

Genes, genes...now I understand where all that muuahness of Nandini comes from❤️ I WANT Chacha Chachi to be in the story after MaNan happens okay? I WANT the teasing chacha-chachi and all PaNi PaNi MaNan. CVs, DON'T make them disappear. LET.THEM.BE.

Navya...tu soti reh. Apne ais dream like reality which only you see, tu uss mein hi soti reh.

I need some sleep. *gives mysteriously fake looking yawns*🥱🥱🥱