CHAPTER 4
I need to get myself together .. this cannot be true. I need to find ram
What di ? You knew about the abortion! And you did not tell me! How could you? Di Kartik questions bought me out of my confusion. I need to clear this misunderstanding between Kartik and Natasha first
Ha Kartik I knew about the abortion I didn't tell anyone not even Mr Kapoor about it. I know it hurts but , I had no choice.
Natasha made mistake, Kartik, What she did was wrong, She made an wrong choice ,I Came to know about this much later and I am sorry bhai I could not prevent it.
Lekin apne ,mujhe kyoon nahi bataya, di..
I was afraid you will react like this. And I was right
Kartik, she handled this immaturely. But kartik , remember she was only 21 when she became pregnant, She panicked Kartik, She had no one to guide her mother refused to help her. I and Mr kapoor were not here and she was till new to this house she was not comfortable enough with ma to confide in her. She took a decision under some misguided influence.. yes a it was bad decision. But nothing could be done about it.. But Kartik I know how much she regretted her decision.. she hates herself for taking that decision.
Kartik , everybody makes a mistake, Natasha also made mistake. Give her a chance bhai talk to her ... let her explain bhai. Love is never conditional... When you love someone you have to accept them with all their mistakes ,weakness and their strength. I know how much you love her and I also know how much Natasha loves you . Please Bhai give Natasha a another chance...give your marriage a another chance .
Di , it is to late now.. Natasha is now in Paris, she coming tomorrow to sign the divorce papers. I had gone to the lawyer's house, when you came, to get divorce papers ready
Kartik , Don't do this , ab sab kuch katam nahi hua hai, Please Kartik just talk to Natasha tomorrow clear it out bhai .. where there is love there is still hope!
Ma , who was silently listening to conversation opened her mouth. Priya ! what are you saying how can I welcome that woman who killed my grandson I will never allow her inside this house again.. Ma chup ho ja ma... You are more bothered about your unborn grandson , than your own son . Cant you see how much he loves Natasha , how much he is hurting. How can you do this ma. You should have tried solve the issue instead you are adding fuel to the fire. What kind mother are you ?
But.. Priya. Chup ma.. Let them sort this issue stop interfering in their lives.. please ma.. just let them be. Kartik you think about this. bhai. make a right decision bhai.
Papa mujhe Vikram se bat karni hai , Sirf use pata hoga ki Ram kahan. Hai
Priya tum fir shuru ho gayi.. Ma I am going tell you one more time . stop interfering ...
Priya , vikram ko bi pata nahi hai beta mein vikram se bhi poocha tha beta. .said my father
But papa ram was the one who arranged for my release from jail. It was ram who proved I was innocent. Na
Nahi priya It was Vikram who arranged everything.. It was neha and Vikram who helped to prove your innocence. Ram was not even there during the court hearing or when it passed the judgement
Papa this cannot be true, something is just not right . I will have to meet vikram now papa
But priya.Papa don't worry Let me handle this , I know ram and I know vikram , I will talk to him. One way or other I will get my answers I will find Ram
Kartik please drop me at Vikram and Neha s place . I need to see Vikram.
Okay Di .
Vikram and Neha s House
I rang the door bell , I was so excited to see my friends and at the same time fear was still holding a portion of my heart. I was afraid of what Vikram might or might not know. But I know I will get something for my hopes to rest on...
Door was opened by young boy of 16 years, Yes what can I do for you ?this is shergill s house right .I hoped I did not ring wrong door bell in my excitement . Yes said the boy.I want to meet neha and Vikram .
App priya aunty hai na, I was stunned the boy knew me.. Yes I said hesitantly .
Mom , Mom the boy ran from the door kya hai Rahul Tum itne kyun chela rahe ho !!! Neha come out of the kitchen. She looked the same nothing had changed . she looked beautiful but one thing is for sure she definitely did not look like 16 year old's mother. That boy must be Rahul than..
Mom look who has come? Kun hai Rahul.
Priya tum yahan ? kab ayi ? Neha run forward to hug me. It is so good to see you priya..Kitne saal hogya ..
Hugged my friend.. it was so nice to see her. Neha called out to vikram.
Vikram came out of the bedroom. But he was not surprised to see me. Kaise ho Priya?
Vikram tum kaise ho. He just quietly nodded his head
Sit down priya, Let me get you something to drink. Can I get you some Juice or coffee or would you like to eat .. let me make something special. For you. Bas Bas Neha stop. It don't want to have anything I just finished Dinner. I definitely don't want any juice from you remember last time you gave me juice , you guys spiked it. Last time Ram was there. This time ram...
I just couldn't continue my memories were clogging my throat, tears flowing from my eyes. I just couldn't control myself. Ram ... Ram where are you? I need you.
Neha came and sat next me and hugged me.. I am sorry priya. She started.
I wiped my tears .. I looked at Vikram .. asked one question which was crushing all my hopes and my dreams where is ram vikram ? please vikram just tell me?
I dreaded this question , priya for five years I was afraid of how I was going to answer you . I knew one day you will come to me and ask me this question But... I hoped I will give you the right answer but I am afraid I don't Know ..
My hope started slowing dying . I was so confident Vikram will know .. but I was so wrong. What Am I going to do now? . how am I going find Ram
No I cant lose hope . because thats all i have !!! I will find Ram
