Asad
closed his eyes tightly while the naughty sun was penetrating through
the window, straight to his face. He tried
to smuggle up with his pillow and felt a soft body touching his. He brushed his
finger against her bare skin at the back and smuggled taking her in his arms. A
cute smile kept on playing in his lips. "Zoya!"
he whispered in his sleep inhaling her intoxicating perfume. He kissed
her partition in sleep and placed his chin above her head. Slowly he
was greeted with her soft unconscious pecks on his neck. He smiled more and
pressed himself more on her. Gradually
he opened his eyes and yawned. "Something
was different" he thought "He
was feeling nice" that's unusual, he thought and frowned. He was
trying to make sense of the situation when he felt her touch against his bare
skin. His eyes
fell on her dress, which adored his wooden floor. Her long silky hair washed
his pillow. her soft smooth figure perfectly matched every bit of his physic.
His hand encircled her waist and the other one held her head possessively. Her
hand rested in between them and the other holding his nape. Zoya
shifted in her sleep sensing, a little discomfort, in the process of
which she ended up exposing her upper body to him. Asad
just couldn't take his eyes off her. Everything was just perfect
in her. He adored
the bruises given by him and in no time he covered her with him holding her
proudly in his arms. "Zoya!
He whispered against her ear making her wrap her arms around him once again. "hmm!"
she replied in sleep. Asad did
not know why but he felt the moment should freeze. She should remain in his
arms just like this. And he can look at her lovingly just
like the way he was doing at the moment. He kissed
her cheeks slowly, waking her up touching every part of hers with his finger
tip, lingering it for sometime, on those bruises. She was looking more
beautiful in those bruises he thought. He too gazed his body and found her nail
makes almost all over his body. He smiled feeling that finally
he submitted to her. He has never thought this moment will ever come
in his life. He never thought the feeling which he wanted to know what it was
when he was around Zoya, will be the best feeling in this world. He never knew Submitting
can be so peaceful Submitting
can be so beautiful. He felt
right for giving her his everything, he felt so proud of himself that he
finally opened himself in front of the right girl. He felt
her body stiffening slowly. He knew she was about to wake up now. Slowly he
moved back a little and looked at her. The lipstick mark was still very much
visible in-between her partition and her swollen lips were driving him crazy. Zoya
chuckled when she sense a loss of touch. She slowly opened her lashes and met
with his. She
smiled looking at him and hugged him back. "I
hope I can see your face every morning just like this". Asad did
not know what to say. He just held her in his arms. "I
so wish that my this dream will come true someday. But I know he hates me a lot
and I can never find my home in his arms", she pouted which made her lips
touch his skin once again. Asad wondered what
was she talking about. Was she still not in her senses. Sensing
something unusual, Zoya started checking the pillow beside her. But
toher surprise she felt a hard form beside her. "I
think I have gone mad in his love, how can I feel this pillow as him? And how
can it smell like him too?" Zoya had
a habit of talking to her pillow thinking that it was Asad, every morning ever
since she was sent to abroad. She used to nuzzle her face and kiss the pillow
thinking it as Asad. So today was no exception except the fact that the pillow
was indeed her Asad. She
checked him once again touching his muscles at the back and slowly
reality hit her. She immediately pulled
back. There
eyes met after the previous night encounter and immediately there
was a spark. Zoya couldn't believe that he was
indeed besides her, hugging her possessively. She
slowly touched his face blinking her lashes vigorously, feeling
extremely nervous. "Ashu...ad?"
she chocked. She moved
few inches more and suddenly she felt a sharp needle like pain in her abdomen. Quickly
she held her stomach twitching her face muscles and that's when she realized
their position. She slowly felt her bare skin against his and closed
her eyes in embarrassment. She was
not able to make any sense of what happened. How it happened. And how they
both ended up in such a position? She tried to recollect last
night's act but she failed miserably. Her
practical voice was telling her that nothing had happened, but her physical
voice giving her right signal about
what had happened last night and her heart rejoiced
thinking that last night she was with him, in his arms, taking him inside her,
marking her his and surrendering her to him totally. "Zoya!"
he whispered in a mellowed tone. That's
when she came back to her senses. What if
he bad mouth her? What if
he says it was a blunder What if
he doesn't acknowledge that beautiful moment and curse? Slowly
she covered herself taking the bed sheet and sat up. On the
other hand Asad was trying to talk to her and take away her anxiety. He
was ready for her questions. He was ready to answer all. He just
waited for her to start. Asad
shifted up comfortably and rested his back on the head rest. He tried
to touch her palm but she removed his hand sensing his approach. He looked
at her retreating hand and fisted his own. "Zoya!
We have to'" he couldn't complete
when she said "WE WERE DRUNK". Asad just
looked at her and was about to touch her face when she hit his hand by her
waving it off. "DON'T
TOUCH ME MR KHAN. I DON'T WANT ANY EXPLANATION FROM YOU ABOUT THIS.
NEITHER DO I WANT TO HERE NOR DO I WANT TO TALK ANYTHING
ABOUT IT". "Zoya
but listen to me", he said in a composed tone. "NO.
I HAVE LISTENED ENOUGH and it was not my fault", she said "Zoya!
Stop it". "No
Mr Khan, enough said bas aur nahi. Mujhe kuch nahi sunna hai samjhe aap? HOSH
MEIN NAHI THE. Agar hotey to yeh kabhi nahi hota Asad Khan. You would have never slept with me, in
your room, on this bed". Tears
started forming in her eyes and Asad's patience was hitting its
saturation point. The
little he knew was that Zoya herself was scared of his reaction. She
did not want him to say anything negative about last night. Though
she hardly remembered what happened but whatever happened it was very clear
that nothing was left in between them. She
looked at the bed and all her happiness was suddenly clouded by darkness.
The thought of him making out with Aaliyah in this very bed killed her. Before
she breaks down she wrapped sheet around her and stood up. "Ouch!"
she winced in pain "Zoya
careful" he knee crawled towards her. Zoya
stepped back pointing her index finger. "No Mr Khan, humdardi nahi
chahiye". Asad
closed his eyes and tried to control his rage once again. "It
will not affect me and I will make sure that it does
not affect me, MR. ASAD. KHAN" she said gritting her teeth. Asad shot
a look at her when she uttered the last line "It
will not affect her?" looking at her with hurt filled eyes "It
will not effect her?" he looked at her with questioning eyes "It
will not effect her?" he looked at her with angry eyes. Zoya
turned her back towards Asad and walked towards her dress,
which was lying on the floor. She picked it up and ran to his
bathroom. Leaning
on the door she closed her eyes tightly and gulped hard. A cute
smile crept on her face and a happy tear rolled down her cheeks. She
touched herself and rejoiced each and every part of her own body. She felt
happy to be marked by him. "He'"
she chocked. "He
touched me" she sighed in happiness. "HE
ACTUALLY TOUCHED ME" she thought it loud. "How
I might have felt when his fingers devoured me". She
touched her lips and sat on the floor. her tears had no bound this
morning. ** Asad was
still on the bed recollecting what had happened between them last night. Unlike
Zoya , Asad remembered each and everything that had happened between
them. "It
was magical" he noted mentally Pushing
his head towards the head board, he recollected her words "please Asad'.let
me'" His trace
broke when Zoya came out of his bathroom wearing her dress. It was not helping
her to cover his marks on her. Her neck, her nape, her arms everywhere his
marks were visible. Her maag
was still filled with that red colour and she was just looking stunning he
thought. Like a perfect bride on the very next day of her suhaag raat. Her eyes
were not down cast, she did not look nervous, her vision straight on Asad
locking her eyes with him. A
graceful figure walked towards him and stood in front of him. "I
will not ask you why you did it, I will not ask what made you do that with me,
I will not beg you to love me for this, I will not ask you to
explain, if you think it was a mistake you are free to think whatever you want
Mr. Asad Khan. You will not get a single
tear from this Zoya Farooqi. You will
not get a single plead from me". "as
I said earlier this is not going to affect me at all because it
happened when we were intoxicated. Raat gai baat gai". With that she
stormed out of his room picking up her shoes slamming the door behind. Asad was
so messed up that he just could not counter Zoya. He kept on looking at his Zoya,
no, a changed Zoya, who loved him unconditionally, never complained about
anything, just given him immense love, but today when he needed her warmth the
most, she just flew away from his life, leaving him in a miserable
state. He had
no intention to hurt her today, he just wanted to talk to her. TALK
TO HER that's all. He wanted to apologize for everything he had done to
her. He still couldn't forget about his parent's death but
still he couldn't stop from falling for her madly and deeply. "Mistake?"
he thought her words still ringing his ears "how
can it be a mistake Zoya? It was so beautiful and your last
words last night showed how much I mean to you and the way I
reciprocated made it very clear what position you hold in my life. Asad
closed his eyes again drowning in the pool of thoughts' ~FLASHBACK~ "Asad
I should leave" she whispered while he released his grip from her. Their
eyes met instantly. "Go"
he said pecking her lips. Zoya
unwillingly turned her back towards him and walked towards the door. When she
was about to open the door, a strong arm just shut the door with his
palm. Zoya
looked at his hands, which were few inches away from her face and in
no time she was pressed against the door. His entire body came crashing
towards her back and she was trapped in between him and the
door. her face was pressed against the door sideways making her lips pout. Some
of her fringes tickling her nervous face by her own hot breath. Asad
removed her long hair sideways and started to put wet kissing on her bare back.
With his teeth he opened her zip, making Zoya gasp by brushing her back
in the process. She
forcefully turned towards him and hugged him tightly. She did not know when she
was swiped in his arms and put down on the bed leaving her dress on
the floor. His touch Her gasp His wet
kisses Her moans His
movements Her
gripping his hair His
pulling her hair Her
giving in His
groans Her sweet
kisses The
entire room furnished with their moment of love, the moment of togetherness,
witnessing their immense love, desire for each other. They
claimed each other in no time giving themselves the greatest
pleasure in this world. There was not act left in between them.
Devouring each other in every single way possible. ** He was
about to stop when he almost reached his climax when she said holding
him in place. "Please Asad give me". Shock was
an understatement for Asad at that moment. "Zoya,
i'. I cant" he said caressing her hair. "why?
Asad? Why? Why can't you?" "Zoya!
Are you crazy how can I?" Zoya gave
him a mocking laugh while her tears did not betray her inner
feelings, "you are scared Mr. Khan?" Asad's
eyes immediately mellowed. He kissed her lips and whispered against her lips
"what if?" "I
want it Asad is all I know. I have never asked anything from you, did i?" "No"
he whispered closing his eyes feeling her swollen lips. "please
Asad, don't ditch me today" her tears started flowing down her cheeks
making its way towards the pillow and soaking it. "Kal
mein tumhe hamesha hamesha ke liya chodke jayungi. Bas yehi hai jo sang leke
jana chahiti hoon aur agar bhagwan ji ki kripa hoga then a life will breath
inside me soon which will be a part of you too". Her sobs
are now turning into cry, "I promise'u" she chocked. "I
promise you arnu, if I conceive after this I will never ever claim anything
from you. I will be happy to have this baby as your akhri nishani and go far
far away from your world". Asad
just couldn't bear this anymore. Finally,
he put an end to his inner turmoil. He bathed her with his love in no
time, holding her securely in his arms. ~FLASHBACK
ENDS~
"What the?"
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