sorry to hear, but u 've to be bold and lead the life, right?
try to brace urself and pray for some peace and we too pray for u.
start writing something , i think its a way of outlet and i know u 'd write jovial things wonderfully and why don't u start there?
listen some music when u get a free moment, music is a medicine for the heart, and don't forget u can start everything anew and in a wonderful manner.
if u r a reader try to calm urself in books.
and remember these things are only to refill u, if u don't get the peace in a thing just go away from that matter at once.
hope u' ll be all right and back soon, i know there is a good girl, and u can dr u just can!