ASHLOK FF - AT FIRST SIGHT Last Chapter - Page 47

Thanks priya. It's cruel cruel world we love in.

Hi, Priya. She sends PM to me😳 I'm cool

Get you Pom poms ready ...then😆

I'm one such fiction addict. I'm honoured you consider my fiction with the other amazing stories. Thank you for the ego booster. And thank you for the wishes for my sweet MIL. Your are a sweet person.

Hey, jane what you trying to do...

I promised here that I'd send her pms from now on.

You're more than cool your super cool.

Anu, I wish you strength in your uneasy situation. Will wait for your updates untill the situation would stabilize.

Doctors are people😆 after all.

As for "Recieved. Thank you" you are truly brilliant. There are people who ask for forgiveness that way😕 Now I know what to do😉

@Bold: 🤣

Yours always,

Alain Ducasse⭐️⭐️⭐️

Your sweet embrace warmed my soul from within

Baby, don't be afraid to let our love begin

For without you my life has no meaning

Please stop denying and let's start living

~Anupama~

She was home. That's where she belong. Shlok ever so gently pressed her head closer to his heart. It was her pain that flowed as if a levy broke and all the water just barged out. Years and years of pain struggling to come out all at once.

Just as Her tears were absorbed by his shirt, he wished if only he could takeaway all her sorrows and her fears with his love. If he could've poured all his love onto her with that embrace he would've. His heart squeezed with pain.

In a heartbeat he would have taken all her pain upon himself if he was give a chance, than see her breakdown like this. He couldn't comprehend the pain that was pouring out of her. What was it? who has given her this mush grief? He wanted to hunt down who ever is responsible for his Asthas suffering.

He very gently started to soothe her hair, she just cried and he didn't know what to say. He understood it's not him she's afraid it's what ever is that's hurting her that she fears and is keeping her from moving ahead.

Suddenly she pushed him and stood up, she turned away from him, as if trying to hide her tears."I'm sorry. Please just leave" she said.

It was too late, he wasn't going anywhere until he gets his answers. This time he was more determined. He stood next to her facing her.

"Astha, don't ask me to leave, because I'm not going anywhere, I know that you too love me. I can see it in your eyes. But something is keeping you from accepting it. What are you so afraid of?" He slowly reached for her shoulders and slowly turned her to face him. But she kept looking down. "Please look at me" "please"

She pushed his hands aside and moved away from him.

"Astha, please my jaan, tell me what's going on? Please just talk to me, I'm here for you, what ever it is we'll face it together. You don't have to fight it alone anymore. I can't bear to see you hurting like this. I'd rather die than see you in pain." He said trying to make her break her silence.

"I don't love you. I have nothing to say to you. I don't need you. What makes you think that I need you did I ever ask you to save me. This is all in your head. Who do you think you are? What gives you the right to decide all this on my behalf. I'm sure you're a big shot and you can have any girl you want and hell, girls might be throwing them selves at you for all I care. But I'm not one of them. I don't need to be saved. Find some other damsel in distress to boost your ego."

"You know what? You are the problem. So if you'd just go and never come back I can get on with my life" she said with tears streaming down again.

"Is that what you think this is all about. Is that what you think of me. That this is some sort of cheap ploy to boost my ego. If anything my ego has taken a beating. Yes your right I can have any girl I want. But I don't want any other. Isn't it ironic that the one girl I want doesn't want me, she can't even look at me in the eye nor stand to be with me in the same room with me. And thinks I'm some kind of male chauvinistic pig. Thant feeds on others pain to feel good about himself"

Before she could say anything there was a knock on the door and it opened it was the nurse, Asths quickly turned to walk back towards her desk and Shlok walked out of the room.

"Please forgive Shlok! I'm so sorry. I know you're nothing like that. I'm so sorry for hurting you. I'm not lucky enough to be loved by you. This is what I do to ones who dare to love me, I just hurt them and ultimately kill them. I don't want to hurt you." She wished she had the chance to say this to him. She saw the hurt in his eyes when he gave her that one last glance at her before he left.

Shlok, walked out the door furious with him self and with her, with everything. But he refused to give up. He stepped inside the elevator and with a shout to let out his frustration punched the wall. He was more hurt than angry. How could she think so low of him, when his intensions have been anything but pure. He just wants a chance to love and be loved by her.

There was blood where the skin had split. He just tucked his hand into his jeans pocket. If only it was that easy to put away the pain in his heart as well.

She was complete shattered by his pain. The pain that she had caused him. Is only crime was wanting to love her. And she broke his heart. She typed the same message many times over to send him that night. But she wasn't that courages. She cried herself to sleep.

There were no messages no flowers no calls nothing from him for the next two days. She assumed he must have returned back to Mumbai. She was missing him.

She received the customary white lilies, this time 21 to be exact. And the note said "

Guess what? It's been three weeks since I first met you!

I love you and I'll love you more tomorrow

Your MCP

And with that he was back.

She couldn't be happier. He's still here. He still loves me.

She wrote the return note and gave it to the delivery guy.

And them it dawned on her. What did I just write? No! no! ...what's wrong with me. She ran after the guy, but he was already gone.

He was waiting few blocks away for the delivery guy. He opened the note. His face lit up like the Fourth of July. He hugged the guy and have him a $100 note. He kissed the note. It was as if he'd won a lottery. He read it again

I'm sorry

I know

Thank you

Call me

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I know, I know😆 YOu are super puper mega turbo extra drive cool👏

God, I love angry outbursts😳😳😳

I like your Shlok, forgiving.

You man is an exception👏

The girl lost control for a second and... such an amazing twist happened "Call me"

I want to know what she would tell him.

Please let them kisss☺️

I'm not asking for 🤬 more😳😆

BTW, MCP - what was that? Male chauvinistic pig? 👍🏼