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Chapter 6
He put both his hands on my waist and held me close to him; I could feel his hot breath on my face. He started kissing my jaw and went down my neck, nibbling, biting lightly and sucking at my skin. I hate to admit it but it felt good; I could see myself getting lost in it. His hands went underneath his shirt that I was wearing and started going up and down my back, fingertips lightly grazing my skin, giving me tingles. He pushed us a bit closer, planting his full palms at the top of my back and moving them down until they were at the band of my boxers.
He moved his hands to my front in between us and then started taking them up and down, stroking lightly, almost nice. He took them a bit higher every time until he grazed the end of my breast. My breath hitched in my throat and my eyes darted open, I hadnt even realized I had closed them until then. I put both my hands in his chest and shoved him back. "Stop!"
He remained silent but made his way back to me, except this time instead of the feathery touched he was giving me and kissing my neck, he held a strong grip of my waist and walked us back towards the bed. I tried to resist but he was much stronger than me, obviously. He yanked me backwards, making me fall on my back on the bed, him following after which ended in him straddling me, legs at each of my sides, same as his arms. He was hovering over me, leaning on his knees and elbows for support as he watched me. He watched me with an emotionless face, wait, no. I could see something but hardly because my fright kept making me close my eyes or look away but somehow I made myself look at him in fear of what could come next.
He wasted no time as his right hand moved under my shirt, I tried to stop him with my hands but he yanked both my wrist with his left hand and pinned them on top of me. With his legs at my sides I was immobilized, nowhere to go, nothing to do, no escape, just Randhir. I screamed, to the top of my lungs wishing that someone would hear me and call the police but he just laughed at me. "No one can do anything for you sweet cheeks, better play along".
"Please. Please, dont. Please" It was all I kept saying as his right hand felt me up, grabbing my breast and squeezing it, this would've probably made me moan or at least feel some pleasure in any other situation but right now I was scared, and in no way ever could I get aroused or anything remotely close by him, that curly haired monster hovering on top of me. I kept asking him to stop. To please let me go. To find someone else. To kill me. That last one made him stop, probably surprised by my words, wouldn't know cause I dared not to look at him right now.
"Kill you?" he grabbed my chin and turned my face so I was looking at him, fearful eyes "Are you insane? Suicidal, maybe?"
"If thats what it's gonna come down to ultimately, then just-"
"No"
Silence.
He stared at me. Catching my gaze and I felt unable to look away, all though I didn't know why. He looked as if he was trying to read me, to look inside of me for my fears or something, but I wouldnt let him in, not inside my mind, no. I closed my eyes but couldnt move my head away because he was still holding my chin.
He chuckled.
I kept quiet.
"You're adorable" and then he went back to kissing my neck, nibbling and sucking at it. I was completely shocked at his choice of words and when he let go of my hands which he had pinned on top of me I didnt even move. His hands grabbed the hem of my shirt and yanked it of me, I still didnt move, not even when after kissing almost every inch of my bare front his mouth started sucking at my lips as his left hand grabbed my left breast and squeezed it gently. A moan wanted to come out of my mouth but I didn't let it, I could hardly fight Randhir anymore, I had barely slept yesterday and I still hadn't eaten today, not to mention how my stomach was completely empty after I threw up just about one hour ago or so, I really wasnt keeping track of time.
I felt Randhir's hands on the hem of his boxer that I was wearing and broke out of trance, throwing my hands to his immediately. His face snatched up, making eye contact with me, he had a questioning look.
"Please, don't" I pleaded. He ignored me and in one swift movement my boxers were taken of me. He pulled his head back to look at me, lying completely naked underneath a completely clothed him. I felt sick; I had never felt so scared and vulnerable in my entire life, I was like a toy to him, a sex doll, I you will, but never a human being. And he wasnt one either, of that I was sure. He eyed me up and down and then stopped at my face, tears streaming down my cheeks, wetting the bed underneath me, he moved his hands and grazed his thumb on my left and right cheek sweeping the tears away, but less than seconds later there were new ones. I was quietly sobbing. He sighed.
"You could enjoy this, you know. I've been told I'm rather good" His tone sounded proud of himself rather than anything else. What else could I have expected, mercy? No. Guilt? What? Ugh.
He started kissing the insides of my thighs, leaving butterfly open mouth kiss all along, it sent shivers down my body but when I realized where he was going I gasped, shoving my legs closed.
"Don't make this any harder, love. Or you will suffer the consequences" he chuckled, grabbing my legs and opening just enough so he could fit his head and he moved so close to my center I could feel his hot breath against my intimate part making me shiver again and again. provoking a loud moan to come out of my mouth which I just couldnt stop.
He chuckled again and did it again. my hands grabbed the sheets of the bed; I didnt want to tangle my fingers around his hair cause that would be surrendering, and I wouldn't have that.
He backed away and moved himself so he was eye level with me again and looked straight into my eyes, then he started leaning closer, towards my lips, never breaking eye contact until I moved my face to my side, resulting in him kissing my cheek. But he took the opportunity, instead going to kiss the spot just below my ear, my sweet spot, making me whimper and whispering in my ear with his low husky voice "The fact that you pretend to be so difficult is what excites me the most"
I shivered and made a face of disgust, turning to look at him "Im no sl*g you twat, I would never sleep with you"
"Oh, but you already did"
"You rap-"
He cut me off with the loud bang of his fist against the headboard, which startled me "I didn't rape you! Where are the marks to prove it?! Oh, you dont have any, thats just what I thought, sweets. In fact, I just fingered you in front of my mates and you didnt say a word so stop making excuses!" His was half yelling half whispering, which terrified me, because I could tell he wanted to let out but was keeping himself from it, and I didnt want to push anymore but I just-
"What about my back? I tripped' against that bookshelf and fell? I dont need any other marks! You did rape me, you depraved monster!" I couldnt stop myself.
He let out that dark laugh of him and looked at me, his eyes black. "Want to see what actual rape looks like? Feels like?"
I couldn't form any words "Youre wish is my command" and he grinned like the Cheshire Cat.
He held both of my wrists once again and pinned them on top of me with his left hand. He attacked my neck and collarbones with his mouth, biting and sucking harshly. As opposed to the light and passionate kisses he was giving me before, these hurt, a lot. I was sure he would leave not one, but several marks. He pulled his sweatpants down his legs wiggling out of them, leaving him bottomless on top of me; My breath quickened as did my heartbeat. I closed my eyes in fear, tears like river flows down my cheeks.
"Please" was all I could muster before he yanked open my legs and shoved himself inside of me, giving me no time to adjust as he started to move in and out of me, making me gasp and let out muffled screams of pain mixed with sobs of my crying. He was way too big for me.
I tried moving my hips to make him uncomfortable but he held them down with his other hands, fingertips pressing so hardly on me I was sure he would leave a mark. "STOP!" I screamed at him "Youre hurting me, please!" My voice was hysteric.
"Shut up" was all he said, but I continued.
"No, please, I get it, Im sorry!!" I cried "Stop it, please, Randhir!"
"Shut UP" he said the last word louder than the other, between grunts. But I just couldn't listen, could I?
"Please just-"
He hit me.
Straight in the face. Or more like on the left side of my mouth, but it hurt like shit. I could taste the blood, swallowing the copper like liquid. I ran my tongue across my teeth verifying that he hadnt broke them, he hadnt. I stayed silent for the rest of it, sobbing and crying and hissing in pain as his teeth went back to my neck and his trusts got harder but I didnt talk. I was too shocked, and scared.
I wish I had zoomed out, like the night before, just let it happen, but I didnt, I just stared at his face. I dont know why, and I was aware of absolutely everything, I chose to endure every little thing instead of zooming out, just to have in printed in my mind. This would play on repeat for night for now on. This thing that was currently happening would be the theme of my nightmares for the rest of my life.
He never loosened his tight grip on my waist, or my wrists, which I was sure would have marks too soon. But soon enough it was over, and he was off me.
I was lying alone again, this time in his bed. He didnt even lie next to me or took time to let his breathing go back to normal, he just stood up and went to his drawers, opening them and pulling out new boxers and another oversized shirt, which he grabbed and walked into the bathroom. Seconds later he emerged with a towel; still half naked and clothes in hands. He put everything next to me and walked back to the middle of the room, where he grabbed his sweatpants and put them back on.
I still couldn't move.
"You can take a shower, you smell like alcohol and puke" he gestured towards the bin. "Come back down when youre finished" And then he flashed me a grin showing off his dimples and exit the room.
I still couldnt move.
Note- mature content ends here...!!! With the update...!! Pardon me...
So guys here is the dark side...!! I don't really think that raping is justified...!! It is not nice and is a crime... And this ff does not promote it...Coming to the update .. Pls guys do leave your reviews...!! Criticism is always welcomed...!! Pls silent readers open up...!! And sensitive ones pls quit reading the ff because I don't want to harm anyone sentiments... And if you feel that I should write something I mean less dark or like without mature content all together without dark content pls do tell...!! I will Atleast try to lessen the dark...!!! Thanks you all ...!!
Edited by Paravi - 11 years ago
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