So the first proper episode after ZaShaf getting married.
It begins with Zaroon pondering in his car that Kashaf seemed to ahve ignored him at her place. Lol poor guy was actually looked deeply worried about it. The way he kept thinking about it shows how she affects him in every which way possible. The way he thinks "accident bhi toh ho sakta hai" was so cute. And the way he finally decided not to call her to see how much she misses him was so adorable. Typical Zaroon---seeking attention from Churail Awwal.
Kashaf seemed least bothered in calling Zaroon to check whether he had reached home or not. But finally under all pestering and bickering by Sidra and Rafiya Ji she finally called.
Their phone converstaion was so simple and sweet. The way he taunts her "finally khayal aa gaya tumhe mera"and Kashaf in her typical indifferent manner replies "khayal nahin aaya, woh toh ammi ne kaha kee phone karke pooch loon." was typical ZaShaf. Then Zaroon questioning her "agar Aunty na kehti toh tum phone nahin karti" and Kashaf replying "aise baat nahin hai" showed that from inside she was concerned just that, that she fails to show it on her face all the time. She likes to keep it inside, keep herself bottled up and keep it to herself. The way Kashaf smiles unkowingly and unintentionally when Zaroon asks her "tum chahti thi ke main rukoon" was like an answer to Sidra's question "tum khush toh ho na?" Kashaf was not exactly just blushing but just way too happy. She was enjoying the whoel thing and it looked so beautiful. Sanam nailed it totally. She looked so beautiful and was glowing like a real, appy, satisfied newly-wed wife. She had this glow on her face which was because of Zaroon Junaid and she was proudly flaunting it at times here and there.
The way Zaroon blames her in fun for having made him offer the third Namaz of the year after the two Eid prayers was adorable. He was complaining like a little kid. And the way Zaroon complains again "Kashaf tum ghar jaake badal gayi ho." was so cute. He was so missing her and so was she. (if she could just accept it once *sigh*) The way Zaroon says "tum bahut zaalim ho Kashaf" and she smiles shows how she enjoys Zaroon talking to her like that, making her feel special and important all the time. And then came the bouncer at which Kashaf was also speechless. Her expressions changed and it seemed like her heart was in her mouth while answering that question. "Do you love me?" , one simple question of Zaroon left Kashaf speechless and made her unable to talk only. The way she responds after a minute or so saying "Pata nahin." And then Zaroon's simple and sweet question "Kya matlab pata nahin?". It was all done so nicely. Kashaf gives an explaination saying "Do din main kisi se mohabbat karna mushkil hai." And then Zaroon Junaid had his reply ready "Mushkil hai, na-mumkin nahin." to which Kashaf in her shying away manner siad "Na-mumkin nahin hai par mushkil bahut hai." The way Zaroon says that "tumhein haq hai mujhe kisi bhi cheez se rokne ka" was so impactful. He was giving her the power to stop him from EVERYTHING because she was HIS wife which was just beautiful. Kashaf now had the authority over a man who loved her dearly and gave her the responsibilty to stop him from everything himself. It was like he gave her the importance he had never given to anyone and Kashaf's smile shows how blessed she felt at that moment.
And I just loved the way that after they hung up their phones respctively Kashaf notices her ring for quite some time and was smiling all to herself. Her playing with the ring while thinking about Zaroon was so endearing.
When Sidra asks her about what had he said while giving it and she simply smiled and said "Bahut bada waada kiya tha, maut tak saath nibhaane ka waada." shows how happy she actually was. She was radiating happiness from left, right and centre and that expression was PRICLEESS according to me. The way she was almost in tears yet smiling justified her feelings---INNER HAPPINESS and SATISFACTION.Then they both change their names in the phone diary which again was endearing. The way Kashaf saves 'HUSBAND' and smiles looked as if she stil couldn't believe that it was happening or rather it had happened. The expression of disbelief yet pleasure was amazing to see. Then the way Zaroon keeps the name 'MY WIFE' rather than 'CHURAIL MURTUZA' was also very cute. Here 'MY' according to me symbolises the way he felt about Kashaf----that she was HIS now, FOREVER.
Then their next conversation was also very nice. The way Zaroona always makes Kashaf stumble and speechelss is incredible. It is so weird to see Kashaf blushing and sweating just at the thought of Zaroon holding her hand. It makes her blush...everything related to Zaroon makes her blush. The way he talked about how she was incapable of being indifferent to him anymore shows how he is aware the effect he has on her and how he enjoys being the only man to affect Kashaf Murtuza like that.
The way Kashaf writes in her diary of how she can not hate him any more is beautiful. The feeling of being unable to hate someone because you have started loving him with equal amount of passion and intensity is a beautiful feeling and Kashaf is experiencing it and just simply loving the feel of it as well.
Zaroon's diary entry was amazing. The way he discusses about how he wants to forget about her, wants to stop thinking about her but she has suddenly become the centre of gravity for him, the centre of his life. His life now seems to revolve around Kashaf Murtuza and he LOVED it.
The way Kashaf was waiting for him and got dressed up all for him shows how important he is for her NOW. The way they message each other was also good to see. They were having their own fun time. the couple time and most importantly they were loving every moment of it. The way Zaroon played with words and left her stumbled once again just by one message of his was so good. The way he types "I LOVE YOU" and Kashaf is in all smiles in the kitchen was sweet. The way Zaroon touches her fingers while she handed him the plate of kebabs and they just smiled and played with their eyes was amaizng.
The chai-ka-cup ka scene was enjoyable. So chai is really imporatant in their lives. The way he asks for a sip and she puts the cup in front of him and then says "haath nahin uth rahe" was freaking adorable. The way she makes him drink the tea from her own hands was very cute and so were their smiles. Sometimes I wonder they needn't talk only. Their smiles say it all...just everything.
Then their whole trip was enjoyable. The way she blushes and feeds him chewing-gum after looking everywhere to make sure none were noticing them was typical-Kashaf. The way he smiles after she gives him the chewing-gum and she smiles more beautifully calling him "sust". The way she keeps freeing herslef from his hand was adorable and so newly-wed types. The way she takes popcorn from the other side was cute. The way they buy that drink, talk, hold hands, get that painting done, Kashaf getting up when Zaroon gets up i front of the artist, them smiling at each otehr from the corner of their eyes was freaking cute.
One thing I noticed was that even though Kashaf frees herself from Zaroon's hands all the time at one point she lets it be. That was when they just entered the artist's place and Zaroon was asking him to make a portrait of Kashaf. Not even for once did she fidget around and leave his hand. Maybe she actually has become accustomed to his presence and stopped being indifferent towards him as he had said to her on the phone.
The discussion they have while having dinner finally tells her as to what Zaroon really expects out of her and thinks about her. It was a well-needed discussion.
There is this guy who has liked me for about 4 years now and I have never liked him back but a little question that haunts me everytime I see him noticing me is what does he like in me, why does he like me?. Sometimes I want to know but then the feeling of not knowing and still feeling important and special is what matters. The same way I want these two to read their diaries, know what they exactly feel about each other, know how improtant they are to each other repsectively but then I think sometings are better off when not said and just felt and so I am ok with them not reading it but just FEELING IT time and again unkowingly and unintentionally.
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