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Hii again . Without wasting your second , I present you my crap ... š
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I close my eyes. I'm not here. I'm there with them. with him.
We are celebrating. I'm dancing. he's laughing. I like it when he laughs. I love it when I make him laugh.
I'm in library.we are arguing. I'm angry. He is angry. But he turns me on when he fight. He does.
My first kiss happens in the same library.
He is close, so close, when we do that paper dance. I can feel his breathe, so warm. My skin tingles.
When I win that competition, I look at him. He smiles at me. He is proud of me I realise and my heart melts. I'am happy . I'm so , so happy.
He is in my arms. His head is buried in my neck. He is crying. Stabbing pain shoots through me. The pain is unbearable. I don't want him to cry.
I tell him , I'll be there for you
My eyes flutter open.
" Stop ! Please stop sanyukta.Don't go there" I whisper cry at my reflection.
I blink and blink.
I can't cry . Mascara would smudge. I laugh bitterly at absurdity of my situation. Of all the things I'm caring about mascara.
I take a deep brathe , I need to be strong . I stare again at my reflection .My eyes are glassy , I feel nothing. I try not to fell anything.
Cause it hurts so much.
I need to be strong for my family. Sameer said He would let me do engineering . It's hard to believe him .But I don't have any other choice
and I really wish I had.
There is a knot in my stomach that just won't go.
Then I see him. Behind me. My heart stops.The knots in my stomach loosens at just the sight of him. He jumps from the window and his eyes find mine. We stare at each other , for how long I don't know.
I want to run and crash into him. Hold him. But instead I spin around slowly and face him.I have to ball my hands into fist to stop myself from breaking.
He looks so deshelved, so tired. I have to look away when I notice his eyes are swolen.
Oh ! No !
I want to cry.
He takes slow steps toward me. I feel like I'm going to burst.
" Don't " I warn him.
He does'nt listen.He closes the distance. And we are just inches apart. I take a step back and hit the chair.
"You shouldn't be here" I tell him. My voice is so thick .It's hard to speak.
O h G O d ! ! He again closes the distance.
I shake my head furiously. " Please, Please don't" I beg. Tears start to stream down . I feel like my resolve is already shaking.
Why he is here ?? I said him my goodbye.. He shouldn't be ...
His thumb brushes my tears away and lingers there, caressing my chick. I suck in a sharp breathe. I NEED his touch .
Closing my eyes I melt under his touch. There's no resistance left in me.
" There's no point fighting this" He whispers against my mouth. I can't deny him . He is right.
He cups my face " Look at me sanyukta " And I look at him.
" You don't want to do this " He tells me .
" But I have to " My voice breaks.
He studies me for a second. I see disppointment in his eyes, I see traces of anger.
" What do you think you are doing ? " He snaps. " You think, you are
doing a noble thing by sacrificing your life,
that You are very strong" He takes a step back and tilts his head. He looks so furious . " But you know what I think? I think
you are wimp, You are giving in cause you are afraid to fight"
That's enough.
I open my mouth to snap back but then his lips are on mine.Warm , hungry , demanding . And I forget, I forget everything.
I give in. I kiss him back with the same hunger . He growls and pulls me closer. His hands race up my body ,
leaving a trail of heat wherever they touch. He pulls away " Do you still want to marry that stupid ass " He asks.
I'm breathless , I can't utter a word. so I shake my head . I want to kiss him again and again. But he doesn't. " Promise me "
I nod.
And now he kisses me again, this time harder. shakily , I reach up and run my fingers through his hair and yank him closer.
I can't get enough.
I promise myself, I would fight for us , not against us.
phew !!!!!!!! Done .
I know this is crap and doesn't even make a sense š¤£
But you read it š .
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Preeti .
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