Love is what you've been through with somebody.

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Posted: 15 years ago
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Love seeketh not itself to please, nor for itself hath any care, but for another
give it ease, and build a Heaven in Hell's despair.
- William Blake

these lines are just what seems to me like d present state of SaJan's life

2 ppl so in love yet so apart now cause of that very love

he loves her so that he knows with her hand in his he can do d
impossible & win d world

she knows his love is abound & will stop at nothing if d cause is her
happiness and yet today she has 2 drive him away she has to make sure he
sees it that she doesnt befit him

tired of waiting heartbroken on her determination of losing today Samrat
finally asked her why cant shy try ?why is so hell bent on losing when he's with her

she doesnt want to even look at him but has 2 finally give up

he wants her 2 know that even forever is a short time 4 him if holding
her hand is what has 2 be done

and she breaks her silence at this loosing her cool at him : dont talk of forever why are u doing it

cant u see i have tried enough & lost already why , why dont u just wanna leave me alone 2 my miseries

i know ur wishes are good ur heart is kind but this is a lost cause 4 which u seem 2 be fighting

he finally lets her know its all in her mind that nothing , except her own belief that she is helpless is whats stopping her

that if she so much as just puts it in her mind she can & will - d rest of d way is b4 them

it may not be simple - it may take time but he is with her no matter how long it takes

she seems hopeful for a second he asks her if not 4 me least 4 urself give it a try

but as they say when u dont wanna put ur heart in to something nothing can seem 2 help you even if god lend u a hand in d way

she knows if she tries she might just win but perhaps , perhaps her heart may just listen to him & she may walk along

but then what , he refused to marry her at V night & she was hurt it stung her

his reasons were known to her but d pain of his answer somewhere just hit home & perhaps even thou knowing it that he loves her like none other
she feels perhaps d world is right i just don't belong with him i m not worthy , unsuitable of him

yes it hurt her , where it hurts d most & hence perhaps even now sh isnt willing to try

to put an effort 4 if this is what it takes 2 drive him away 4 a life - a life that's gonna be good 4 him then so be it she shall live this way forever if his happiness is what comes off it

yes perhaps hence is d reason all she does is ask him 2 leaver her alone subtly trying every bit of d way to tell him stop holding that torch 4 me cause baby this is just going to end up this way

he would have to really make it happen that she sees it in her heart that she has got it all wrong that no matter what life leads us to ur paths & mine are just 1 all along d way

and whether u like it or not want it or not sweetheart i m gonna accompany u , cause may be u may not need me but baby i sure as hell do need u and together i know we can make it love , we sure can do , all i need is ur hand

the time may be testing us but even now when looking at u like this feels like i m literally going 2 hell as u are too , being with u is d only relief - my heavenly abode in this hell's despair

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Posted: 15 years ago
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aaahnaaa....aise maro naaaaa yaar....no words but yes one to show what ur post was like....stupoendous👏 but nothing unsual there 😉
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Posted: 15 years ago
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Originally posted by: meens1981

aaahnaaa....aise maro naaaaa yaar....now words but yes one to show what ur post was like....stupoendous👏 but nothing unsual there 😉



meens dont u just escape with that after today i was so sure i wasn't gonna make a post with ur reply 2 my prev topic but only 4 u & that brilliant story & lovely post did i even write this cause i was actually dying 4 ur take on today so give me just that will reply 2 on that 4 sure tomorrow as gtg 4 now hon have 2 sleep

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Posted: 15 years ago
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Originally posted by: aahana86



meens dont u just escape with that after today i was so sure i wasn't gonna make a post with ur reply 2 my prev topic but only 4 u & that brilliant story & lovely post did i even write this cause i was actually dying 4 ur take on today so give me just that will reply 2 on that 4 sure tomorrow as gtg 4 now hon have 2 sleep



i will try for sure sweety...but today all i wanna do is lose myself in ur post....swt dreams or should i say samrat dreams 😉
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Posted: 15 years ago
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aahana u'll murder us 1 day by ur lovely posts. not only u bt yashi also. u guyz r killing. love ur posts. I've really never given so much imp 2 these serials n understanding their characters bt u're certainly extraordinary at this. Why don't u become a counselor 1 day.😉 or psychologist.
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Posted: 15 years ago
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aahana oh god you will kill me one day for sure everyday superb ,fantastic posts that's not fair yar you deserve standing ovation dekho main chair par khadi ho gayi 😆 ok seriously mindblowoing and outstanding post yar as always 👏

i totally with you each and every word , you put each and every emotion so properly that i have no words yar , i mean the way you put both sam and gun's state of mind is really superb , i am speechless yar now what left for me to say ? you rock yar

👍🏼 but ya i wanna tell you something today i feel silence love of sajan , they need not to say anything to each other to make their own point he understands her thought and she understands his thought, that's why today she was trying to avoid his eye contact as she can't speak lie why she is avoiding him and effort to walk, and he knows her well that she can't lie that 's why he made her to contact him , n here again he proved right as she spoke whatever hide in her heart ya it hurts him but still he came to know what she feel and why she is not ready for effort you r right now she has no any kind of hope in her life so for whom she walk , she is shattered,hurt and wounded with his refusal for marriage and her disability put salt on her wound , she loves him so much and that made her to do this ,love has no baundries as in the sense of unconditional faith in your beloved, sam believes in her and she believes in him but here gun's insecurity made her to be rude and bitter, she is wounded and her inferiority made her more and more concious abt what is she feeling , she believes that he is wasting his time and energy for her treatment but she doesn't know this is sam's love and faith that make him encouare her , for them bcz now they r soulmate whether she believes or not
aahana frankly speaking you touched heart of sajan and that made you to right such a wonderful post , you justify the post really very well dear ClapClapClap
Edited by aashizin - 15 years ago
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Posted: 15 years ago
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Originally posted by: aahana86

Love seeketh not itself to please, nor for itself hath any care, but for another
give it ease, and build a Heaven in Hell's despair.
- William Blake

these lines are just what seems to me like d present state of SaJan's life

2 ppl so in love yet so apart now cause of that very love

he loves her so that he knows with her hand in his he can do d
impossible & win d world

she knows his love is abound & will stop at nothing if d cause is her
happiness and yet today she has 2 drive him away she has to make sure he
sees it that she doesnt befit him

tired of waiting heartbroken on her determination of losing today Samrat
finally asked her why cant shy try ?why is so hell bent on losing when he's with her

she doesnt want to even look at him but has 2 finally give up

he wants her 2 know that even forever is a short time 4 him if holding
her hand is what has 2 be done

and she breaks her silence at this loosing her cool at him : dont talk of forever why are u doing it

cant u see i have tried enough & lost already why , why dont u just wanna leave me alone 2 my miseries

i know ur wishes are good ur heart is kind but this is a lost cause 4 which u seem 2 be fighting

he finally lets her know its all in her mind that nothing , except her own belief that she is helpless is whats stopping her

that if she so much as just puts it in her mind she can & will - d rest of d way is b4 them

it may not be simple - it may take time but he is with her no matter how long it takes

she seems hopeful for a second he asks her if not 4 me least 4 urself give it a try

but as they say when u dont wanna put ur heart in to something nothing can seem 2 help you even if god lend u a hand in d way

she knows if she tries she might just win but perhaps , perhaps her heart may just listen to him & she may walk along

but then what , he refused to marry her at V night & she was hurt it stung her

his reasons were known to her but d pain of his answer somewhere just hit home & perhaps even thou knowing it that he loves her like none other
she feels perhaps d world is right i just don't belong with him i m not worthy , unsuitable of him

yes it hurt her , where it hurts d most & hence perhaps even now sh isnt willing to try

to put an effort 4 if this is what it takes 2 drive him away 4 a life - a life that's gonna be good 4 him then so be it she shall live this way forever if his happiness is what comes off it

yes perhaps hence is d reason all she does is ask him 2 leaver her alone subtly trying every bit of d way to tell him stop holding that torch 4 me cause baby this is just going to end up this way

he would have to really make it happen that she sees it in her heart that she has got it all wrong that no matter what life leads us to ur paths & mine are just 1 all along d way

and whether u like it or not want it or not sweetheart i m gonna accompany u , cause may be u may not need me but baby i sure as hell do need u and together i know we can make it love , we sure can do , all i need is ur hand

the time may be testing us but even now when looking at u like this feels like i m literally going 2 hell as u are too , being with u is d only relief - my heavenly abode in this hell's despair

aahana
@ red -- she has made a determination in her mind that she is unsuitable for him and hence is not even giving a chance .... not to herself, not him ...
But his heart believes the impossible .... b'cuz for him her love is a journey;
Starting at forever, And ending at never... a journey surpassing all the all the diffulties with only her along....
The mind determines what is possible. The heart surpasses it. ... and hence his determination would take them thru... these testing times . thus a some one said "Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, While loving someone deeply gives you courage."
did i make any sense....????
Edited by aarthi.ramani - 15 years ago
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Posted: 15 years ago
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aahana and aash i am coming to both of u 4 counseling.What u r post yaar.U have said everything like crystal.I always love to read both of u r posting without fail.
After seeing precap i feel gunjan will realise her mistakes and she will listen to samrat.
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omgggg aahana... ur post yaar.. u kill me everytym.. pehle hi sajan kam hai maarne ke liye n on top of dat u too??? grr8888 post dear.. awesomee.. fantastic..!! m speechless.. u said everything.. nw dere's no need for me to say anything..!! 😳 agree wid each n every word u said...
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Posted: 15 years ago
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Oh baap re...not that you haven't said everything i was thinking of😉....ab main kya kahoon har bar u never leave me anything to say....bt i'm not complaining aahana...yet another great post...

Bt i will not make u wait for my extra long reply...not this time

Love seeketh not itself to please, nor for itself hath any care, but for another

give it ease, and build a Heaven in Hell's despair.

- William Blake

That is exactly what it is wid SaJan....

Well wht i mean is that let me start...

Of course we have seen that sam gets gunji flowers, chocolates etc. But it's never a competition of returning favours between them if u know what i'm saying....if sam gives gunji a flower....gunji is never like..."omg sam's given me a phool....now i have to give him sthing in return..." it's not about the quantity..it is about the quality...as i'm sure we've all heard at least once in our lives 😳...!

When thinking abt samrat, not even once has gunji put herself before him....and if she even has, then it has only n only been for sam's good...!

Perfect example is sheena (i would have liked not to put sheena into this, bt for the sake of sajan...i will do that) why did our gunjan break off her dosti with (or atleast try to break off her dosti with) sam when sheena asked her to??? Okay, not for sheena, bt for sam. She thought sam loved sheena truly - if gunji hadn't loved sam, and had an "obsession" that she thought was love...boy would there have been cat fights 😆 btwn the two ladies!!!!!

Ne ways...that was gunji. Bt sam - we are seeing the perfect example now. Why would the cool dude of the college stick with some disabled girl unless he was paagal....well only one answer to that one - true love. Love is what samrat is seeing through with gunjan...😛

And the last part build a heaven in hell's despair...well this part is still to come..! Bt what is stopping it is the fact that gunji (sadly enough) is hell bent on not walking...i know i know...i can understand her completely. But sam persisting to make gunji walk is part of creating the heaven.....and gunji needs to overcome the hell with sam's help.....

So in no way are gunjan and sam just trying to please each other, they are not selfish...because their love is not selfish - and together they are working on achieving that heaven...even in times of hell.

Again this wht i have written is so long that i have lost the gist of it....!!!! And probs u have too...lol i don't blame u for that...😆

Bt if u have understood even a sentence of my description of SaJan and their love then my motive is fulfilled.....😳

I know u have said not to thank u for these lovely posts....but in saying that u obviously do not understand how good ur posts are....so i will thank u again for a lovely topic aahana...

No intention of chaadhaoing u on cloud nine 😆...like u did to me in our last discussion...i'm saying it as it is....

So wht do u think....i know i left out heaps didn't i???

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