I found Myself at the edge where Two Roads Diverges and I Cannot Travel both .Its Between LOVE and Friendship. Which Road Should I follow? The one Which is Less followed Or The one which is followed most?.The toughest Decision Of my Life.The Toughest test i ever faced because Both are very essential part of My Life.Its like To choose Between Heart and Brain.And If i have to choose Anyone among them I'm going to lose my life for sure.I need to find Alternative so that i can Carry both of them Together.
Lets See How Life Unfolds Its Next page.
Soon after Dhruv Confessed That He loves Nandini and that he is going to propose Her.I found Myself Dumbfound .I couldnt react .Should I be Happy Or Sad?.I never saw him so Happy and excited Ever before.Never before.He is my bestfriend My friend For Life i should be Happy.But No I wasnt .All things Happened in fastforward..i happened To Hate her .Hate her To the core but now I Love her Deeply from my bottom of My heart and I cant deny the Truth ,and If Now I say this truth,Its like Pricking the bubble of my bestie which i cannot .
All i could manage to say was "All the very best dude ,May The Love wins".And i just left.Whole Night i couldnt sleep ,disturbed,Im bothered About Dhruv,Nandini and Myself. Three life at stakes.I donno what New Sunrise will Bring Goood For us .
Next Morning All seems pretty much Busy as It was Musicana . My eyes were Searching For Nandini and she wasnt around and so was Dhruv.
I Was pretty much tension thinking about what must have happened last night between Dhruv and Nandini and it was almost killing me inside.!
Hey manik? Why you seems so Tensed?is everything Alright ?.
It was Concern Mukti asking me and i assured her that Yeah I'm fine and its just that i was Thinking about our performance.
And Then she was there right infront of me smiling wholeheartedly ..waving her hand and soon i was found Mesmerised by her persence .She has That magic to make me dumbfound.
" Hi, Manik..?"
There was no reply from myside as I was totally lost in her Presence.
"Good Morning .Mr not-so-Monster-Manik."
"Haan Haan. Y.E.A.H. Goood...good morning."
"Where you seem lost? Is everything ok?."
"Yeaah! .I'm.. i'm Fine .perfectly fine ."
I wanted To know whether he confessed Or no.I was Restless
"so..Dhruv...?"
i stopped in a half way and i couldnt ask further.
"Dhruv?".
Yeah.Dhruv .. he looks pretty cool in his new look.isnt it?
"Yeah. He looks cute..I like Him."
"A...n...d...M.e? ."
"Y.o.u...?"
There was blush on her Face and she was glowing with Shyness
I said ,"Yes...M.e.".leaning Toward her.
She first turned her face away in shyness.Then she came Close Towards me just like glow worm and with soft little voice she Wispered into my Ears..
"Y.o.u...Y.o.u Know Better..."
And she just flew away From me with Cute Naughty Wink.
More often Actions says More Than The words...and Its Clearly visible That There is mutual attachment Between Me and Nandini though We Both Didnt confessed to each other about oir feelings.It like we just live into the beauty of the Magical mutual feelings than we express by words.
Its confirmed By her words that Dhruv hasnt expressed it yet.I should Speak with nandini regarding this .we must togather findout solution to this thing as Dhruv is our Mutual Friend and That our Friendship is At stake.We must Handle it carefully .let Musicana get end.we shall togather find A way where Love and Friendship Goes Hand in hand.
should i continue? feel free to share your words..i'm newbie in Writing and in forum too.your opinion will help me to write better. :)