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So.
This is my way of saluting all SS fans for bearing the heart-breakening SwaRon track. And then this breath-stopping Monday's episode...
I myself watched the epi 4 times. And I swear, wept every time.
Well... This is a sad piece of work, after the happy track. But I just wanted to write it... For the SS fans...
Cause if you guys could bear that, you'd be able to bear this as well. 😔
***
It was something, he could swear, he can't ever want even his foes to experience.
The feeling of loosing someone you love... The feeling when your love is ruthlessly snatched away from you...
But, he had experienced it. Lived through it. Still was.
People around him envied him. Envied his optimism. Praised his tendency of bearing all what life throws - with a smile.
Little did they know about his insides.
The actual 'Swayam Shekhawat' had ceased to exist the moment she took her last breath. It had always been absurd for him to think how life would've been if she wasn't there for him.
Now he knew.
He'd decided to stay back, locked up in his house forever. But, 'forevers' don't hold up any meaning. Do they?
Of course not. She'd promised to be by his side 'forever'. But, did she? No. This meant she broke her promise... No! She wasn't that sort of a person, who would. Then, the only possibility was - forevers are meaningless.
And he knew.
The next day he went all smiling to the college. Evreyone thought him to be in shock, obviously! But no. He wasn't.
He wanted to scream out aloud that he'd moved on. He expressed a hundred times. But no believed. He wondered why...
Rey and Kriya had been sympathetic. He hated it. Of course, he had all the reasons to! She'd taught him that whenever someone throws a sympathy, he's looking down upon you. He'd recalled the ice-queen's words as he'd screamed at them for being so stupid in judging him. Not just them, but all were badly yelled at by him.
A week passed by, with almost same happenings taking place daily. He'd been cheerful and had went all the way scolding people, who'd tried sympathizing with him. He'd felt humiliated everytime. She'd taught him that no one on this planet by any means has any rights to humiliate you. He'd wondered how come she'd been able to behave rudely, inspite of being so gentle by heart.. He'd always thought how was she able to yell at people..
Today he knew.
Reluctantly, on his numerous pleadings, he'd been appointed as the new GS. He was ready to manage both duties alone. After all, she'd always been a multi-tasker. She'd taught him that duties were to be preferred over personal-issues. And, how could he deny. All through the while, he'd known her, he'd been proud of this quality of hers. He'd been amazed at the way she masked everything, by her wrath-queen attitude. He'd been shocked at how did she manage it..
Finally he knew.
_____
And slowly, but at the end, all had convinced themselves to see what was obvious. But, gigantically shocking.
He was gradually becoming more and more like her. And there would be a day, when he'll be exactly what she was.
After all, she wasn't harsh from birth... She'd earned it. And so would he. And they could see...
Sharon 'the ice queen' wasn't dead... She'd renascenced him...
And they all knew.
***
All jootas n chappals welcomed. -_-
Love
Aishwarya
This is my way of saluting all SS fans for bearing the heart-breakening SwaRon track. And then this breath-stopping Monday's episode...
I myself watched the epi 4 times. And I swear, wept every time.
Well... This is a sad piece of work, after the happy track. But I just wanted to write it... For the SS fans...
Cause if you guys could bear that, you'd be able to bear this as well. 😔
It was something, he could swear, he can't ever want even his foes to experience.
The feeling of loosing someone you love... The feeling when your love is ruthlessly snatched away from you...
But, he had experienced it. Lived through it. Still was.
People around him envied him. Envied his optimism. Praised his tendency of bearing all what life throws - with a smile.
Little did they know about his insides.
The actual 'Swayam Shekhawat' had ceased to exist the moment she took her last breath. It had always been absurd for him to think how life would've been if she wasn't there for him.
Now he knew.
He'd decided to stay back, locked up in his house forever. But, 'forevers' don't hold up any meaning. Do they?
Of course not. She'd promised to be by his side 'forever'. But, did she? No. This meant she broke her promise... No! She wasn't that sort of a person, who would. Then, the only possibility was - forevers are meaningless.
And he knew.
The next day he went all smiling to the college. Evreyone thought him to be in shock, obviously! But no. He wasn't.
He wanted to scream out aloud that he'd moved on. He expressed a hundred times. But no believed. He wondered why...
Rey and Kriya had been sympathetic. He hated it. Of course, he had all the reasons to! She'd taught him that whenever someone throws a sympathy, he's looking down upon you. He'd recalled the ice-queen's words as he'd screamed at them for being so stupid in judging him. Not just them, but all were badly yelled at by him.
A week passed by, with almost same happenings taking place daily. He'd been cheerful and had went all the way scolding people, who'd tried sympathizing with him. He'd felt humiliated everytime. She'd taught him that no one on this planet by any means has any rights to humiliate you. He'd wondered how come she'd been able to behave rudely, inspite of being so gentle by heart.. He'd always thought how was she able to yell at people..
Today he knew.
Reluctantly, on his numerous pleadings, he'd been appointed as the new GS. He was ready to manage both duties alone. After all, she'd always been a multi-tasker. She'd taught him that duties were to be preferred over personal-issues. And, how could he deny. All through the while, he'd known her, he'd been proud of this quality of hers. He'd been amazed at the way she masked everything, by her wrath-queen attitude. He'd been shocked at how did she manage it..
Finally he knew.
And slowly, but at the end, all had convinced themselves to see what was obvious. But, gigantically shocking.
He was gradually becoming more and more like her. And there would be a day, when he'll be exactly what she was.
After all, she wasn't harsh from birth... She'd earned it. And so would he. And they could see...
Sharon 'the ice queen' wasn't dead... She'd renascenced him...
And they all knew.
All jootas n chappals welcomed. -_-
Love
Aishwarya
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