CHAPTER NINE (B)
After my earlier encounter with anamika, Don't know what taani must be thinking about me after seeing that clingy anamika hugging and kissing me, probably by now thinking about me having affair with someone after her departure from my life. I had saw her insecurities and hurt in her eyes when she anamika clinging to me. oh God i hate myself for hurting her again n again be it knowingly or unknowingly, I just hate myself.
my trance of thoughts broken by knock on the door, After my reply the person entered inside, the person i was earning to see. My heart beats get quicken seeing her, she was wearing a Cream color see through saree with brown and reddish border. Her hair left open making her look more beautiful. she wasn't wearing any make up except Kohl in her eyes, Her simplicity took my breath away.
"sir file" I heard her addressing me as "Sir". I look at her confuse, obviously not liking her addressing me as sir not by my name.
"Why are you calling me sir?" I found myself asking her with confuse expression.
"Thats what you are here, I am just a mere employ here, nobody knows about you and me, I don't want anyone in office to know about me n you being married" She answered me in low tone, Last part hurt me little but I shrug it off respecting her decision, Right now I have better things to explain her. I stood up from my place and walk toward her, We both were standing very close to each other.
"I am sorry about what happen earlier, anamika and I..." she didn't let me complete my sentence.
"Don't be, I can understand, You like her, she likes you too. she is perfect for you I know, she is rich, beautiful, comes from high society..." What the hell she was speaking, I wasn't going to say this in fact i was about to say that me and anamika are just friends, I belongs to her only but no, taani didn't care to listen me and start her blabbering, I could feel her insecurities.
So to make her believe that I am hers only I grab her by her waist and brought her close to me. Placing my lips on her making her gasp in shock. I nibbled her lower lip, I was kissing her softly, Savoring her sweetness, MY heart jump in joy when she responded to my kiss. I bring her more close to me and ask for entrance parting her lips by my tip of my tongue, which she happily gave. I could feel her grip getting tight on my shirt which cause her nails Pierced my skin on chest by i didn't mind, we pulled away to get some oxygen. we both were panting heavily.
"I am yours only yours" I said to her, her eyes were still close. When she didn't show any reaction that made me worried, what if she don't Love me any more or I had pushed her too far. doubts were getting strong in my head but all the doubts died when I saw her smiling little, I knew what I had to do next.
I pulled her into passionate hug. She too hug me back, we both were lost in our world, my hopes of having her back in my life was getting stronger, I know she will give me a chance, a last chance.
Our sweet moment broken by knock on door, She immediately broke away from her, I curse the person who had ruined my moment with my wife.
"Come in"
My employee came inside, first he gave a look to taani making her uncomfortable, I gave him a hard deadly glare which was enough to make shudder in fear. What can i do, I have some anger problem thats why all the staff members feared me.
"Sir Mr. mittal wants to meet you" he said, hearing my enemy's name anger rush through my vein.
There was a time when avinash mittal used to be my best friend but now he is my biggest enemy. I had never hated some one so much in my life, I loath his mere presence.
"I will talk about this later" I said to him, He nodded and left from there.
I glance toward taani, who was about to leave but I hold her wrist and stopped her from going, I wants to clear everything.
"Taani, Mujhe tumse baat karni hai" I said to her waited for her reply, She nodded in yes, I smiled at her.
After locking the door as i don't want any more disturbance. I made her sit on Sofa. she look at me in surprise, I let out a chuckle, how cute she look when she made those faces.
I sat on my knees taking her hands in mine which were on her lap.
"Taani I know our past was not good, I had hurt you several times, I behaved like an animal with you, now I regret all this i did to you, I hate myself, I hate my self for making you go through hell, I am not giving you an explanation of my behavior because I know that no explanation can justify my bad deeds. I am not asking you for forgiveness because i know it is not easy for you, I want to earn your forgiveness and trust, All i want is a chance, A last chance. I wants to Love you, spend my whole life with you and our babies happily. I Love you, I Really do" I poured my heart in front of her, We both were in tears.I don't have words to express how sorry I am.
"I want to heal your broken hart by my Love, can you give me a second chance" I asked her, I wipe away her tears before they could fall down. Taani held my palm which was rested on her cheek and kissed it lightly.
"Rey Its difficult for me to forgive you after what i had went through But i will give you one chance, for you, for me and for our babies, I too want a happily ever after" Her word were soft yet filled with Love and pain, The pain in her eyes was telling me how broken she is, which made me more guilty and determined to protect her and Love her.
"I will not hurt you in any slightest way or let any one hurt you and babies, You guys has become my life, I Love you" I said as I stood up and and take her in my embrace, I am not expecting her reply of my "I Love you" Because I already know How much she loves me, her loves express through her actions, she don't need words to express her Love.
we both hug each other, feeling content in each other's cozy embrace. After some time we broke the hug, I stood up and sat beside her on couch. there was a comfortable silence, we both sat there in each others arms for another hour. then i glance toward my watch and realize that it lunch time, I thought to take her out for lunch.
"Taani, lets go out for lunch" I asked with making puppy face, hoping for positive reply. Taani thought for seconds, she seems to melt seeing my puppy face, i grinned mentally.
"Bahar jaana jaruri hai, Hum yahi lunch karte hai na?" She asked hesitatingly. I smile in reassurance.
"jaana jaruri toh nahi hai, if you want we can have our lunch here only" i replied controlling my sadness which i got from her denial.
"lets go out" she said, I think she has notice my sadness.
"nahi nahi taani, if you don't want then we don't have to" I said to her smilingly, I don't want to force her for something for which she isn't ready.
"If I want to" that was her reply which made me smile whole heartedly. I nodded in yes. we both stood and walk out of the cabin, all the staff members were in office canteen so none notice us going out much to her relief, she wasn't a person who display her personal life, she is very much reserved which i like about her, she is not like other girls.
I took her to the near by restaurant for lunch.
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