Tu Jaane Na.04.11.2014 Episode

Hey everyone,
Another emotional and epic episode, I have to commend both Parth and Niti for their remarkable performance as Manik and Nandini. You both have surely got all of us habituated and obsessed with the show and of course the one and only MaNan. I am very much affected by MaNan and trust me; I have no regrets for that. Parth and Niti, all the best for a bright future, may there be success at every turn of life and all your dreams come true (this wish comes from the bottom of my heart). Words are never enough for me to convey what I feel about MaNan, they have truly become an important part in my life...

Starting off with Cabir and Manik's conversation, Manik's dialogues" you have to let it go...let it go away...be strong...you have to end it." He was saying it to Cabir but we all know that it was his inner feelings (I was crying with him, that how much it hit my heart). When Manik say "mind bana liye hai, mushkil nahin hai, nothing is impossible", there was so much pain in his eyes (Deep down it's impossible for him to let go of Nandini, he is too much attached with Nandini and that is what true love is!!!). Letting go of what you love is always difficult but I believe that if you love something, let it go, if it comes back to you, it is yours forever, if it doesn't then it is never meant to be ( I have started believing this ever since I have watched the movie Ishq Vishq, Amrita Rao says this to Shahid Kapoor in the film).

Harshad, as usual always on my nerves!!! He wants to snatch Fab 5 Musicana dream and break the friendship of Fab 5 (Harshad, in your dreams something like that is going to happen, I can't wait for the day you fall straight to the ground, you will never will win!!!). I am a bit scared though, I think Fab 5 will have to go through various tests and I hope their friendship becomes even more stronger. I wonder what Fab 5 did to Harshad and why he has revenge on his mind when it comes to Fab 5.

Manik thinking of Cabir's words and having flashbacks about Nandini, it was so emotional, I was literally crying bucket loads and the Kal Ho Na Ho background music was making me even more emotional. Manik is such a good hearted person, I know I was crying with him but then again I have to say that I respect him for taking such a large step and choosing his long term friendship over his short term relationship with Nandini (I don't want this but my respect for this guy has increased even more). Then comes the MaNan phone conversation, it was cute and emotional at the same time, I have so many mixed feelings today, I actually don't know what I am feeling. Nandini, her smile and face was glowing showing her true feelings; she truly, deeply, madly loves Manik. Parth, your expression, I am speechless, I have no words to explain how good your acting is (the pain in your eyes and the tremble in your words, felt so real and intense!!!). It was so cute when Nandini says that it's not that I was thinking about you and Manik says I can't get you out of my head. Manik demanding to meet immediately, so intense (I hope to see more passion and intensity of Manik in the future). I loved how Nandini changed Monster Manik to Manik (she is accepting the new phase in her life as now MaNan are officially in a relationship, but why did have to be for such a short time???).

Moving on to the most epic scene of last night, I was so moved by this scene. Nandini telling Manik to go away from her window and Manik looking so lovingly at Nandini and then turning away. Nandini coming down to visit Manik, he says "don't say anything", it was so heart-rending (Parth again, what can I say about your expressions, simply outstanding, how can a character make us cry so much for him?????). Manik holding on to Nandini's hand and then Nandini hold his hand in return (Niti's acting was superb, it so felt like she has fallen newly in love, the shyness and the smile, simply adorable!!!). Manik's "just came to see you" punctured my heart in millions of pieces... The hands separating, my heart sank (Niti's expression while the hands were separating, out of this world, she knew something was not right!!!). Manik looking through the side mirror at Nandini in the car as he is leaving and then stopping the car and the most epic hug till now, there was so much pain, intensity and profoundness (I don't think words will ever be enough to express how I felt when he ran out to hug her). It was so hard to let go of the person he loves the most in his life, the person who means everything to him...Manik crying (main bhi phut phut ke ro rahi thi, I flooded my house with my tears!!!). The Bye just shattered my everything not only my heart. One thing I have realised is that the reason why we hold on to something so tight is because we fear something so great will not happen twice.

At the setting of Musicana, Navya entering and bumping into everyone. Manik and Aaliya's small interaction, Aaliya realising that Manik is nervous before the performance and that has never happened before. Mukti and Aaliya patch up, I loved it, I am so glad Mukti gave up on those pills and Aaliya is a great friend. Nandini entering the college with her jar of fireflies and Manik looking towards her and then looking away (my heart was aching!!!). Dhruv and Nandini's interaction, Manik looking at them and then looking away (There was pain and a slight jealously, Parth, your expressions, simply mindblowing!!! Manik will never be able to let go of Nandini, his heart will never let him and this will happen after he sees Dhruv and Nandini together more often). Manik texting Nandini to meet him (I was so freaked out at this point I wonder what he wants to say to Nandini, I am guessing he is going to break her heart by saying that he made her fall in love with him so that he can take revenge!!!). Cabir and Harshad's confrontation, one thing that I have to say is that Harshad is truly a coward always attacking from behind!!! But then I have to agree with Harshad's statement about Cabir's videos!!! I wonder what Cabir will be choosing, Fab 5 or love ???????? Raghav's resignation letter, I wonder what he is up to??? Is it only so that he can be with Cabir or is there something more???

The last MaNan scene, Nandini waiting for Manik and speaking to her fireflies, Nandini should tell him what the fireflies mean to her only then I hoping that Manik may stop himself from sacrificing his love (I don't think this will happen). Manik arrives and catches the jar of fireflies falling out of Nandini's hands and the flashback of their first interaction (Manik remembered, the fireflies glowing, MaNan's love is true love and there is no doubt in that!!!) All I have to say is that everybody wants happiness, no one wants pain but you cannot have a rainbow without a little rain. Happiness will be there at the end but for the time being we have to get wet in the rain (MaNan's separation).

Parth and Niti your expression in the episode were fabulous (by the way, both your expressions are always superb!!!). Parth, you are a tremendous actor and I know you will reach the skies. As for Niti, your expressions seemed so real, your glowing face seems like you are so in love, superb acting. Thank you once again for giving us MaNan, words are not enough for me to express what you both mean to me.

The precap, Shaan's performance, Fab 5 performing to Aao Na from Haider, loving it. Manik's entry, a true rockstar (by the way Parth is looking so hot in black, love it!!!). Cabir is also playing the drums, so I guess he chose friendship over love (I really hope that Nandini saves Cabir form getting exposed and then Cabir and Nandini's relationship improves and they become good friends). I am dying to see tonight's episode, I am guessing that something may happen to Manik and then Nandini will reveal her feelings for him out of worry in front of Fab 5 and NH3!!!

Sorry for such a long post as usual, apologies if anyone disagrees, purely my thoughts and views. Overall I am heartbroken but I have not lost my hope in MaNan, they are the reason for my involvement with KY2 and so my hope for MaNan's togetherness will never die. Please feel free to share your views as I love to know what you think. Finishing my post off with a few lines from the song Tu Jaane Na from the movie Ajab Prem Ki Gazab Kahini.
"Kaise bataayein, kyun tujhko chahe, yaara bataa na paaye.
Baatein dilo ki, dekho jo baaki, aankhein tujhe samjhaye.
Tu jaane na ...

Nigahon mein dekho meri, jo hai bas gayaaa..
Woh hai milta tumse hubahuu..
Jaane teri aankhein thi ya, baatein thi wajaaa..
Hue tum jo dil ki aarzoo...
Tum paas ho ke bhi, tum aas ho ke bhiii, ehsaas ho kee bhi, apne nahi...

Aise hain, humko gile, tumse na jaane kyun.
Meelon ke, hain faasle, tum se na jaane kyun.
Tu jaane na ..."

Poroma.

Love KY2 and especially MaNan to the core!!!