Viren n jeevika reach their home n smile at eachother unknowingly ... after a sec they realize it n continue with their works !!
jeevika thought ... " why is he smiling at me ? I instantly smiled coz I was thinking abt him the whole day !! ... Did he also think abt me today ? ... But why wil he think abt me ? ... he will think abt aenna only !! "
on the other side, viren was also thinking the same ... !
after dinner:
viren: shal we start reading ?
jeevika: looks like u r ok with me reading ur personal diary ... huh ?
viren stumbled a bit ... ( why am I expressing myself so clearly ? ... just shut up viren .. u r not supposed to react like this wen someone is reading ur diary ... atleast please act that way )
jeevika: earth to viren !! ... come out of aenna's thoughts !!
viren: oh yeah ... Lets start
varun n vanshika are also waiting patiently to know wat happened btw them...
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Jan 9, 2013
I went to meet aenna ... we sat there n had an icecream
I asked her to first tel me wat she decided abt that quessionaire love
She said ... " viren, I love u ... I love u soo much "
I told her that ... even our answers didn't match !!
She replied that ... she knew my answer anyways ... n wanted to see me the last time
the last time ' struck me ... I asked her, if she wanted to break our friendship also !!
She softly said ... Are u mad ? ... how can I leave ur friendship wen I can't even imagine a second without u ?
I felt happy
She asked me for a friendly hug which I couldn't refuse at all ... I hugged her
And a minute later did I understand wat she actually meant ... She was going to take her life ... I realized that she attempted suicide as I felt her motionless in my arms ...
Everything happened so suddenly that ... I didn't know wat to do ...I took her to hospital n informed her parents
Every minute was like an hour for me ... I was really scared for her ...
After the doc declared her to be absolutely fine, I was the first one to rush in ... I straightly went to her n gave a tight slap on her cheeks ... my hand prints were visible on her fair skin ...
But I found her smiling at me holding her cheek ... I shouted at her ... for not having any sense n that a single rejection don't end anyone's life ... I told her to think abt her parents n her best friend, that's me !!
She was still smiling at me and suddenly hugged me ... I was completely relaxed , my tensions n fears washed away !
I asked her not to do anything like this again as ... she was the only friend n best friend I've ever had ... n I couldn't efford to loose my best friend
She came out of the hug n said ... " this is wat is love viren !! ... u can't loose me, ur fear of loosing me made u crazy ... so, u also love me as much as I love u, but u just didn't understand it "
I asked her ... is this love ? ... if this is wat is named love, then I'm in love !! ... if u can take ur life for me , can't I accept that i love u ?
I love u ... aenna ... !!
She said ... " gradually, u'll love me more than myself viren ... I know that ... I love u too !! "
Just then, her family members came and I left the place awkwardly !!
I'm very happy ... I'm in love !!
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Everyone was in their own thoughts ... after completing this special page of his diary..
Viren was thinking abt aenna ... how she would be right now n wat she would be doing
Jeevika was thinking to herself that aenna n viren love eachother soo much
Varun: aenna was soo sensitive ! ... she really loves our son, n viren also loves aenna vanshi, we shouldn't separate them !!
Vanshika: do u find that as love ? ... Yeah ... in a way, it's called love ... He would have done the same thing if it was his sister in her place, varun !!
Just think of her as his sister, even then all his feelings are justified ... n he treats her as his best friend ... that means ... she is already accepted into his life as his dear ones ... so, he loves her, but not as a lover varun ... more than a friend n almost brotherly !!
Varun: u also have a point vanshi ! we'll find out abt that tomorrow, now sleep !
They all sleep ...
next day:
viren in his office: takes his diary ... n starts to write
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Yesterday, it was like rediscovering me, myself ... after many sad days, I got to relive my happy days !!
I donno how much I wanted to talk with aenna all these days ... atleast she should have called me ...
The biggest problem is ... how will she receive me if I cal her ... wil she atleast lift n speak or ignore my call ?
but I can't take it, if she'll ignore me ... so, it's better to wait til she initiates !!
I'm feeling much better today ... jeevika knows our love story n she'll help me win my love back ... glad my accidental bride was jeevika n no one else !!
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Jeevika's diary:
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Now, I know his love story ... but is love as simple as that ? ... I donno !!
might be simple for him, but definitely not that simple for her coz who'll be taking their life for someone else even though u love him ?
but wat do I know abt love ? ... if I had known, I wouldn't be here like this !!
Anyways, a typical love story of mr n mrs. Viren, ... no... no ... , of mr. viren n ms. Aenna !!
After knowing abt her n her love for him, I can't still keep her in ignorance ... I need to tel her that we'll be divorced in 3 months n then, viren is all hers !!
Wat if she'll not accept him ? ... No, she will !! ... as she loves him n I'll give her complete clarity that ... viren was never mine n wil never be mine even !!
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Evening:
Jeevika: viren, I need to talk to u ... can u come to our room ?
Viren: ( he whispers ... ) we'll talk at night, wat wil mom think if she sees us going to room at this hour ? ... I don't want to give hopes to her thoughts jeevika !
Jeevika: ( in a very low voice .. ) but it's really important viren ...
Viren: ( whispers back ... ) I'm not understanding wat u r telling jeevika !
She holds his hand and takes him into their room much to the surprise of
Jeevika tilted her head towards viren ... n murmured in his ears and came back to her position ...
Viren immediately held her hand n took her into the room
Viren: did u say wat I heard jeevika ?
Jeevika: then wat else will u hear ? ... I meant it !
Viren: but I don't think she'll understand it n wats the need to tell her now ? ... She can know abt it after our divorce also, jeevika !
Jeevika: yeah ... but I want her to know all this now itself ! ... Are u bringing her or not ?
Viren: why don't u listen me jeevika ? ... Things may become worse if mom wil know that we'll get divorced !
Jeevika: I'm really stubborn n I thought u would've atleast known this much abt me ... But no !!
It's ok ... Now, r u going to bring her, or shall I go n deal it myself ? ... but no backing off mr.viren !!
Viren: I know u r very stubborn n now, I'm seeing wat real stupidity means ... Ms.jeevika !!
Jeevika: not ms. jeevika, it's mrs. Jeevika or mrs.viren !!
Viren: yeah ... but it's just for 3 months right !!
Jeevika: eventhough for 3 months, I would like to keep it that way !
Viren: as u wish mrs.viren vadhera !
Jeevika: viren, cal aenna n ask her to come to the same place where u both met that day ... she winks at viren
Viren gets uncomfortable and she starts giggling at his reactions ...
Viren: I don't have the courage to cal her jeevika
Jeevika: I can understand !! ... gimme her phone number, n I'll cal her !!
To know the reason behind divorce after 3 months and some more confessions, wait for the next part !!
sry for updating 1 day late, but I've given a long update ... hope u all enjoyed !!
love u all ... for waiting patiently !!
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