I am trying..soooo sooooooo soooooo much not to loose my patience & control ..when I am watching Kajjal acting like a fool..& the Adi Maharaj..like a Saint directly from Heaven..ohhhhhhh..ohhhhhh...Ganapati Bappa & Apurva..What all I have to do..only for you peoples sake..!!
How can a brain fever spoil..the heart feelings..or corrupt anybodys passion..sooooo drastically...I just cannot take this foolish ness yaar..come on...!!A girl who could sense his smell & feel her Man's presence..in every heart beat fo hers...who was surviving to be with him for teh rest of her life is thinking that..He is that Goonds..who was about to kidnap her..RIDICULOUS..!!Nonsense...!!Oh...How much I am trying best to console myself & try to sympathise & love Kajjal liek before..BUT NO WAY..yeh DIL HAI KI MANTA NAHIN...aisa lagta hai...ki..this is some behroopiya..not Kajjal...!!She just irritates me..!!Sorry..I really am not able to sympathise..in anyway..I have tried my best..!!I dont know why..But thats teh way it is..!!forgive me for that..girls..!!It is really getting on my nerves..I am feeling like taking a sanyas again..but..NO..I cannot live without sharing my views about my Lord's Gannu Bhaiyya & Apurva..with all of you..!!
Awwww..I just loved it when..Apu..was praying Ganapati Bappa Today..Awww..Shooo Shweetna...!!!With all that Devdas like getup...and love filled eyes...cutely decides to stay in tehtemple till morning..awww..!!And then..I was about to freakout when I saw..a ant like thing crawling on Apu..in that car scene..with that Adi maharaj..I swear..I saw that ant crawling on Apu..from his shoulder..and then his head..and it was on his forehead..ohhhh..I was like..awwwwww..Apu..take care..and ZAPAK...the scene was edited..uffff..I felt so relived..I was soo tensed for him..aww..poorthing he must have had a tingling feeling..and must have had a big laugh when the shot was cut in between..he he...😆
And guys..though I dont care..much these..days..it still irritates me..to notice..that everytime since last 2 to 3 epi's surveens scenes are edited..seperately & that Adi's scenes..are seperate I mean..they are not shot teh same time though they are in the same frame..I mean there is some dummy girl..everytime..& same thing they have done in that...scene today when Apu sees her in that mela dancing..that girl was soo sumb some..sidedancer..What do they think we dont have eyes or what..It is soo disturbing I mean...woh feelings theek aani chaiye na..bechare Apu..I mean he is a great actor so he can get the feelings same with any Dummy..but it is not nice..such imp scene..and they have shot it seperately..even that running scene..She is running..and he is running..I dont like that..!!
But I must say I lied that Dev Adi meeting scene..it was crisp & fast..and they cleared so many things in one shot of their car drive..I mean..Dev comes to know that he is Soniyas brother Adi..and also knows that he has lost someone dear to him..in a jiffy..!!
Actually I am not as angry with this Adi Maharaj..as much I am with Kajjal...She has completely let me down & disappointed me..sorry..but its only my feeling..that I am expressing I have no intensions..of hurting..anybody here..And please remember I have loved her equally like Dev..but Now I feel..Dev is much much ..,much above her in every way...!!
Anyways ..I know if not any thing or anybody..Ganapati Bappa will never let me down..!!
All I can Say is ..
"Zindagi ka safar hai yeh kaisa safar..koi samjha nahin ..koi jaana nahin..hai yeh kaisi dagar sab chale hain magar..koi samjha nahin..koi jaana nahin..."
Love-Hema