Moving on. Yeah, yeah I know I am late for my rant this time, did you all miss me?! No worries, I am back! 😆
Okay, I was so pissed off yesterday for:
Firstly, I missed the FIRST 3 MINUTES of awesomeness yesterday coz of some stupid work.
Secondly, well Though I watched it online as soon as the episode got over, I din't have THOSE FEELS which you get seeing it first time, you know?
Thirdly, I was so damn upset that my rant page just got "not responding" error and it all just disappeared :'((
I din't have that much excitement left and so I switched laptop off and just went to sleep 😡
But I am fine now, And I can't miss my rant and also can't afford to make you all miss it 😆
I know it was a really intense and hurtful scene, but hey! We gotta enjoy every bit of it yeah? So I am just gonna be chilled out here, kay? 😆
So. He was pacing in his room, helpless, frustrated, restless, irritated, waiting (?) She came like a regular wifey asking him to get ready.
And he. He was so pissed off at her he just pounced at her (not literally, that he is saving for future😆) "Tab der nahi hoti jab rehan ke sath baat karti ho? ya waqt ka pata hi nahi chalta tab right?"
So jealous he was! He can't even see her talking to him. Thank god he din't see that money part, or else he would have just murdered either her or Rehan 😆
"Kya kaha aapne?" Jo tumne suna 😆 I know he din't say that. And the part I loved the most was, the way she came rushing and grabbed his hand and turned him towards her. Woohoo!! Woman-handling eh? Like it! 😆 Man she IS THE MAN here! I can't help but draw all the possibilities out of her being the man 😆 She was really hurt at that statement, coz she had expected something good from him, and when he stood up for her, it definitely rose something in her heart. Her face was prof enough for that. And when she heard this, it broke her.
And that Izza wala line. It really was too much, glad that he stopped, but the damage has been done.
So she ADMITTED, that she HAD EXPECTED something from him, something GOOD. Right, Mrs Ibrahim. You atleast admitted in front of him, UNLIKE HIM. Din't I tell you guys, SHE WOULD BE THE ONE TO ADMIT IT FIRST that she loves him. She would blurt it out first. Go on, keep proving me rught baybeh! 😆
I loved how he said with that hand expression "You know what, just forget it!" And when she said she expected that from him on thathe turned back, like he was expecting that but couldn't belive his ears that she actually said that. But then his ego took him over again. Can I JUST DIE again on how he said "fantastic!" 😆 I couldn't help but smirk on that. That was one really petty sarcastic remark 😆
And then they started throwing each others gifts! LOL. From that it looked out really funny actually. Like kids fight, "Mujhe bhi nahi chhiye tere gifts" 😆 But. Here he acted like a girl to me, like he stopped her to throw that dress not SHE. Like he wanted to tell those values of relationships and commitment which is usually done by the girl 😆
"Agar itna hi bura hoon main, toh chhod kyu nhi deti mujhe? I am much better without you" IF ONLY! IF. ONLY. Stop pretending so much dude. Just stop getting hollow. These words din't even sound fake!
"Dam ghut ta hai mera aapke sath, azaadi chhiye is nakli nikah se mujhe." :'(( DAMN YOU SANAM!! That and the line after that was really harsh!! IT BROKE HIM TO THOUSAND OIECES right there. Like he shattered from within. And it was clearly shown in those misty eyes. HOW HURT HE WAS that he had to close those eyes for a moment to reveal anything to her. HIS FACE. Oh god! Even she realised that she said too much. "I KNOW THAT." Oh man!! I was about to cry at that point! :'(( and he just went.
She was left shocked, rooted to her spot, stunned, teary eyed, guilty too maybe! He face how it saddened with those tears. SHE KNEW. She knew she just broke something very strong in his heart. THIS WAS INDEED A TURNING POINT.
They fought, they hurt each other, they blamed and accused each other. In the end, no one won. It only broke them into so many pieces, that it would take each other only to make them fit together again.
BUT. He still came. HE STILL CAME TO THE WEDDING. Oh god!! THIS GUY! Does he even himself knows how much he loves her? Oh yeah, HE HATES HIMSELF THAT HE LOVES HER SO MUCH </3 He couldn't forget the marriage still. THOUGH he was broken and shattered. I am sure he must have cried after that. I am so angry at CVs they din't show the aftermath of this to both of them. Poor editing here!! :/
I NEED FLASHBACK OKAY! Okay good.
Fangirling time please! 😆 HE ENTERED IN THAT TUX. Yeah "brand new tux" which SHE only bought which he so proudly threw at the bed.LOL the babies are they! 😆 And she also wore that gifted dress only, which I guess he stopped right?! GROW UP IDIOTS! 😆
That Tux!! *DEAD* How delicious he looked in that! No wonder Sanam couldn't help but stare at him and then kept smiling till the end. She was controlling so hard to not to smile. SO CUTE SHE WAS!! 😆 And how ADORABLE was he giving those blessings to her sister?!! Sigh!! HE even apologised.,SO SWEET he is!!
Even after getting so much hurt, he din't forget he had some other relations to take care of which he is responsible, committed and accountable for, after he is married to her. God!! How hard must have been for him. The girl, whom he loves more than himself, doesn't want to be with him, it suffocates her, STILL he came for HER family. The way he looked at her while at the door, those eyes saying like "Hurt me all you can, hate me all you want, I'll love you no matter what" <333
She wanted to talk to him, it was obvious from her looks. She wanted to say thanks to him, but he din't allow. He was hurt, and couldn't afford getting more hurt now. His smile, on his face was so genuine, so pure, still it had that SAD aura around it, his eyes, though loving and caring, were still hurt and paining. :'((
Can't wait to see how their equation changes from now on, as the relationship has just entered into new phase, of acknowledging other's hurt, now to Sanam too. Two way traffic it is.
Will Aahil save Dilshad?! Will this be another "that night" in their lives, which would snap something in Sanam's heart? Interesting line up coming up ahead. Its gonna be so worth it!