MG FF ~ABHI NAHIN AANA ~ THREAD 9 - Page 25

"maan... stop.. it..it hurts..", breathless she was as she tried to stop him..but he would listen to none of her talks. He went on and on with his onslaught until she cried and begged for mercy and came once again simultaneously. She was panting..she was tired but he wasn't. He had never heard a bit of what she said. He went on lashing her inside out with his passion until tears rolled down her eyes...or until she fainted out of exhaustion.

She had difficulty in opening her eyes the next morning. Her entire body ached.. it hurt but she wasn't happy that he was with her. His anger...she just couldn't forget neither she could forget the pain last night. She rolled on her side and stretched her hand to hold him but there was no one beside. She was sore from the passion and too weak to even wake up. Her hands hurt and her wrists had turned blue, probably with his tight hold the whole night. She managed to pull the spread around her naked self and sat up. She checked the time and it was 9 in the morning. Gosh..she was late! She looked around for maan but he wasn't beside her. Ohh where could he go now??

"Maan... are you there?", she called out for him. She slowly stood up holding the spread around herself. Her entire body ached so damn badly. His blood shot eyes were no where giving her peace. She just wanted to be sure he was fine. She held the wall and tried to look for him. Her heart was beating so fast..how will she face him now after what stunt she had tried to pull last night? She felt weak. She hadn't eaten a morsel since last night. She watched his side..did he even sleep beside her last night? His side of the bed had no wrinkles at all. She slowly walked towards his side and saw a note left by him. She grabbed it quickly and felt like crying reading it.

"hope you enjoyed the night being f*cked...

By the time you read this, i'd be already flying back to india.

Did that hurt jaan?"

Indeed it hurt. His words were so so so cruel. It hit her straight on her heart. He called their togetherness as being f*cked!!! Tears rolled down her eyes...it was much more painful than last night. He just left...without saying anything! She walked into the shower and cried her heart out standing under the cold water. He just left...like that?!!! She saw her reflection in the mirror and it seemed to mock her. Her reflection laughed.. what was she talking about"he left!! Well..thats what she did with him too..didn't she? She walked out on him when he needed her the most. So true it seemed now that she was wrong. She was not befitting to be his. She wronged him in every possible way... and just proved herself that she is not worthy of him. A wave of shame washed over... she was not the one for him.

Holding her heart in her tiny frail fists, she walked out, wearing a tee and a skirt. Sasha was already waiting for her in the room. She had seen maan come into geet's room last night and she just wished everything was fine between them at least now.

She smiled seeing geet, "how are you feeling geet?"

And the next moment, she saw geet stumbling and falling on the bed, with a thump, losing her consciousness. Sasha panicked and rushed to her. Luckily, she hadn't hit her head anywhere as she fell directly on the bed. She quickly got some water and sprinkled on her face and rubbed her palm and sole.

"geet...ohh god..you have fever. Wake up... geet open your eyes dear.."

It took her some more rubbing and water to make her flinch. Sasha sighed in relief as geet slowly opened her eyes, adjusting to the light. She couldn't understand what was happening. All she could feel was her head hurt with so much pain and that giddiness brewing up from the pit of her stomach.

"bas bahut hogayi mannmaani... i am taking you to the doctor right now."

She could barely understand what sasha was saying or where she was taking her. But she felt better when the cool breeze hit her face while sasha drove her somewhere. She leaned back on the seat and closed her eyes, Taking deep breaths, until sasha stopped at the hospital and dragged her in.

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Sasha helped a numb geet to sit on the bed as they reached her room and got a glass of water for her. She kneeled down in front of her and held her hand, "geet...listen to me. Its no wrong.. tell maan sir... he will be so happy.."

Geet didn't reply . she stared blankly into oblivion trying hard to convince herself that she really was pregnant"almost 6 weeks to be precise. She didn't know how to react now...be happy that she was carrying their baby or cry at the fact that she ruined it all and that does she even have the right to go back to him now?

"geet...are you listening?", sasha cupped her face, "tell maan sir..."

She could hardly hear anything. Its been more than a month that she was back from the UK... but how can she be pregnant when she wasn't with maan the whole time!!! She was with him just last night!!

She looked at sasha with her voice breaking, "how can I be pr..pre...", she had difficulties in even speaking out that word, "i..i wasn't with him.."

And then she gasped as the realization struck. She covered her mouth with her hands as tears rolled down her eyes. She just realized that she might have conceived while she was in London..with him, like may be before arjun's accident? She couldn't think straight now. Her head throbbed with so much pain...he already hates her and now she was just going to burden him with the baby...no ways in hell!!!

Sasha was worried seeing her so shocked and numb. She shook her by her shoulders, "geet...geet..say something.. lets go to maan sir right now.. "

Geet smiled a bit through her tears and mean it seemed," he isn't here. He had already left."

"lets find him geet..you need him.. thats the end! You are nothing without him... do you realize that? You need him in order to survive because right now..you are nothing less than a dead body..."

Geet thought for a while and wiped her tears, "book tickets.. we are flying back home in the evening.."

"what?? Are you crazy? Didn't you hear what the doctor said? You are too weak to sustain this pregnancy and if you stress even a bit.. it might harm both of you.."

"sahsa please...i want to go back home..", geet said softly. But sasha was adamant, "not until you are better..."

Geet looked at her sadly, "please sasha.. Maan is flying back to India..."

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She was really getting restless with the long journey. She had thrown up a couple of times now. Sasha checked her and helped her with the medicines but geet was so disturbed with everything. She saw sasha dozing off beside her. She took a deep breath in and caressed her tummy softly. A small smile crept on her lips...her baby!! Her and maan's baby it was. If situation had been different..she'd have cried in happiness. But things were so different right now. She was selfish and she had accepted the truth that there is no life without maan. A drop of tear escaped her eyes as she painfully thought of the baby... was it going to have a future? Fear gripped her heart as she realized the things she had been dreaming is far from her reach.

Maan was back to india after so long. He had missed this place. He had some work here before he went back to London and ended up in his...no no.. their farmhouse. It was still the same..the same warmth..and every corner screamed of their togetherness. The only change he had made was making a mini bar somewhere during the year he had lived in the pain of losing geet. He went and sat on the couch, holding a glass of wine and thought of her. He wondered if she'd have found his note. he somewhere felt bad for leaving her alone but she had brought it upon herself. His hold tightened around the flimsy glass recalling the moment how that man had kissed her and damn hell she let him. Angry, he threw away the glass, shattering it into pieces and staining the carpet with the wine. He made some calls to Adi and went to office just to take his mind off her. He hated her...and he hated himself for hating her. Period!

Sasha followed geet to her room, trying to make her understand to just go and tell maan about it. They had reached late night and nisha had asked her to stay back at the mansion itself. She was getting worried seeing geet so weak and realized there had been some tension between geet and sasha. Even she tried to ask geet if she was worried about anything in particular but geet just locked herself in her room, not listening to anyone. She was slowly getting back into depression and she didn't seem to realize. She clutched her doll and sat on the floor, cuddled up at a corner, not knowing how to think. .or what to think! She caressed her doll and smiled weakly, speaking to her in a baby tone, "you know doll.. i have a baby within me.. and am so scared right now. I don't know what to do with it.. i love my baby but am so scared.."

She went on and on rambling something or the other like a lunatic. No doubt she was madly in love with him...crazy to the extent of going to any extremes...even if it meant going far away and killing herself. Her phone buzzed with someone from office and just rushed towards it, trying to forget everything as of now. There was some important project coming up and she just lost herself.

That night went sleepless for her again as she worked on her laptop, forgetting the world. She lighted up her cigarette and kept awake the whole night making presentation and doing stuffs. The two days went crazily busy. She drank herself to sleep and took pills to overcome insomnia. She just lost that sanity in her, losing herself to her work...deliberately though. She cried at night thinking of her baby.

The next morning, she staggered her way to the office and worked like maniac not giving her mind a break to think anything.

"geet..if you don't tell maan sir right now... i am going to do that!!", she announced and tried to take that bottle from her hands which she dodged easily.

"geet... stop drinking. Its affecting the baby you fool..."

Geet didn't even react. She gulped down her wine and stumbled her way back to the car. Sasha followed and drove her back home. It was almost midnight by now. Sasha watched her taking out her cigarette and trying to light it. She angrily snatched away that sleek stick and threw it out of the window, making geet glare at her.

"don't give me that look.. if not yourself then think of the little life inside you! I have fixed an appointment with the doctor tomorrow and you are going there... and this time i am not letting you off the hook.."

Geet went quiet throughout the journey thinking something. She had not been feeling very good all these days and realized she just might get herself checked for once. Sasha had given her a paper with all the details of the appointment and the hospital as well. She kept it securely in her bag.

The next morning, sasha was early, for she didn't trust geet on this. She had to take her to the doctor no matter what. She saw geet still sleeping and woke her up. Geet was feeling dizzy and weak..more than what she had been feeling before. she had her own doubts but went quietly to the washroom to get ready for the doctor.

She stood in front of the mirror, making quick decisions. She wouldn't wrong him anymore now. She had done enough damage...not anymore. She walked out wearing her formals and put on her extra layer of make up.

"come on...lets go..", sasha informed.

Geet stopped and smiled, "i will go myself sasha..you can go to the office. We've got a meeting in an hour..."

"no ways am going to trust you..."

Geet laughed at this and it was so cold that scared sasha. She wondered if there was something funny at all. But her eyes held no light. Like she had hidden herself deeper inside her pain. She got worried and held her by shoulders.

"geet... are you alright? Is there something wrong? Is the baby fine?"

Geet smirked and checked the paper shasha had given her the previous night, "umm.. Dr Seema..is it..the well known gynaecologist..thanks for the help sasha..i will take it from here.."

She walked out towards the car as sasha followed her getting scared at her attempt.

"geet...what are you trying to do now? If you are planning something stupid..think of the baby and maan sir first. I wont allow you to destroy three lives here and most importantly..yours.."

Geet put on her sun glasses and smiled, "don't worry sasha.. whatever i am doing is good for all of us.."

"and pray what are you doing?"

Geet got to the steering and turned on the ignition, "...going to get rid of the baby..."

She smiled cruelly and drove off, leaving sasha as scared as well. Getting rid of the baby... could she...could she be thinking of abortion?? Sasha felt like slapping that mad woman and more than that geet's madness scared her to hell. She immediately called geet but she disconnected the call. Sasha had to think fast. She got to the car and tried to follow her but that would not help. Geet wouldn't listen to her..as if she ever had earlier! She pressed the accelerator trying to locate geet's car which was out of sight now. Ohh god if she did abort..maan would never forgive her!! She stilled"Maan! Thats right! He is the only one who could stop her right now. She didn't know if maan was still in India but she had to look for him. She had to take a chance. She took a sharp turn and drove towards his office, praying he'd be there.

She rushed out into the lobby and looked for the receptionist. She didn't even realize she had tears in her eyes now.

"Is maan sir here? If yes..please inform its Sasha and i have to see him soon. Its urgent.."

The receptionist looked at her apologetically, "am sorry ma'am...but sir is in a meeting right now..he wouldn't see anyone.."

Sasha took a sharp breath in, "please... its urgent. Try to understand... i need to see him right now.."

"am really sorry ma'am.."

"shut up.. I am sent by Miss Geet Handa herself.. and its urgent..."

The receptionist knew geet very well and that maan and geet had been together was all over news and it still is, seeing geet is alive. She looked at sasha who was in a mess...may be it indeed was important.

"ahh ma'am..he is in the conference hall.. but i am not very sure if he'd like it.."

"yeah i will manage that but take me to him right now..", sasha was going restless. The time was going away too fast. The receptionist took her to the conference room, "ma'am.. i think you have to take it from here..."

"alright... thanks a lot.."

She barged in without wasting a second and stopped seeing maan with some of the HODs. Everyone was shocked to see an intruder and maan himself was shocked seeing sasha so much in a rush.

"maan sir..i need to talk to you right now..alone..its urgent.."

Maan sighed, "sasha..i am in a meeting right now..."

"sir please... she...she is going to die. You have to hear me out...please...", she cried.

Maan really panicked seeing sasha in such a state and then about geet..it did make him alert. On a gesture, the room went empty in a second as he walked towards sasha, now tell me.. what is wrong? Where is geet?"

"she...is in the hospital right now sir...she's going to kill the baby..please stop her.."

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