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Tumhari problem kya hai Randhir? Sanyukta keeps asking him on finding his behavior really odd. Yes, its unlike Randhir, the old Randhir, and he has evolved into a more complex and complicated person. Rarely have we seen that the more a person opens up the more difficult it gets to understand him and that's exactly happening with Sanyukta. Of course, she knows him and knows very well how to tackle those ego tantrums that he throws frequently out of his nature. But what baffles her is his sudden jealousy-ridden outbursts, which usually comes on from nowhere and then his proclaimations of his propriety right over her - albeit to torture her, to pester her, and to make her cry sometimes, and to hurt her, sometimes so much so that it would compel her to give good fight back! But lately the later has changed and he is acting more helpful, offering his shoulders, outstretching his hands, and worrying about her safety, her career, and her dignity. Only this time, she is unable to understand as to why he is doing so, if at all he is doing. Her simple justification is because he is a weird guy, a genius but arrogant jerk, who likes to pick fights simply because he can hardly trust anyone. But he was the same guy who had opened up to her, laid his head on her lap and cried like a baby, embraced her tight and said that this word was selfish! And yet he didn't trust her completely. He questioned her affections and rejected her care! But she realized that he has changed. For her it was start of a new friendship, perhaps a little different from friendship, for neither were they total enemies nor were they complete friends! But when it came to caring for him, it came naturally to her as it did for her any of her friends or classmates and yet when he looked into her eyes, she could see that something was quite different between them. Subconsciously she would cling to him, consciously she knows she cant. The reality is different for her. She has to prove her mettle as a captain, as an engineer, and as a woman! She knows she has to accept Sameer. She doesnt even know how to think beyond him to even think about Randhir. For her he is a pesky odd guy who loves to interfere in her every little thing, who writes something about her in those secret code words, removes it, and then reverts back to his old ways of fighting! Standing by her side was natural as she knows he would, as she did for him. What gets tricky is this engagement buisiness! Poor little Randhir cant even figure out how to handle this crisis situation. He has barely realized his feelings, he doesnt even know how to approach in such matters. He can hardly relay his affections or even concerns. It was most difficult time for him when he watched Sameer kissing her! Just when he had given the reins of her life back in her hands, she had chosen Sameer. Willingly or not, she has chosen her fate and there is no place for him in her world. It was a very painful and heart wrenching that realization but he would bear it, like he bore every pain in his life. With her, he is going to attempt to sever all ties of that new forming bond and with that, he would hope that it would make him forget everything and her. But we know that is not going to happen. He is so miserably in love that it would be too difficult for him to forget her, but we know its not so deep yet that he would desperately jump in to claim her back. That will happen at its time perhaps with Sanyukta's slow realization amidst all her current problems.