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Weeks and weeks I kept quiet.. I didn't type anything negative on this place.. and didn't make any posts at all cz I didn't have anything positive to say.. And I hate writing negative stuff..
But today I am hurting too much.. I feel as if I am bleeding wish Paro..
Because you know what?
While Paro, RUDRA'S Paro, OUR PARO lay there in his arms bleeding profusely.. while she lay there breathing with difficulty.. while she fought the lacerating grief and debilitating physical pain she tried to be careful in what she said..
Our paro was sensible.. always thoughtful.. even when she herself was hurting she conserved her energy.. she used that to the most productive way.. she must have felt like weeping at the loss she herself was going to face.. but no.. she was rational.. she thought about them...
And she asked her humnawah... her soulmate something.. she asked him to take care of their baby.. the baby she carried in her womb for 9 months.. the baby she nurtured with love for the 1 month since he was born and that one month she showered him with love.. the baby she gave up her life to protect.. she asked just one thing of her husband..
that he become the best papa in this world to their son.. that he loves him so much.. that he allows her to love her baby through him.. asked him to love their baby enough from both of them.. to give her own share of love to their baby too..
That is all Paro asked of him..
Paro didn't ever have much in her life.. she learned to make peace with what life gave her.. she learned to live with the cruelties life always metered to her.. and this one final coldbloooded heartless cruelty too she bore.. as she bore every injustice of her 22 years of life..
And she made that request to the person whom she trusted her own life with.. eventhough he had failed to live up to that promise of protecting her.. she had a heart large enough to not even dwell on that.. and the ONLY request she made was that her baby and her husband be happy together.. live a life together..
If Paro EVER wanted someone else to take her place.. if she ever thought that her husband who couldn't breath without her would ever be able to replace her with someone else she would have asked him that, on that very night as she lay in his arms bleeding and in pain..
Our Paro WOULD HAVE!
but what mattered to her was that her world - her raja and her nannasa raj kumar being together in their world together...
So Paro NEVER wanted anyone to fill her place - no not because she was selfish.. the woman who gave up her own life seconds before to save her baby is anything but selfish..
NO she didn't do that because SHE KNEW HER RUDRA, HER MAJOR SAAB WOULD NEVER have been able to replace her in his life.. would never even been able to imagine someone else being where she was..
Because she KNEW her major saab.. she knew his soul because it was entwined with her own to create one single soul..
there was no way that anyone else would find space to come and make any place..
Because every single corner of her heart and his were filled with each other..
And what are the CVs doing now?
You know what? Paro had her chance to say she wanted him to move on while she lay in his arms.. while it was her own choice to say those words..
But SHE DID NOT! because the man she loved, the man who loved her could never have been able to move on! He would have waited till his own death to cross to the other side to be with her.. as she waited for him to come to her.. she knew that!
So whatever CVs are going to show = whatever fcked up dream sequence is a creation of this new butchered up Rudra's figment of imagination!
His pathetic convenient excuse to himself! His pathetic justification that THAT IS WHAT Paro wanted!
NO NOOO NOOO 😡😡😡
Rudra's Paro didn't ask him to move on. Because Rudra's Paro knew he will never be able to do that!
This whoever imposter who has taken his place.. is NOT Paro's Rudra!
Thank you CVs for finally butchering Rudra beyond redemption!
Thank you CVs for finally making Rudra show that every once in 8 years he will change a new woman and find a new excuse! First time it was love he gave as an excuse, and now we know it is not love because if he loved Paro the way he said in his big talks.. he wouldn't be able to think of anyone else EVER!
That Rudra i will remember is the one who stood at the funeral pyre of his soulmate.. That Rudra who held their baby in his arms as he watched his own soul burning.. that Rudra who promised to his Paro that he will forever wait for her..
That Rudra who started counting seconds that moment till the moment he would be able to cross the divide and join his paro on the other side.. to be with her finally...
That is the Rudra I will remember! Not this pathetic excuse of a man who is a shame to the man who stood at that funeral pyre..
I will remember that Rudra that choked while he held his baby son in his arms and wept as he lulled him to sleep as he yearned to end it all and join her on the other side..
I will remember that Rudra who breathed in his next breath only because he promised his Paro that he would breath for their baby's sake..
That Rudra who promised to live to love their baby..
I will remember him...
not this pathetic 3 piece suit wearing shadow of Paro's major saab CVs have reduced him in to...
I was wondering for the past few days if I should just give in and watch the episodes for the past 2 weeks..
And today i know, no matter how much i love Sanaya... and though i have saved every single episode with me.. and will be saving the next 2 weeks episodes too.. i will NOT be watching them...
I won't let them kill Paro all over again for me.., I will not let them destroy the Rudra Paro loved and respected.. I will not allow them to ruin the memories of the most soul touching love story I have ever watched..
I WON'T!!
If u disagree to this.. PLEASE do not come here and try to explain to me about realities in life.. don't try to teach me that #SuchIsLife
i know this is a public forum.. but PLEASE just today give me that courtesy that u don't come here and try to tell me what to feel.. Just stay away...
But today I am hurting too much.. I feel as if I am bleeding wish Paro..
Because you know what?
While Paro, RUDRA'S Paro, OUR PARO lay there in his arms bleeding profusely.. while she lay there breathing with difficulty.. while she fought the lacerating grief and debilitating physical pain she tried to be careful in what she said..
Our paro was sensible.. always thoughtful.. even when she herself was hurting she conserved her energy.. she used that to the most productive way.. she must have felt like weeping at the loss she herself was going to face.. but no.. she was rational.. she thought about them...
And she asked her humnawah... her soulmate something.. she asked him to take care of their baby.. the baby she carried in her womb for 9 months.. the baby she nurtured with love for the 1 month since he was born and that one month she showered him with love.. the baby she gave up her life to protect.. she asked just one thing of her husband..
that he become the best papa in this world to their son.. that he loves him so much.. that he allows her to love her baby through him.. asked him to love their baby enough from both of them.. to give her own share of love to their baby too..
That is all Paro asked of him..
Paro didn't ever have much in her life.. she learned to make peace with what life gave her.. she learned to live with the cruelties life always metered to her.. and this one final coldbloooded heartless cruelty too she bore.. as she bore every injustice of her 22 years of life..
And she made that request to the person whom she trusted her own life with.. eventhough he had failed to live up to that promise of protecting her.. she had a heart large enough to not even dwell on that.. and the ONLY request she made was that her baby and her husband be happy together.. live a life together..
If Paro EVER wanted someone else to take her place.. if she ever thought that her husband who couldn't breath without her would ever be able to replace her with someone else she would have asked him that, on that very night as she lay in his arms bleeding and in pain..
Our Paro WOULD HAVE!
but what mattered to her was that her world - her raja and her nannasa raj kumar being together in their world together...
So Paro NEVER wanted anyone to fill her place - no not because she was selfish.. the woman who gave up her own life seconds before to save her baby is anything but selfish..
NO she didn't do that because SHE KNEW HER RUDRA, HER MAJOR SAAB WOULD NEVER have been able to replace her in his life.. would never even been able to imagine someone else being where she was..
Because she KNEW her major saab.. she knew his soul because it was entwined with her own to create one single soul..
there was no way that anyone else would find space to come and make any place..
Because every single corner of her heart and his were filled with each other..
And what are the CVs doing now?
You know what? Paro had her chance to say she wanted him to move on while she lay in his arms.. while it was her own choice to say those words..
But SHE DID NOT! because the man she loved, the man who loved her could never have been able to move on! He would have waited till his own death to cross to the other side to be with her.. as she waited for him to come to her.. she knew that!
So whatever CVs are going to show = whatever fcked up dream sequence is a creation of this new butchered up Rudra's figment of imagination!
His pathetic convenient excuse to himself! His pathetic justification that THAT IS WHAT Paro wanted!
NO NOOO NOOO 😡😡😡
Rudra's Paro didn't ask him to move on. Because Rudra's Paro knew he will never be able to do that!
This whoever imposter who has taken his place.. is NOT Paro's Rudra!
Thank you CVs for finally butchering Rudra beyond redemption!
Thank you CVs for finally making Rudra show that every once in 8 years he will change a new woman and find a new excuse! First time it was love he gave as an excuse, and now we know it is not love because if he loved Paro the way he said in his big talks.. he wouldn't be able to think of anyone else EVER!
That Rudra i will remember is the one who stood at the funeral pyre of his soulmate.. That Rudra who held their baby in his arms as he watched his own soul burning.. that Rudra who promised to his Paro that he will forever wait for her..
That Rudra who started counting seconds that moment till the moment he would be able to cross the divide and join his paro on the other side.. to be with her finally...
That is the Rudra I will remember! Not this pathetic excuse of a man who is a shame to the man who stood at that funeral pyre..
I will remember that Rudra that choked while he held his baby son in his arms and wept as he lulled him to sleep as he yearned to end it all and join her on the other side..
I will remember that Rudra who breathed in his next breath only because he promised his Paro that he would breath for their baby's sake..
That Rudra who promised to live to love their baby..
I will remember him...
not this pathetic 3 piece suit wearing shadow of Paro's major saab CVs have reduced him in to...
I was wondering for the past few days if I should just give in and watch the episodes for the past 2 weeks..
And today i know, no matter how much i love Sanaya... and though i have saved every single episode with me.. and will be saving the next 2 weeks episodes too.. i will NOT be watching them...
I won't let them kill Paro all over again for me.., I will not let them destroy the Rudra Paro loved and respected.. I will not allow them to ruin the memories of the most soul touching love story I have ever watched..
I WON'T!!
If u disagree to this.. PLEASE do not come here and try to explain to me about realities in life.. don't try to teach me that #SuchIsLife
i know this is a public forum.. but PLEASE just today give me that courtesy that u don't come here and try to tell me what to feel.. Just stay away...
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