Like my yday epi post - Pyaar Hai Ya Sazaa...Ae Mere Dil Bata!!! ,this topic too i am makin colorless unlike my usual colorful posts coz of heartbroke Manik tonite lik v saw in yday epi n for whom yday too i made coloress topic...!!
Before i say anything for Manik,i want to say...Parth...though this current track is very painful...but this is bringing out THE BESTEST in u as an actor..!! Man what soulful performances yday n tonite..!! I cant pic which ws best-the ones i saw yday or the ones i saw today..!! I want to be naraaz with Manik for his sheer stupid decision of destroying his life n Nandini's life with his impulsive yet so typical decision of him-sacrificin his love for best frnd...But i just cant coz Parth u make Manik's emotional dilemma,his devstated state so so relatable n real tht chaahkar bhi i just cant be mad at him...The only feelin i am hvin nw is PAIN to see this boy so so shattered b/w love n frndship n coz of tht hes making things complicated for him n for two ppl b/w hes stuck-Nandini & Dhruv. n also for us fans...!!
Nywz i am still wishing hope Manik will realise wht mistake hes doing...!! As of now,i dnt want to say anything on future...The scene which made me make this post tonite is tht MOST HEARTWRENCHING HUG i hv ever seen...!!
V saw how Manik ws shattered in yday epi..Tonite he ws TRYING TO MAKE HIMSELF STRONG...But ws MISERABLY FAILING everytime he tried to do..!! In the pretext of saying things to Cabir,Manik ws actually trying to say things to him when he said tht he(cabir thought manik meant him,but here "he" ws Manik himself)should just let it go...He should be STRONGER n then things wnt affect him..So he should just LET IT GO...!! Really Manik-"Let It Go"??...U can NEVER EVER...!! And tht fact sooner or later Manik will realise...!!
Later in the nite,Manik who ws lyin on his bed,ws trying to sleep...But all he could do ws rememberin evry single moment he spend with Nandini..!! Few mins ago,he ws only tellin Cabir to "let it go"...And here he ws HOLDING ONTO HER MORE by remembering all the moments spend with her...!! He tried his best to CONTROL.. But he failed..he failed miserably...And he all want to do then ws BE WITH HIS STAR as he literally needed some PEACE&BREAK from this SELF CREATED DARKNESS of his life for some moments atleast..!! So he called Nandini n informed her tht hes gonna come to meet her and he din care if time ws post 3am in the night..!!
He finally came near her house n the moment he looked at her when she ws standin near the window of her bedroom,this guy felt ALIVE then..!! He ws feelin DEAD literally the moment he took tht worst decision of SACRIFICING HIS LOVE FOR HER..!! And tht same person felt ALIVE again when he saw HIS LIFE..HIS LOVE-Nandini..!! Nandini came down n went near him..!! And wht followed ws totally very emotional..!!
He ws TRYING TO FEEL...TRYING TO CAPTURE evry moment of being with her...seeing her..!! He knws mayb tomorrow,he will loose all these moments coz of HIM ONLY..!! So mayb,evn if tht one last time...He ws trying to LIVE IN THOSE n FORGET EVRTHING..!! One could see he had literally forgotten evrythin for few seconds n ws just BEING HAPPY WITH HER WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING..!! But when Nandu said he should "go" as its very late..he remembered his DARK REALITY AGAIN...!! What she meant ws he should go to home...!! But Manik he connected her statement of "he should go" to Nandini-Dhruv matter n he said in double meanin manner(which obviously Nandini din get as she still hv NO IDEA abt the upcoming tragedy...poor her...)tht shes always right n he should just go n am sure he would hv told in his mind "he should just go from her life" as one could TOTALLY SEE THE PAIN IN HIS EYES...HIS WORDS when he said "i should go"...!! Gosh i ws already in tears seein all those...!! And he sat in car n drove a few steps ahead. n tht too by savouring her image in his mind which he saw via the rear view mirror of his car..!!
I ws surprised when he stopped car immediately..!! I ws lik now what?I had no idea i ws about to visit the most heartbreaking scene tonite..!! He came out of the car and RAN TOWARDS HER LIFE N TOOK HER INTO A BONE CRASHING HUG...😭😭😭...And THATS IT...More than Manik,i felt my heart break into pieces seein THIS EXTREMELY SHATTERED MANIK in tht hug scene...!! HE DID NOT WANT TO GO AWAY FROM HER..!! Tht hug,his tears(unknown to Nandini still then)-evrythin ws crystal clear tht how BADLY...HOW TERRIBLY...he want to hold onto her FOREVER...!! Seperating her from him hv bcome something lik seperating something a part of his life,his body from him..!! Thats where the intensity n depthness level of his love for her hv reached...Shes in him...Shes his oxygen to breathe LITERALLY n without her hes NOTHING...!! And v can already see tht the way he hv bcome a shattered soul on the thought of goin away from her..!! So today when he tried to keep her to himself as if NOT WANTING TO LET HER GO anywhere n NOT WANTING HIMSELF to let her go from himself ws a proof tht how much much he hv went ahead in this journey of love..!! Manik how r u evn goin to LIVE aftr all these man?I dread the situation nw Nandini also will come to knw all of this..!! Gosh hell emotional days ahead..!! But the only postiive thing which will give me strength to withstand this emotinal phase of MaNan would be THE LOVE i hv seen in these two..That love WILL MAKE A WAY...!! And the end result will be evn more stronger...evn more deeper relation of MaNan..!!
To conclude i can say...Manik today really felt something from himself is going away on realising wht his one decision of sacrificing his love for her will cause him..!! He feels its all over...Yet-the hopeless in him-still wishing for miracle and thts wht v could see the way he ws hugging her tightly as if his entire life ws dependant on tht moment...!! He ws living his dream n nightmare together...Dream like feeling of being with her n hving her in his arms n showering his love on her n feelin her love on him n hence v saw him huggin her tightly and at the sametime the nightmare reality of he leavin her for dhruv made him kill evry second n hence the tears v saw in his eyes while huggin her..!! So for Manik's current condition esp the hug scene,this is the line from the song-"Tujhe Bhula Diya" from the film-"Anjaana Anjaani" i want to dedicate to Manik as it perfectly summarizes Manik's haalat of leaving Nandini...!!