Fallen in love (sajan os)

ok so a couple of things before you go on to read this. I write random os's when i can't figure out what to write in my ffs which is whats happening to me at the moment but i never really post up the os's because i feel their crap. so warning read at your own risk it might not make any sence cause i just randomly wrote it😆 as well i really didn't edit this so please ignore my spelling and grammer mistakes im sure they are there so just ignore them hehe😳

oh and a very happy mothers day to every mother and every child cause we are truly blessed to have these wonderful people in our lives who we call mom ❤️

"chasmish tum tum uss se shadhi nahi kar sakti…" "kyu?" she looked at me confused "cause cause cause" oh god I didn't have a good excuse a ha I got something…cause he does not even know you what if you are all mad at night throwing tantrums how would he know that it's because you want your favourite ice cream…really Samrat favourite ice-cream that's all you could come up with stupid moron "samrat it's just an ice cream I will tell him that I want it" ok that didn't work of course it didn't work it was lame I walked panicking in the room then I got another idea and walked towards her "but he lives all the way in London I thought you couldn't live that far from your family?" "Samrat every girl has to get married one day and every girl has to leave their home one day and you know what di and jiju might be moving to London after words to cause jiju got a scholar ship for Oxford University! So with di there I have nothing to worry about right? She said getting excited. "haan because nupur is all you need if your di and jiju are there then there is no one else you're going to miss here right? I said kind of getting emotional now "ok fine go see if I care" I said turning around hiding my tears I felt so foolish I have never cried in my life before but I was going to burst any second now.. she looked at me and walked towards me I didn't know what she was going to say and I didn't think I could hear it anyways so I turned around to walk away but she stop me by holding my hand "samrat…" she sounded teary I turned to face her and saw her in tears "Samrat how can you even think that I wouldn't miss you? How can you even think that I could live without you? She said in hurt "so then why are you going? If you can't live without me then why do you have to leave me? I moved closer looking right into her eyes my one hand cupped her face and the other held are delicate waist to stay stable. It felt so right having her in my arms like that I can't believe I didn't ever realize this before. "I told you this yesterday and you didn't stop me so I thought you didn't care if I left or not" she spoke "how could you think I didn't care you out of nowhere told me that a guy was coming to marry you and you excepted me to react I was shocked chasmish I was shocked that the only person I thought would never leave me was leaving me…" that was pretty much the last straw she thought I didn't care if she left or not doesn't she know what she means to me! "Samrat I don't want to leave my friends especially you cause you mean the world to me but this is how the world works I can't just live like this I have to get settled in life as well na and so do you one day even you will have to get married Samrat and you will get busy with your life then you will not have time for me at all…" "Samrat will always have time for his chasmish I told you before too no matter who come and go in my life your spot is always reserved" and then there was silence something's were said and others were just heard without words he didn't want her to leave she didn't want to leave but life doesn't work that way everyone has to settle down and she knew her family wanted her to now settle down. They both stood there for a minute not moving he still had his one hand around her waist she was still only an inch away from him there eyes were bowed to the ground they were trying not to break a promise to each other the promise to never shed tears in front of each other "chasmish promise me ke tum kabhi bhi rou gi nahi cause when tears come out of your eyes it hurts my heart" "I miss my parents chasmish…samrat they miss you too and crying will just upset them more; look they are watching over you from the sky so please stop crying…cause when tears come out of your eyes it hurts here she pointed at her heart" he finally looked up at her "if I asked you to stay then will you?" "Have I ever said no to you" she replied looking right back in his eyes "please stay" he pleaded his voice was broken it barely made it out he couldn't do anything without her he needed her " she whipped the tear that dared to trickle down his face I promise I won't marry him and I won't go to London but samrat one day I will have to go and even you will have to settled down in life.." she said again he could feel the pain in her voice "it doesn't have to be that way all you have to do is say yes.." I said softly cupping her face "yes to what "she said in tears "will you marry me?" I said pulling her closer to me by her waist our faces only an inch away I held onto her tightly to afraid to hear her answer to afraid of letting go I don't know if marriage was the right thing or not but I knew I need my best friend as I can't live without her…she looked at me with tears in her eyes for a while before she finally broke into sobs and hugged me tightly wrapping her hands around my neck whispering sweet yes's in my ears over and over again…I hugged her back tightly wrapping my hand around her waist and slightly lifting her in the air in excitement I smiled "I love you chasmish never leave me" and there it came out of my heart the one thing I never even told myself it just came out and to say that I was shocked was an understatement but if love meant that I couldn't live my life without her presence then yes I have fallen in love with my chasmish and I realize it was always love I hugging her tighter not willing to let go. I knew chasmish wouldn't say anything I had the habit of blurting out anything that came to my heart without even thinking but chasmish thought things through and I was pretty sure she didn't know that she loved me and my confession shocked her to hell but no worries now that she will never leave me I will help her realize that she too has fallen madly in love with her best friend.

love

tanzeel