WHEN I CEASE TO EXIST
Mayank Sharma, a focused, brilliant, tough and intelligent guy, never thought he would EVER fall in love. But he did. Truly, madly, deeply that too. When he gave his heart to Nupur, it was given for good. There was no turning back. Because for him, she was everything, his love, his life partner, his friend, his soul mate, his half. She completed him.
She filled in the missing void in his life. And now, she is gone forever, the void has been emptied forever, the hole in his heart can never be healed. Unless they are together again. No one can replace Nupur, in Mayank's life.
Today when we see him he is not alive, he is not dead. He is walking dead. When she left him she didn't just go on her own, she took his heart with her. He took away his OWN life with her.
People say moving on is easy, but how can one move on without your own life? How can you move on when your heart isn't with you? HOW HOW HOW? How can Mayank Sharma just move on in life? How can the hole in his life ever be filled? It never will. It cannot. Simple as that😊
Mayank has come to a point in his life when he ceases to exist. There is no point for him to live anymore. He doesn't want to live. In every point of his life now, though he looks strong and confident, there is this lifeless, soulless man who is waiting for his end, who has lost all reason to live now. For Mayank Sharma, life is just a job he hates, he is just doing it for the SAKE of it.
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Coming to Arjun, I must give him a standing ovation👏👏
He has done a beyond brilliant job in portraying the "walking dead Mayank". His tears are REAL, his emotions are. He lived Mayank through the years and he lived him these days too!
Kudos to you Arjun, I'm proud to call myself your fan
Nidheya