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Arshi's Index
EPISODE Part 254-255
~ Realizations &
Revelations ~
"Aur jo chot tum ne mujhe
pohnchai hai uska kia..."..[ What about the wound you've given me] ..Arnav spilled the
half truth of his pain that day after finding his life and bringing her back
home, realizing that without her he is nothing...and she asked, "Kya.." aap yahan se aise
nahin ja sakte jab tak aap humain yeh nahin batate keh hum ne aapko kaisi
chot pohnchai hai.." ...[What? You can't go
anywhere without telling me what kind of wound I've given you...?]...
Khushi had no idea the
depth of his love and the wound he's been scratching in his frustration of
being mad at himself loving her the way he does.But after his departure Khushi
is recollecting the gems of his deep love which he scattered all around her
since the day one. Just like Buaji explained the virtues of Khushi to him by
taking examples of chillies, Naniji disclosed Arnav's motives to Khushi by the
story of his childhood."Jab wo kissi ke waste kuch nahin kar sakat hain to khud ko hi
saza daine lagat hain...aise hi hain
humare Chote..." ...[When He can't do anything for anyone then he punished
himself...] This is the key element which is awakening her conscious about all
the encounters where she misjudged him since guesthouse incident till now.Now
she knows the reason of his wound and the depth of his love for him and the
reason of his hatred towards his loving her.
New morning has risen a new
wave of tremor in RM without any movement or trail but Khushi is following that
trail unintentionally.She is missing Arnav so much and his name and
khiyal[thoughts] are making her more and more restless.Food and Khushi's
worries are friends like forever...She makes breakfast for Anjali and takes it to
her room and gets a glimpse of first trail...Will Papers...
I must say"kanwa chala hans ki chaal
aur khud ki chall bhool baitha..." you know what I'm saying...In Arnav's absence Shyam is thinking
he is the one who will rule all...time will tell Mr Slither...
Symbolism and connection:Laxmi's help makes her
reaching one step , may be tiny but yes one step towards the goal...Will's
paper...remember I told you these papers have no meaning without Arnav's life...and
these are going to be under the crib...and that unborn is going to pay the
ultimate price...Will is Shyam' s greed and his virtues...which will be
exposed...during this time...
Laxmi has 4 elephants...and those
represent directions with wisdom and faithfulness to the master...Khushi
is going to be exposed to Shyam's true picture to save Arnav's life.
Here also connects Payal's cut pics pieces...which
Mamiji is figuring out ...yes puzzle pieces where Mamiji will also help her to
join together to get the puzzle pieces of Shyam and later Nk will join and
Payal will open her mouth too.Meaning whole family will complete this puzzle of
Shyam which only Khushi and Arnav has seen yet.
Lovely touch of outdoor and Naniji &
Anjali's attempt to bring Shyam into light ...with them in Mandir...Khushi takes
the opportunity to find about the papers , a trail towards her suspicious...but
her restlessness about Arnav has not gone unnoticed by them either.But her
disappointment grabs her not finding papers as Slither is one step ahead of
her.His sardonic and vicious smile just disgusts me...
Emergence of a woman through every word and action is shaping up a
new storm behind this temporarily calmness of the surroundings .The brewing up
anger in her is settling into deep concerns, concerns are raving up into
realizations and that turns hopes up with rebellious desires "to be with him" no matter what , "to claim him as
hers"
no matter what ...indeed "ek din nafrat bhi sharma jati hai ...agar ek mauqa diya jaye..."..[Hate gets
defeated in front of love eventually]...
She is entering the temple where he broke her fast on Teej .Her
each step is closer to that eternal touch of his by sipping the "Abe Hayat" which he gave her couple of months ago but she scolds
at him for that "Why did you give me that ... you broke my fast", yes broken fast "mujhe nahi pata tha keh tumhara...tum behosh ho rahi
theen.."[ u were getting fainted..I didn't know you are fastening]...He
never knew about Her getting trapped into Shyam's games but he still saved
her from all the dizziness of this whole game under DeviMaiya's
supervision...He offered her eternal life with him and that's what he's been offering
her all along either in hate or love and today she understood that by embracing
each step towards it.She got the real meaning of his each action and her each
step is getting forward with redemption f her misunderstanding him...Sad Rabba Ve
joins her distraught condition...
She is standing in front of Lord Shiv not Devi Maiya and
praying for her Arnavji's welfare as his wife... aap bas unka khyal rakhein aur haan unn se kahiyega jaldi wapas aa
jayain"...[ Just take care of him and please tell
him to come back soon]
Shiv,The Lord of "mercy and
repentance" ...as She is repenting
for all of her actions today .Lord Shiv also has the power vanquishing
evil and she is gathering that from Lord Shiv to vanquish Shyam's evil
plot as their positions [Khushi is in between Shyam and Anjali]...while
standing in front of Shiv is ringing those bells. "aap hamein chodiye...hum apni
mushkile khud suljha lenge...aur haan "humne apni dil ki baat aapke
saamne rakhi,yeh baat aap Devi Maiyya se mat kahiyega". [ I can take care of
myself..Don't tell DeviMaiya that I opened up in front of you]...Last time she declared
to Devimaiya that she won't speak to her and doesn't have any intension to stay
here but today she is here for her husband...her Arnavji...She has done every
ritual under Devi Maiya's supervision and today she is completing the circle
with Lord Shiv with her pure , innocent and eternal acceptance of her Love for
Arnavji..."Apne pati keh liye..jinse hum bohat pyar karte hain.." and She will declare these words to the Evil later.
Khushi is asking strength for him , so he can fight with all the
demons within and around him. Here comes Anjali's words with Arnav in front of
the mirror..."tum khud bhi nahi jante keh tumhain Khushiji ka kitna
Khiyal hai..."and that made him realize to say "I love you.." because he just
does and doesn't want any reason to do so...For Khushi here comes Naniji's
words..."hamre chotey hai na agar woh kisi se pyaar
karte hain aur unke liye kuch nahi kar sakte to khudhi ko sazaa dene lag jate
hain"
She was upset that day
after his accusation and she ended up making Jalaibis thinking why did he
accuse of that? Today she ended up making Jalaibis too.My grabber is Shyam's
reaction when Anjali teases Khushi...he closes his eyes...He knows She loves Arnav
but his lust and revenge to make her his has not ended yet.Khushi is like a
fish out of water ,runs in her room and cries her heart out along with Rabba
Ve."Why did I make Jalaibis when he is not even here"...
He loves to eat her
Jalaibis and she used to make for him in his Lunch box besides his anger
because she saw her man licking his fingers enjoying what she makes.He never
asks for it but she knew it and today she is doing it unintentionally
remembering all those moments...She remembers how her jalaibis revived him from
his low sugar attack...
Symbolism and Connection: inma meetha kuch alag hai... Naniji the wise one is indicating the sugar free Jalaibi...and who is sugar free in this RM...who seems different among all...yes Shyam...and Naniji is just like Arnav , very sharp but she has what Arnav doesn't ...she has experience of life and she will see the the clear picture of Shyam when Arnav will explain her and will never doubt Khushi's pure nature.
Pondering connected dots:She was making Jalaibis
finding the reason of his chot and how she is the reason for it and today again
she is making Jalaibis to find the reason of him messaging her only not di or
anyone else...getting frustrated and hurt thinking that he might be in danger but
he never did it .He left me Airport like that and all...kuch bura...he is in trouble...her heart
is listening his "Chot" ...
Today the soothing sound of spreading pearls make
her understand the true meaning of Arnav's pearled oceanic Love which is
way deeper than anything...Which was always around her to sooth her from every
storm and today she is feeling alone walking , facing the heat of it but his
Love is her strength and that will light her path to find all the treasures of
their moments to go through this darkness till she finds him..."hum ne
aapko dhoond hi liya" ...till then he will be his guardian angel of
strength..."aap hi hamari taqat thai..." [u were my
strength] ...Yes she has unlocked the real meaning of Love of the man who is
everything for her since from the beginning and today she wants to claim
him...to embrace him..the way he is ..
Kuch
rishtey ajeeb hi Dor mein bandhey hotey hain
Takraar
se shuru hote hain...Nafrat ke saaye mein panapte hain
Girte
hain...padte hain...par Kaayam rahte hain
Nafrat
badhti jaati hai...aur Rishtey ki gaanth aur gehri hoti jaati hai
Itni
ki ek din Nafrat bhi aur badhne se sharma jaati hai
Aur
woh rishta sirf ek bandhan bankar reh jaata hai,lekin sirf Nafrat waala
Kabhi
kabhi aisa lagta hai...Nafrat ke us maahaul mein kuch to hai
Jo
humse kehta hai -
is
unsuni,anjaane se,ankahe se rishtey ko ek mauka to do
Some
relations are tied in an odd knot,They start with a conflict,They grow in the
shadows of hatred
They fall ,they declined
but remained intact,the hatred continues to grow
And
the bond of relationship keeps getting tighter
So
much that one day hate even shies away advancing any further...
And
that relationship becomes a BOND But a bond of hatred only
But there
is something says in this hatred environment that
give
a chance to this unknown, unheard and unsaid feeling
Par
jis rishtey ki neev hi Nafrat pe rakhi gayi ho -
Uss
sey kuch bhi ummeed lagaana naadani nahi to aur kya hoga
Aur
shaayad yeh naadani hum kar baithe hain
warna
kyun itni nafrat ke baawjood hamein aapki yaad aa rahi hai
Kyun
hum aapse ladte hain,jhagarte hain...laikin aapke jaane ke baad
Aapki
hi ki raah dekhte hain, hawaon se aapki baatein karte hain...
But
it is foolish to have a hope for any hatred relationship
But
may be I did that foolishness already
Otherwise
why I can't forget you even in the state of extreme hate
I
fought with you but seeing your way in your absence
Talking
about you with the wind
she remembers how he reached to save her in guest house , how he was there holding her in his arms while saving her from a car, he was there all along besides his hate to save her , to save his di...He was hurt by her actions for not trusting him enough telling him the truth but he was there as always...
She remembers him pulling her in mandir , dropping the dash of sindoor
making her his...and that makes her comes down on her knees near the poolside in
that transparent shallow water where everything seems clear to her...His "chot"
which she couldn't see before and now wants winds to take her message to him "Hum Jante hain
keh aap hum se kitna pyar karte hain..." [ I know how much you love me...] from "Hamesha" ..She will say
these words to her man later but winds might carry these now to sooth
him...because he is in pain because of her
Khushi's
each line is enveloped in layers and layers of pain, yearning, forlorn and
discontent but right from her Heart dipped in pure Love... which is bleeding
for him only..Yes This is a merger phase from "Hate to Love"..."Main tum
se nafrat kar hi nahi paya...hum ne kitni koshish ki aapse pyar na karne ke
liye.."...Today
she cried her heart out to clear all the dust of dust...yes she loves him , she
just does ,the way he does... Fadak padta hai from both sides...
Tu hi Bata Mere Maula ...sings their agony...
like the first one when Khushi landed in his office,in his life, in his world with contract of life and his di tells him a girl will come and his sansain ruk jayengi...second when he dropped sindoor in collision on Bhersarai...teej...third after their first hug...he lands his hand on her to be her protector forever, then arousing a woman in her on Diwali but with heartbreak and then bandaging her wounded heart wrapping his name on her in mandir before anyone could even claim her...and then finally today completely arousing her feelings, making her realize his TRUE love...it wil come last time on I love u dammit...when her search for him will stop forever...
I must say they both have crossed Millenium to reach at this point.
Anjali
brings her food while Slither takes it to Khushi , a new way of his getting
closer to his prey...but she has to see his extreme side before coming out of
her good cloak and that is why she has to see the mirror image of a guy eating
Daal full of chillies...
BUT KHUSHI HAS TO GET THE "CHOT" TO SEE HIS REAL FACE...
[YOUTUBE]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FIdOYSlD-C0[/YOUTUBE]
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