Sushpective: Everything but ......updates page 6& 11

I think I can understand Paro a little today. I too was upset at first but then she made sense to me. She loves him... she has no doubts there. She is insecure, not because of Laila. She is not a problem to her. Paro's problem is Rudra. He is sweet to her but says she has no right on him. He says he can't see her in pain but asks her to leave him. She was ok with all that before... But now she is broke, has lost hope. She wants some assurance and something to hold on to and only Rudra can give the that.

Paro till date believed that even her Bolenath wanted them to be together. Hoped that one day Rudra will surely understand her. But now she is not sure anymore. After the truth was out, she was made to rethink her faith. Did she get everything wrong? Did she read Bolenath's signs wrong? Was he not meant for her? Right now only thing Paro is sure of is that, she loves Rudra and he is her life. Everything else for her is a blur. 😕

Paro is totally shattered yet again and this time she has no strength to pick up all the broken pieces. Her faith is not supporting her anymore. She has no hope or love to hold on to either. She is a emotional mess right now. With nothing to support her anymore, she is completely falling apart . She tries her best to gather herself together by holding on to only one thing she can find, logic. But then that logic stands tall only till Rudra comes into picture, showering her with tiny gestures of care, pushing her into a happy bubble filled with hope for a tiny moment before it burst as the truth hits her hard that he might never feel anything for her. Which only makes her break even more. So his sweet actions even though make her happy, finally end up hurting her.

Like the puppet show... It was something from her childhood... with happy ending... which seem unattainable for her story. So she ends up trying to find solace from the show that by the end Raja is meant for Rani... which means she is where she is supposed to be. We all do that when we are depressed, we try to find solace in what makes us happy. She did the same but all hell breaks loose as that also breaks her heart with Raja ending up with Pari (Seriously, Pari for Laia...🤢) She feels completely lost. Poor baby. Questions she asked him were not baseless. She was not arm twisting him to love her or confess to her nor was she doubting him nor was she jealous of someone else. No, she was just insecure, shattered, hurt, lost and very much vulnerable. But nothing else.

Many of us expected Paro to react to Laila's words. But like Paro said in the yesterday's episode, she feels she has no write to speak about him. So when Laila said he won't come she didn't respond because she truly didn't know if he would. Ya, she did want him there but was not sure that he would come. And can she go call him to prove Laila wrong. No. 😔

If a wife knows that her husband loves her unconditionally then like Paro said someone staying in the same house as them shouldn't matter to the couple because they understand and love each other. And here when her husband doesn't even acknowledge their marriage then who is she to kick someone out of the house. Makes sense?

At the end of the episode when she talks about, King being controlled by strings of Pari... It doesn't mean that she doesn't trust Rudra. It is just that she feels that even though he doesn't realize he still is connected to Laila. When she says, the king didn't give the queen his heart... She was not arm twisting him to confess. She just wanted to know what she means to him. His lover? Just his wife? A friend? A well wisher? A nobody? What? The conversation was not over there...So it is wrong to analyze only that question separately.

In response, Rudra ensures, "The king can get his heart back from Pari any time he wants." But then comes the obvious question, "Then why doesn't he?" Now, that was Bang On. Her next sentence tell us more about her thought process. "May be he doesn't want to, may be he wants to live in the past, may be that is why he wants Rani to go out of his life." 💔(Rudra did say many times that he wants her out of his life) Now this was the key to this whole conversation. This shows how broken and vulnerable Paro is. Anything and everything about Rudra sets her off emotionally. She feels Rudra never wanted her, that he never wants to move on from his past, that he was comfortable to live in his past but it was she who was forcing him out of it. That may be she was trying to change something that he never wanted to change in the first place.🥺

Also if he wants to live in his past then Rani truly has no place in his life. As Laila is already in his past. If he hasn't moved on from his past then how could he have moved on from Laila. And only if he moves away from his past, he can give Paro some place in his life. 😳

Originally posted by: habs

Thanks for posting early and for posting at all 😊 I'll be out most of the night but wanted to get my two cents in. LOL

It was a different episode but I liked it - didn't mind KCM and Laila together just keep them away from everyone else especially Parud. I think payback be a coming soon to KCM and she's going to learn it's a real bitch - figuratively and literally in the form of Laila.

I hope they develop the Sumer and Laila angle - it was fun to watch and provided some much needed levity. I don't like Laila and want her to take a long walk off a short pier as it were but if she provides some comic relief and the audience gets to see the premiere witch suffer I'm all for it!

Not going to comment on Paro today. I don't have any insight and it appears the writers don't really either. She is vacillating between not pushing him then pushing him at the end. If they are trying to show she is very human and fallible they are doing an excellent job. Perhaps Paro will learn that she's not always right through this process? Not sure and it takes too much mental energy to 'decode' W*F they are doing with her character.

Hopefully this Laila track ends soon. I was reading on Facebook Mr. Tequila Shots was mentioning about another track coming up with a new song - a song he composed so let's hope they back burner the stupid cupid.

Originally posted by: -Sush-

Hmmm...who would have thought...Parud will get the second post on Suhspectives but they do...today ...not sure if I will do them together or separately...

For now let me just say one thing...

How is the story about Major not falling in love credible...when he is walking around soft as a mushball? Am I missing something here?

Either they can show him as a hard hitting, non-emotional person who is having trouble expressing his emotions...and then the plot totally connects...

Or

They can let his partner...open he eyes and actually complain about something that is more credible...that people can buy into...

I am totally at loss with this characterization and this plot...where is the connection?