SwaRon SS: Tere Binn.. [Last Part Updated] *PM's Later* - Page 30

Originally posted by: Tan.vish.K

Part Six

Sharon ran away from there.. All her emotions were up on the surface and she couldn't afford to show them to anyone.. Not even Swayam.. She went to the Rehearsal Hall and stood right in the middle with her one hand on her forehead and the other on the hip..

Sharon (to herself): Control Sharon! Control yourself!! You can't fall weak.. Control!! You had decided you would shed no tears now.. Control danmit! Just relax.. Sab theek ho jayega.. Relax! Swayam ke kisi bhi baat se affected nahi hona hai!.. You both need to move on.. If not for yourself then for him.. Let him go! Let him go!

Kyun Sharon?'

Sharon was startled and turned back to find Swayam standing at the entrance.. As soon as Sharon had left from the party it was but obvious for Swayam to follow her.. Sharon had gone blank looking at him there.. She had lost her voice and the words in her mouth had been washed off.. She blankly kept looking at him trying to get a head or tail of the situation.. Swayam started advancing towards her not losing his intense gaze at her.. He stood right in front of her and demanded for an answer..

Swayam: Kyun khud ko control kar rahi ho Sharon?

His question got her out of her trance.. She looked at him and as the gravity of the situation sank into her mind she realised what was he talking about.. She shielded her eyes with a cold cover and her face blank yet stern.. She turned towards the other side as his eyes were not letting her keep up with her thoughts..

Sharon (coldly): Tum yahan kya kar rahe ho? You should be in the party..

Swayam (sternly): Mujhe apne question ke answers chahiye jo tum itni dino se avoid kar rahi ho..

Sharon: Tum kya bol rahe ho mujhe kuch samjh nahi aa raha..

Swayam (sternly): Don't you dare try this with me Sharon..

Sharon thought for a little, took as deep breath and turned towards Swayam.. She sighed and looked at him coldly..

Sharon (crossing her hand over her chest): Fine.. pucho kya puchna hai?!

Swayam (intense gaze): Tum uss din mere liye party arrange karke wahan se kyun chali gayi?

Sharon (coldly): I had some important work..

Swayam: Jhoot! Tum trip pe kyun nahi aayi?

Sharon: Dad mujhse milne aaye the..

Swayam: Jhoot!

Sharon (irritated): What the hell do you mean?!

Swayam (walking towards her): Jab maine Ruhi ka date banne ke liye haan kahan tumhe bura laga?

Sharon (looking into his eyes): Nahi..

Swayam (anger blazing eyes): Phir Jhoot!

Sharon was trying to keep her gazing as intense as she could.. As Swayam started walking towards her she walked backwards.. Somehow the anger was melting her shield and getting her nervous.. They were now a few millimetres away as Sharon's back had hit the wall and Swayam was close to her with his hot breath tickling her face..

Swayam (a bit calmly): Why are you doing this Sharon? Kyun mujhe dur push kar rahi ho? Itne dino se I'm trying to talk to you but you don't seem to be interested.. Ab bhi tumhari yeh aankhen kuch aur bol rahi hai aur tum kuch aur.. Kya baat hai Sharon? Please mujhe batao!

All this while Sharon was trying to surpress the urge to shout out at him but she controlled..

Sharon (gritting her teeth): It's none of your business..

Swayam was getting highly irritated with Sharon behaviour.. His anger was not in his control..

Swayam (banging his hand on the wall): It is my business.. It WILL always be my business..

Sharon (anger): Mujhe yahan se jaane do!

Swayam (holding her by her shoulder): Don't you dare step away Sharon.. Tum mere questions ka answer diye bina kahin nahi jaa rahi..

All the anger, frustration and pain had started taking the form of anger and Sharon's tongue was now being controlled by all these emotions.. She got free from his grip..

Sharon (shouting): Who the hell do you think you are?? Kis haq se apne question ka answers mang rahe ho? Ho kaun tum mere?

Swayam: that's not important..

Sharon (losing her cool): It is important Mr.Swayam Shekawat! It is bloody important! Tum samjhte kya ho apne aap ko?! Just because I love you doesn't mean ke tum harr given occasion pe meri insult karo ya mujhe kuch bhi bolke chale jaao aur main chup chap sunti rahu! You get that! You can't take me for granted always!!!

Swayam (calmly): Ok I got it.. But main uss sab ke liye sorry..

Sharon (cutting him): Right Sorry!.. Kis cheez ke liye sorry bologe? To insult my efforts to get in my life? Or mere saath cold behave karne ke liye? Or judging me to be a shallow and selfish person? Or one minute for calling my selfish fake even after I confessed what actually had happened.. Or no, to insult me by calling yourself a toyboy and entertainment in my life.. Oh yes ya mere Pyaar ko fake bolne ke liye (after a pause) Seriously Swayam?! You think I did everything just because mujhe tumhare attention ki aadat hai? You called it all a phase? (trying to control her tears) Main maanti hu mujhse ek bahut badi galti hui but kya tumne ek baar bhi mere efforts ko acknowledge bhi kiya? Have you ever bloody thought that I have loved you for a single moment even?

Swayam realised that this time things had gone way out of control.. Things were messed up big time.. His words and actions had left a deep impression on Sharon.. he knew both of them being hot headed right now would just ruin things further.. He calmed himself and held Sharon by her shoulder..

Swayam: Please listen to me Sharon.. Pehle please shant ho jao.. By screaming tum apni health kharaab kar dogi.. So please.. Relax aur bad ek baar mujhe meri baat kehne ka mauka do..

Sharon was yet angry but as he told her to cool she closed her eyes took a deep breath in and then let it out.. After composing herself she opened her eyes and looked into his.. They were reflecting all the love.. the longing.. the apin.. the guilt he felt.. Her eyes immediately mellowed down and her face became softer looking at him in a vulnerable state.. She got worried looking at his eyes brim.. How much every angry or hurt she maybe the only thing she hated in this whole wide world was tears in his eyes.. 1. It happened too rarely and 2. Each drop shredded her heart.. She through her eyes told him to speak.. His head immediately started dropping..

Swayam (guilty): Sharon.. I know ke jo bhi humare beech past main hua uss main hum dono ki galti hai.. Aur situations aise hogaye the ke humne waise react kiya.. And I'm sorry.. I'm sorry for all the harsh words I used.. Tumhe misjudge karne ke liye.. Tumhe itna misunderstand karne ke liye.. Tumhari insult karne ke liye.. Tumhare pyaar ki insult karne ke liye.. I know sorry bahut chota word hai but I'm really sorry for hurting you so much..

Swayam's head had dropped down and the unshed tears had started leaving a trail behind.. He wanted to let out this guilty before it could start eating him inside.. He rested his head on her shoulder and let all of it flow.. He felt her one hand on his head massaging his head trying to sooth him.. He composed himself and looked up at Sharon as she had not responded yet.. He looked at the silent tears that had made their way down her cheek but the face was devoid of any expression..

Swayam (cupping her face): Now we'll start a fresh.. Jo bhi past main hua lets keep it in the past and lets move on ahead.. Lets start all over again..

Sharon didn't respond but just kept staring at him.. He was getting worried as to why had she suddenly gone all silent.. But then he also noticed she was looking into his eyes intently as if trying to find something..

Swayam (softly): Hey kya hua?

Sharon kept looking in his eyes and very lightly nodded negatively..

Swayam: Say something..

Sharon again lightly nodded negatively.. Swayam was confused with her sudden change in behaviour..

Swayam (looking intently): Kya dekh rahi ho?

Sharon (in a trance): Sapna..

Swayam adored her cuteness.. He chuckled a bit looking at her innocence.. looking at his smile her face lit up with a smile.. She kept looking at him.. Her hand automatically moved up to his face and her fingers brushed against his cheeks feeling its warmth.. She cupped his face with one hand..

Swayam: Yeh koi sapna nahi hai..

Sharon (innocently): Hai! Main ankhen band karungi aur tum phir chale jaoge.. Mujhse dur..

Swayam (moving his face closer to her): Kabhi nahi.. Aankhen band karo..

Sharon just like before lightly nodded negatively..

Swayam (softly): Please.. Mere liye..

Sharon looked at him for a few seconds and closed her eyes slowly.. Swayam adored her for a few moment before moving closer to her.. His gaze was fixed on her quivering lips.. Their hot breath was fanning each others faces..He placed his lips on her feather soft ones and savoured their taste.. They were sweeter than honey he thought.. She didn't respond immediately as she was fighting her own feeling.. The warmth of his lips felt bliss against hers.. He gave her time and waited for her response.. No soon both their lips moved it in sync and both were lost in a passionate.. deep.. kiss that perfectly portrayed their longing for each other.. Her hands travelled up his torso.. around his neck and into his hair massaging it lightly.. It was slow and both took their time to live their moment.. They parted after what felt eternity but didn't move away from each other.. He slowly rubbed the tip of his nose on her cheek raising goose bumps all over her skin.. He slowly moved to her ear..

Swayam: Tutne nahi dunga.. Tumhare kisi sapne ko..

Sharon smiled wide with her eyes yet closed and rested her head in the crook of his neck.. he wrapped his hands around her possessively yet protectively.. She too tighten her grip on his back and nuzzled closer.. Both lost in the moment.. Their moment.. Promising to stand by each other come what way.. Kyunki

Tere Binn ab na jeena gavara hai na marna..

Tere Binn ab na jeena gavara hai nahi marne..

Kyunki ab tu hi hai iss dil ki dhakan aur sanson ki wajah..