Guys i have been a silent memeber of this forum... and never actually feel like posting a thank you note or anyhting after reading the updates or watching the video... u can say never actually appreciated u all and thus have been an arrogant person from the beginning.. but this monday as u guys kno tht there was a deadly massacre in Virginia Tech University and 33 ppl got killed... to be honest with u.. i go to the same college... i was near by tht hall where the shooting took place... i heard the gun shots, screaming and all the chaos... i was on my way to meet my friend after she would be done with her classes in the same hall. however, i met my other friends on the way and started talking to them never realizing tht God had saved and stopped me to enter in tht deadly hall... Luckily nothing happend to my friend and me but this one horrible experience taught me to appericiate the ppl in ur life and also the ppl whom u dont kno such as india-forums members... Today i m thanking you and appreciating wat u guys do... b/c i dont want to loose any chance tht God had given me to appereciate life and ppl around the whole world.. i always been a rebellious child in my house and always wanted to get away from my parents and brother as a teenager.. i loved them from the bottom of my heart but never actually feel the need of expressing tht love to them nor they did.. therefore i went to Virginia Tech away from my home and family... i misssed them for some days but after some time my life revolved around my freinds and collge life.. however, my parents did call me frequently to make sure how am i doing as thier duty to check up on me... my brother called me once a monnth too ... But while i was freaking out with the ongoing shooting around me this MONDAY surprisingly i thought about my family first and said in my mind tht mom,dad and my bro i dont kno if i would be alright after all this would end but i just want u guys to kno tht i love u... the first thing i did after everything was over was calling my mom and i heard few warm words from her tht made me cry like a baby : Beta i m sooo happy to hear ur voice and after tht a snob... my mom was crying.... more surprsing to me was my brother's reaction after hearing my voice as he said zillions time how much he loved me and never even imagined how could they have lived w/o me... i dont kno y i m saying all this to u guys.. but i just want all of u to kno tht i have learned my lesson.. i have start realising the importance of a family, the importance of expressing ur emotions to ppl and the importance of appericiating the efforts ppl put to help u... the post u guys made in this forum have entertained me when i cant sleep in my dorm room late at night... during some boring and exhausting days i have seen the videos u guys post which helped me to distract my mind from studies and tension of exams... so today i just want to say THANK YOU for doing all the things u do to entertain ppl like me and SORRY for not thanking you before..GOD BLESS U ALL AND UR LOVED ONES <3
~~~~~~Roshni ~~~~~~