Arshi SS :: I Love My Arnav ji! Not You!!#3 . Thread 4 link up! - Page 71

aww khushi sucha sweet girl.

lovely update

Loved the update glad they have returned home loved that he was holding her hand even when his di got the baby kicks and so cute how Khushi was planing with Raphael awesome update beautifully done thanks for the pm.

Great update! At last Khushi has allowed herself to place her trust in Arnav's love for her and hers for him. Anjali too has proved herself to be an understanding friend of Khushi's by stepping aside to let Khushi to take her rightful place in Arnav's life.

Good to see Khushi back to her madcap schemes to bring love into Raphael and Anjali's lives.

Part 14.2

"Hello."

"Don't talk to me!"

"Listen to me, please.."

"I will not!"

"I have tried , sweetheart."

"Name it. I am counting."

"Hmmm..."

"Waititng..."

"Hmmm...I..."

"Still waiting ..."

"I..."

"Good night!"

"Khushi...Khushi wait "

But the phone was disconnected.

Raphael slummed on the sofa and looked at the various movies CD's scattered in front of him. It's not like he had not tried. I had tried. Sometimes the poor mother's endless tears had stopped him, sometimes the hero's super human power to fight hundred of goons alone, sometimes heroine's never ending sacrifices and the last straw was hero heroine's dance, right in the middle of conversation.

"Man. How can Khushi tolerate this 3 hours of madness!" Raphael grunted and closed his eyes.

Arnav lifted his head from the laptop to see Khushi coming inside the room through the poolside door. She came inside, muttering something under her breath, annoyed by something. He smiled as he saw her stumbling three times in the little distance she covered from poolside door to the bed. Laying herself on the bed, she covered herself with the blanket. And exact three seconds later, he saw her throwing the blanket aside and sitting on her bed. He closed his laptop and sat on the bed facing her.

"What happened, Khushi?"

Khushi lifted her eyes to look at him. She drew her fingers back from her mouth, which was busy chewing her nails.

"Hum... Kuch nahi... I ... I am not sleepy. I... I want to make jalebis..." Khushi smiled at him and got up from the bed. "Don't worry, I will make sugarfree jalebis for you." She was about to walk past the bed when his voice stopped her.

"Khushi wait!" Arnav got up from the bed and walked towards her.

"What happened , Arnav ji?"

Arnav smiled and leaned forward to plant a kiss on her cheek.

"I will help you.."

"You will help me in making jalebis?" Khushi's round wide eyes looked at him amused.

Arnav nodded his head and caught her hand.

"Shall we?"

Khushi giggled softly and nodded her head.

Arnav looked at the silent house as they made their way towards the kitchen.

"It's nice that everyone is asleep." Arnav sighed and thanked his crazy family.

"Isme nice kya hai? Aagar jaage hote toh hum unhe bhi jalebi de dete. It's ok, tomorrow I will again make jalebis for them."

Arnav nodded his head at his innocent wife as she chattered and started gathering things for her jalebis.

"Aapko pata hai, my jalebis are very famous in Lucknow." Khushi said as she poured the flour in a utensil. "You won't believe me Arnav ji Ahhh" Khushi let out a loud gasp as she was picked up and kept on the kitchen platform. Arnav stood between her dangling legs.

"I will believe you. Say..." Khushi smiled at him and started. "You know there was a very famous gunda in lucknow..." Khushi whispered as if sharing a secret.

Arnav bit back his smile and tried to make a serious face.

"A famous gunda? You mean a famous punk?That's new. I have always heard cruel, dangerous, evil but famous? "

"Yes, Arnav ji. He was very famous. He use to come to Babuji's shop, to buy my jalebis "

Arnav's eyes zeroed at her smiling face.

"What?"

"Yes. Unhe hamari haath ki jalebi bohot acchi lagti thi. "

"Then?" his curious eyes followed her every gesture.

"Then what? He was so nice and you know..."

"What?"

"He was very handsome too.." Khushi giggled.

Arnav eyes darkened, his feature tense.

"Khushi.." his voice held a warning.

But oblivious to his warning, Khushi continued.

"You know one day what he did?"

"What?" Arnav leaned more closer, his eyes stuck on her smiling face.

"One day he told he loves me."

Arnav's hand fled to catch her shoulder.

"What?" his veins pumped furiously, forgetting that she is sitting right in front of him.

Khushi giggled but stopped instantly as she saw his eyes darkening at her.

"Then what did you say?" Arnav asked, his voice harsh.

"I?"

"Yes you!"

"I, I took a rakhi and tied on his wrist. And said I too love him..." Khushi gave a broad smile as she completed her story.

Arnav caught her arms in a tight grip and tightened his jaw.

"Was that a joke, Khushi?!" Arnav asked through his gritted teeth.

"Joke?"Khushi looked at him confused. "Why will I joke?" Khushi got off the platform and kept the utensil aside.

Arnav closed his eyes.

"I...I thought ... I thought "

"You thought he loved me like you loved Lavanya ji..."

Arnav's eyes jerked open.

"Khushi?"

"What? You both were not in love?" Khushi asked.

"Khushi, what are you saying? You know we were not in love.." Arnav caught her shoulder and made her look at him. "We were..."

"I don't want to know what you both were doing. You are not obliged to explain me anything."

"Khushi please try to understand. I was ..."

"You were just trying to hurt me, in the best way possible. And you were using her for the same..."

Arnav again closed his eyes. All the time he had hurt her using Lavanya flooded back to his conscious. She is right. He was using Lavanya to hurt her. To hurt her for not being affected by him, the way she use to affect him. Punishing her for smiling, when he had no reason to smile. Hurting her for fighting him. Hurting her for being the only one to break the barrier against his heart and making him feel things he had stopped feeling long back.

"That night... Diwali night ... you... told... you told a girl like me ... a girl like me..." Khushi choked, her throat hurting.

Arnav opened his misted eyes to look at her. The tears in her eyes made him feel the smallest thing on earth. He cupped her face and wiped her tears with his thumb.

"I am sorry ... I have no explanation ... Nothing to defend myself ... I am sorry Khushi ... I am sorry ... I hate this sorry word... It's not enough ... it's not enough ... tell me what should I do ... please Khushi , punish me ... Punish me ... but please stop feeling this pain ... I have given you all this pain... you return it back to me... give me more pain... punish me... please..."

Khushi swallowed the big lump.

"That night I... I cried so much ... I don't know why I was crying ... but my heart was aching ... Aching due to some unknown pain ... I cried ... I cried to sleep. ... And then in that shop ... When ... When Lavanya ji was shopping for her engagement ... that dress ... you told ... You told my fianc can't afford it ... so I ...I can keep it as a tip... "

"Khushi please stop..." Arnav pleaded, resting his forehead against hers.

"After that fancy dress competition,... You accused me of stealing your Di's jewelries... I don't like jewelries ... I don't need jewelries ... I just want everyone to love me ... I hate jewelries ... "

"I don't deserve you ... I " few drop of tears fell on Khushi's cheek from his eyes.

"After ... After our wedding when you fed me that kheer ... I thought ... I thought whatever happened before was just a nightmare ... what matter is the love and concern which I was seeing in your eyes ... But I was wrong ... I was so wrong ... It was again for your Di ... only for your Di ... In the mandir ... Agar agar aapne ek baar bhi bola hota ki aap chahte hai ki hum ghar laut aaye...toh hum aa jaate ... but that... that was also for your Di ... I ..."

"How am I going to live with all this, Khushi? I can't ... I can't ... " How? How is he going to erase all these from their life? How?

Khushi detached herself from him and slummed on the floor.

Arnav knelt in front of her.

"Why I love you? I don't know why I love you. I don't know why I need you. Will this pain ever go away from our life?"

Wiping the tears that were continuously flowing down her cheek, he snaked his arms behind her knee and picked her in his arms. He looked down at her as he walked towards their room. She was quiet now, but the tears continued. Pulling her more in his arms, he kissed her hair and took her inside the room.

Laying her on the bed, he sat beside her, allowing her to cry and he wiped her tears with his hand. Seconds felt like hours as he helplessly saw the tears coming out of her closed eyes, and the helpless he was, he did nothing but sat there seeing, abhorring himself more and more. How can she love him when he himself can't find a reason to like him?

Arnav laid beside her as he saw her sobbing subside. He waited, not moving , just staring, knowing very well that it was not done yet, she never leaves any conversation incomplete.

Khushi turned to her right, seeing him lying on his back through her heavy eyes. She dragged herself near him and laid her on him, clinging to his neck as a child.

Arnav closed his eyes and tightened his hold on her, securing her on his chest.

"I don't want to say all that, Arnav ji. I know I have hurt you. I am sorry... I want to forget everything ... But... I... I am sorry, Arnav ji..."

Tightening his hold on her, he laid her on the bed and came over her.

"You should not say sorry even if you kill me, Khushi. The things I have done to you ... sometimes ... Sometimes I feel like, I don't deserve you ... But I have you because you want me, because you allowed me in your life. I am selfish ... A selfish man, who doesn't deserves anything but still has a miracle like you. You are a miracle Khushi. A miracle I am forced to believe and fall in love with. Hate me, beat me, slap me, punish me, do anything you want , Khushi but remove all that pain from your heart. Your pain hurts more than anything and all that pain, all that pain is because of me. What am I supposed to do, Khushi. What?" Arnav looked at her sweet face.

"Forget all that and help me erase all those memories. I want to live with you not with my past. "

Arnav picked her hand and kissed her palm

"I wish I had understood all this before, but I was too busy denying everything. I don't deserve any forgiveness, all I will do is, hold you, love you, cherish every single second I have with you."

Khushi nodded her head and pulled him close to her face.

"Will you kiss me?"

Arnav's lips broke into a smile. Kiss? He is ready to give her his life.

"All my life, love. All my life.." with that he touched his lips with hers and Khushi opened her mouth in surrender.

Hope you liked it. I am not dragging the story. Just removing all my frustration😆 . How much I wanted Arnav to feel every pain he has given to Khushi, but alas, can't do anything.

Hope you dont think I am dragging the story and you guys are still interested in the story :)

d frst thing that i do wen i see an ilmany update is search fr raphael 😆
i kinda read d stry fr him more dan fr arshi
strange bt dats true
d khush Raphael convo was cute
i had a stupid grin plastered on my face reading it n my dad thought i was insane


arnav n khushi
surely u r making arnav repent like hell which d cvs failed to show us
bt its painful tooo

PS: Next update on Raphael plzzz

Aww that was very sweet

nice part

That was something unexpected in this story line...