PSH Season 2: Episode 5 - NO COMMENTS PLEASE - Page 2

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Posted: 12 years ago
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Adi - I know , It was my fault , I ... I ... I was wrong I learnt my lesson on a hard way ... Any ways ... I want to say I m ... S...s...Sorry đŸ˜³
Edited by ronshaan - 12 years ago
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Posted: 12 years ago
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Sorry. Sorry for what?
What exactly are you apologising for?
Edited by payal7 - 12 years ago
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Posted: 12 years ago
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Adi - I .. I .. I was wrong .. I never wanted to break your heart but I didnt realize that you will actually mind .. I had no other choice amrita.. I wanted to save My uncle's marriage.. I did it for him.. but... please amu listen to me.. that day you left I fell u forgave me but inside me some where I always sow your sad face .. I want to say sorry for that slap.. but but.. what ever u said about sugni was wrong but I shouldnt have to raise my hand on you I was wrong amu... I can understand your feelings at that point.. and I really didnt want to hurt you, I made many mistakes I ruined 4 lives in my wrong thinking .. I hope u will forgive me for leaving you without breaking our engagement but I always loved you and it was hard for me to face you after that... I just knew I wanted to save my mami's marriage and one there was one promise I gave to gulabiya that as a thakur I had to fulfill it !
Edited by ronshaan - 12 years ago
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Posted: 12 years ago
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WHAT I SAID WAS WRONG!!! WRONG!!!!

OMG I do not believe I am hearing this.
This is what you asked me here to listen to.
If you thougth I forgave you and what I said was wrong than we have nothing to say to each other.
Please cancel my order. I am leaving
Edited by payal7 - 12 years ago
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Posted: 12 years ago
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Amu please listen to me, Sugni was not like that the way U said about her, she is a nice lady and all what happened .. just happened .. I had no other choice, I had to do it
she too always wanted to stop me but I felt you will understand me
Im sorry amrita please listen to me adi always loved you but had to do it I had a promise to fulfill , I m a thakur and thakur can't break a promise that's why I did what ever I did .. and you know how I care for my reva mami .. I wanted 2 save her marriage so had to sacrifice my love and marry sugni .. !!
but I know I broke your heart and trust please mujhe maff ker do (4give me)
but yes that day when u left you blassed us that's why I felt u have forgiven us but believe me I knew you are angry at me for being cruel leaving you without notice.. I have no idea how u changed your way and left .. but b4 leaving you asked us to be happy and we were happy and tried to create love in our marriage.. but..
Edited by ronshaan - 12 years ago
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Posted: 12 years ago
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Since your wife is a nice lady and you love each other and are happy why are you not home with her. Why are you here?
As for you had to do it - NO Thakur Aditya Singh you did not have to do anything.
and you should never open your mouth and talk about not breaking a promise because you have broken so many promises!!!!
I have had a long time to think about eveything and if there is one thing that is clear is that your actions were unjustified
Edited by payal7 - 12 years ago
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Posted: 12 years ago
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Amrita please sit and listen to me ... I want to tell you every thing... At That point I felt that was the rite thing to do.. I know I know.. Please amu sit .. I know.. but Mujhe ehsas nahi tha (I didnt realize) that you will mind .. Im really sorry let me speak once please (she sits and he continues) amu, sugni is not my wife, My uncle was rite , His love was pure, My actions lead him to be a hard core bad man , he made our life hell and one day, I lost sugni... she was dead for me..
I left my home, and when I came back I found her with mama jee at home.. she was happy with him .. very much in love with him (she lost her memory at that point), she didnt know who I was .. and I felt and understood that she never loved me that's why she remembered her 1st love and forgot me.. she always loved mama jee... also I found out that mami jee was not a poor lady she was the one who loved her place and status but she too changed and divorced mama jee so I too divorced sugni and got them married .. after seeing them happy I left and came here to stay with my mother
I have been punished for my crime of separating 2 lovers.. so I came here to say sorry to you
please amrita forgive me
Edited by ronshaan - 12 years ago
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Posted: 12 years ago
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Amu sits in silence for a few minutes, looking out at the view, thinking.

Gathering her thoughts she turns to Adi and says:
Let me say first - I am glad and truly happy that Mamaji has been reunited with his true love. Personally I do not think Sugni deserves him but if he is happy with her than I am glad. He deserves to be happy.
I am going to tell you how I see this as an outsider. You are not going to like what I am going to say but I am going to say it because even today you sit here asking forgiveness but you still do not seem to understand what you both did was wrong.
Mamaji was wrong to try and marry Sugni without divorcing Revamami and I understand your actions of forcing Mamaji to face the mistake he was making. I can understand how devastated Sugni must have felt and although her action (sardhakai) was extreme I can understand it. But your actions I cannot understand.

Tell me Aditya Thakur did a promise made in return for the ashes of your father who abandoned you mean more to you than the life and happiness of the man who bought you up and fulfilled your every need without being asked?

Mamaji became a father when he was of an age where he should have been enjoying his life not bringing up another man's child but he fulfilled his responsibility without complaint and in return he asked for the right to spend his life with the woman he loves. What that too much to ask for?

Did you once try to understand Mamaji's position, his feelings. No. You simply forced your opinion that he stays in his marriage - Revamamai's, Gulabia's, Sugni's in fact everyone's happiness mattered just not Mine and Mamaji's. Why? What did we do to you that was soo bad ?

Why did you do Sugni's Sardhakai? Was Sugni in any danger from Mamaji - No. If he had done her sardhakai what would have happened. He would have bought her back to the haveli and try to convince her to marry him - nothing more.

Where was the need for you to marry Sugni? How was you marrying Sugni and living in front of Mamaji suppose to make him go back to Revamami. If you wanted him to go back to Revamami you should have sent Sugni far away from him.

Also when Naniji came why did you not just go to her and tell her that Mamaji wanted to divorce Revamami and marry Sugni and let her deal with it?

If marriage meant that much to you, why were you marrying Sugni and yet telling me nothing between us changed? What was I going to be in your life - your mistress?

It was acceptable to break off our engagement (without even telling me) and marry Sugni but it was not acceptable forMamaji to divorce Revamami and marry Sugni? the only difference between the two situations was that one was an engagment and the other a marriage

Did either of you once think about what it would do to him to see you two together? I was there for a couple of days and I could not handle it and you two made him watch for months. You say he became a bad man. Close your eyes and imagine that it was Mamaji and me doing all the things you and Sugni did in front of you. How would you have felt/reacted?

How could you, who is good at telling others about right and wrong, even look at / think about /fall in love with a girl who your Mamaji loved and who loved and would have married him if fate had not stepped in?

If you had not interfered, manipulated, supported and incited Sugni would things have gone as far they did - NO. So to my mind you and Sugni are responsible for fuelling the fire that led to attempt on your life.
Edited by payal7 - 12 years ago
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Posted: 12 years ago
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Aditiya remains silent for 10 min listening to what amrita had to say And thinking **I never sow that that way... I really never sow that that way**
After 10 min of silence ... he say
Adi - Amu , I really did not want to hurt you and mama jee.. after you left I felt you forgave me but today U tell me this.. I realize that I was wrong yes I was wrong .. I have no answers to your questions ... at that time I felt I was doing the rite thing ... I just didnt want another story like My mother had .. that's the biggest reason of my action
but after what u say I have nothing to justify my action
All I want from you is to forgive me
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Posted: 12 years ago
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I understand that you did not want what happened to your Mum repeating itself. But you cannot tell people how to live their lives.

Do you really think Mamaji would have abandoned Revamami like your fathe did you and your Mum. No he is not like that. He was divorcing her but was making full provisions for the rest fo her life.
Even if he was abandoning her, you role would be try and talk to Mamaji and make him realise his mstake and support and take care of Revamami. It was not your role to marry Sugni.
If after what happened Sugni did not want to be with Mamaji then that was fine. But the thought of marriage to each other should never have occured to either of you. She was, is and always will be somebody who was involved with your Mama and therefore was off limits to you. Equally for her you would always be the nephew of the man she was involved with so was off limits to her.
I don't want to hurt you but I have to say this Adi.
You know you lived and were bought up by Mamaji but you failed to learn what draws people to him, make them love him, care about him, be loyal to him. Ultimately its that quality that resulted in Sugni making the decision to marry him despite everything that happened because she knows no one will ever love and cherish her, protect her and make her happy like he will.
That quality Aditya is caring about people, their feelings, their hopes and dreams. When I left Mawari did you even think about checking whether I got back OK knowing what condition I was in emotionally ' No. Do you know that Mamaji called to check? Despite what he was going through Mamaji emailed me every other day to make sure I was OK? Do you know in his last email about week after I left he said he was sorry that because of him I had lost you, that he would not contact me again as he was reminder of the past I was trying to forget but he was always there if ever I needed him in any capacity. Tell me - Who should have done that?

If you are feeling proud that you are magnanmous because you stopped Sugni from stopping the wedding, then don't be it is the least you could do for the havoc you caused/the hell you put Mamaji through.

You are asking me to forgive you. How do I forgive a person who
ripped my heart out and broken it into a million pieces in front of me without a second thought?
I am not sure I can Aditya.
Edited by payal7 - 12 years ago

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